Worth: Selfless

By Trinitee Noel

A girl making her way through life has some obstacles, some bigger than others. Morgan never got to be a child due to her running away because she couldnt sing at home, with her mother, who was recovering from an alcohol addiction. She missed out on a lot of things a child needed to know because she didnt understand her life, but later on, she regretted leaving home. She was fierce and had a dream to protect, until she met a guy, and a guy turned into guys, who eventually took advantage of her. She lost focus on her main goal .She was exposed to things. She suffered from depression and anxiety. She suffered from a hypersexual disorder. She was a selfless girl who had a dream to protect. The route she took bruised her, some days more than others. A selfless girl became a worthy woman.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Xlibris US
• Release date: Jul 19, 2018
• ISBN: 9781984523082

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WORTH

Trinitee Noel

Copyright © 2018 by Trinitee Noel.

Library of Congress Control Number:            2018904835

ISBN:                  Hardcover                      978-1-9845-2306-8

                           Softcover                        978-1-9845-2307-5

                           eBook                               978-1-9845-2308-2

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Rev. date: 07/18/2018

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Contents

Acknowledgments

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

Chapter 5

Chapter 6

Chapter 7

Chapter 8

Chapter 9

Chapter 10

Chapter 11

Chapter 12

Chapter 13

Chapter 14

Chapter 15

Chapter 16

Chapter 17

Chapter 18

Chapter 19

Author Bio

A SELFLESS Girl BECAME A WORTHY WOMAN

ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

First off I would like to thank GOD for everything he has given me, but mostly taking from me to replace with better. Thanks to my English teacher Kelsey Rankin, for listening to me every class period about how I was writing a book, and believing in me, encouraging me every chance she got. Thanks to my sister, Mesha and Auntie Kenya for supporting me through everything and being the world’s greatest. Thanks to my niece Keyla for being a listening ear, checking in and out making sure I was still working and being happy for me. Thanks to my sister Keke for going over my paperwork and making sure I was in good hands. Most importantly thanks to my MajayyyBabyyy, thanks for the daily motivation to make something better of myself and constantly being on my case no matter how mad I became. Without you I would have NEVER put my all into this and took a risk, you kept me going even when I felt like giving up. You have had the most important, major impact on my life, whether you know it or not. Every day I wake up I thank GOD for placing you in my life. Without you, I wouldn’t have made it this far. If my love for you is ever questioned I want to let you know, I appreciate you, and without you, I would be lost. You gave me something to look forward to every day. Thanks for being you because being you made me the person I am today. I love you, and this is FOREVER! Thanks to all my supportive family and friends for the support along this journey. I love you all sooo much!

Dig Deeper Into your Inner SELF

What is self love?

Self love is when you put yourself above everyone else and that goes for family, friends, associates. When you love yourself, you look at life different. Instead of hating your flaws you start embracing them, instead of when you get hurt and instead of seeking revenge to get back, you use the pain, you accept it and grow from it. Self Love is you are cautious with yourself, attend your feelings and most important NOT SETTLING.

What is Self Love to you?

Do you Love you?

• Do you attend to your feelings with compassion?

• Do you protect your physical health?

• Do you spend quality time with yourself?

• Do you teach yourself to trust the universe?

• Do you treat others as you would like to be treated and treating yourself that way, too?

If you don’t love yourself you’ll always be chasing after people who don’t love you either

-Mandy Hale

Do you remember when your heart was innocent? Your smile was real and your laugh was real also. Your heart was one and there was no damage. When songs tune was the only thing you felt. Maybe you never felt these things, maybe your life has never had sunshine. Perhaps all your life you have experienced criticism, neglect from your family, or outsiders. Have you experienced early sexual activity, have someone hands touched you, and the thoughts of it eat you up every time? Have you experienced or someone you know that had a impact on your life experience drug, alcohol abuse? Do any of these things make you shiver? Have you experienced physical maltreatment? Have you experienced Mental abuse? Does your weight bother you? Are you a certain age, but wanna look younger? Do your height play a factor? Are your boobs too big, or too small, not perky enough. Do you think you are only good enough for sex? Do your money and career disappoint you? Did you get pregnant at a young age? Do these things play a factor in why you put yourself last? Well what if I tell you that it doesn’t have to be like that. What If I tell you, you can have control over your life. How? Be your happiness, Invest your happiness in yourself. When a person leaves, they can’t take what is in you, that you built anyone who causes you your happiness shouldn’t be apart of your life. The key to self love is to embrace your flaws, use all the pain and neglect that you felt to become a better you. Find your purpose in life. Separate yourself do whatever you have to do to get away. You can’t fully love a person until you love yourself. It won’t happen overnight, loving yourself can take time. You have to isolate yourself and learn who you are. Take time to find out who you really are and wake up everyday willing and ready to learn something new. You have to come to understand you are in control of your life, what you allow is what will happen. You have to accept who you are before you can change, Embrace who you are living in your truth. Be happy Love what you do, and do what you love.

Self Love is not selfish you cannot truly love another until you know how to love yourself

~Unknown

Relationships are a big thing here in the 21st century, everyone wants a relationship and they want the wedding bells, and someone to come home to every night. This is something mostly everyone wants, but YOU CAN’T and WILL NOT have this if you do not FIRST LOVE YOURSELF. You can’t fully love someone when you don’t love yourself. The moment you don’t settle for less the more you get out of life. There are so many advantages when you love yourself, like courage to keep going, Positivity in all aspects in your life, you become comfortable in your own skin, you get a glo that shines brighter everyday. Your Worth shouldn’t be measured in how many mistakes you have made, or how many things you said you would do, and didn’t. Your worth shouldn’t be measured in numbers. They say you can’t get the time you lost back, so why waste it. In a relationship you want someone to balance you out. You don’t want someone who is too much like you, and you don’t want a person who is the totally opposite of