Resurfacing: Climbing out of the Pit of Grief
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Resurfacing was written out of quiet times with God, while going through the loss of a son. During these quiet times, the author deepened her faith in the God who cares about the details of her life and wanted to use the tragedy for His eternal purpose. Each person who loses a loved one grieves in his or her own way, based on the relationship and personalities. This book is offered to give hope to those who are hurting and who need direction in the storms of life, no matter what those storms are.
This book takes normal, everyday circumstances and situations and uses them to see God, while using Scripture to address the solutions and directions found in God's Word.
Resurfacing is meant to comfort, to encourage, to give hope.
Barbara Troutz
Barbara Troutz was raised in New Mexico and currently lives in San Antonio, Texas with her husband Herb. She is a wife, a mother, a grandmother, a friend, a Bible study leader, and a prayer warrior. The roller coaster of life has taught her to rely and depend on the Lord for His plan for her and for those she loves. She is a firm believer that life cannot be complete without the Lord as your guide, time alone in the Word, everyday application, a sense of humor, and close friends.
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Resurfacing - Barbara Troutz
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Contents
Dedication
Introduction
What Is Grieving?
Forgiving Death
Stirring Up The Past
Developing Deeper Sensitivity
Watch Those Responses
The Ultimate Hand Me Down
When God Seems Silent
Is It Well With My Soul?
Hold On!!
Talents And Gifts
Carry Them To Jesus
He Carried Me
The Eternal Lay-A-Way Plan
Rainbows And Reminders
Add And Subtract
Letting Go
Psalm 23
It's Dark In Here!
Climbing Out Of The Darkness
Help! I Can’t Swim!
Confusion Sets In
I’m Thirsty
What Do I Believe?
Why, Why, Whine!!
Limited Understanding
The Upside Of Down
Deeper Trust
Going Fishing
Hold Hands
What Part Of Good Do I Not Understand
Destruction By Fire
Idolatry
All Means All
Are You Out There?
Make My Joy Complete
Get Up And Do Something!
Questions Set In
Firsts
Holy Weeks
Mother’s Day
Going Down The Mountain
What Happened To My Joy?
What I Have Learned About Joy
Now, This Is Trust!!
Driving Home
Anniversaries
Looking Up
One On One
Moving Forward
Epilogue
DEDICATION
To my son
In your memory, for you have taught me so much through your life and death. You are missed and I will never forget you. I love you forever.
To my husband
You have been through it all with me. You are my rock, my lover, my best friend. I am blessed. I will always love you.
To my God
To you be the honor and glory, for great things you have done. Thank you for blessing me so richly. My heart belongs to you forever.
37800.pngINTRODUCTION
On October 1, 2006, my husband and I found our 36 year old son, Steve, dead in his apartment. I cannot tell you how I felt, but perhaps the thoughts written in this book from my time of grieving can help someone who reads them. That is my intent in sharing from my heart.
Each person who goes through losing a loved one grieves a different way, but I don’t think the pain is any less or any more…just different based on relationships and personalities.
The reasons for writing this book are still not totally clear to me, but three things stand out. First of all, I want to point those who are hurting to Jesus, our source of healing. Secondly, I want to honor my son’s memory by sharing our story. And third, since experiencing Steve’s death, I have desired more that I want my remaining days to count for eternity. Exactly what that means is part of what I have learned through this process of grieving and will continue to learn.
I pray you will be blessed.
Barbara Troutz, Steve’s mom
Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything.
JAMES 1: 2-4
WHAT IS GRIEVING?
Through the loss of loved ones and most recently my son, I am learning that grieving is a process, not to be rushed through, but embraced. There is no other way to get through it but to go through it. It is like each day. Some days are full of ideal weather, sunny, cool, and crisp. Other days bring heat and humidity (especially in south Texas!), and others bring clouds and storms. Grief is like that. Some days are easier to get through than others, but I am learning that in order to really enjoy