Lori Smiley (my sister) was on episode 303 of this podcast to celebrate her hard-earned Boston qualifier earlier this year. She was confident of toeing the line next April with her 5:00 minute buffer. Then, the news of the 5:29 hit her like a ton of bricks in September, sending her into an existential spiral over her running goals. In this episode, she joins James and I to talk about it all including how she has processed that emotion and whether or not she will still keep chasing that Boston goal. Listen in to learn what she decided to do next... To redeem the offer from this episode's sponsor use the code ROGUE15 for 15% off at Janji.com.