Journaling Out Of Selfishness: Confronting I
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Is it safe for me to take off my mask, do I have to spend my entire life acting? I became so frustrated with keeping up with my identities. I gave up and fell to the ground, I asked myself in confusion, who am I, what am I supposed to do, and who am I supposed to be in this world?
Keeping up appearances was beginning to feel exhausting. Having to perform for others approval started to become overwhelming, I started to say I can't stand humans they are fake, I needed to run away and be alone. I realized that I couldn't stand myself, I was running away from myself. My identities were a burden on my soul.
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Journaling Out Of Selfishness - Abdul Mumin Muhammad
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About Me
Email: innercalmbuddha@gmail.com
Blog https://malachimuccmin8.wixsite.com/selfhelp
Youtube Channel https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCBAv_nrZHiEGNnV8RmpG-xw
Born June 13, 1981
Trinidad and Tobago
My writings are a collection of my thoughts based on my spiritual journey going inwards. I was being the observer, pausing my thinking, and then paying attention to my mental chatter. This helped me become self aware. This is my point of view, maybe from a narcissist’s point of view, perhaps a unique conscious mind. Yet...I don't have all of the answers because the truth is our own.
I now realized that All I wanted was a closer relationship with God. As I began to study myself going inwards, I realized that worry, holding on to my past and attempting to control things were affecting my behavior. I then realized that Everything that happened in my past human experiences was supposed to happen, for learning about my behavior so that I could forgive myself and others to evolve in Love.
By letting go I began to recognize the voice of my soul, vs. my sporadic ego, combined with my scattered mind. I also began to see and slowly understand the universe within while growing in divine love. Working on my Chakras helped me experience Self Knowing and a Spiritual Awakening. Accepting that I am a narcissist helped me forgive myself. The attempt to change my personality profile to feel perfect was my worst mistake.
I later realized that I am no different than or exclusive to others, I once thought that I was special. I was the average guy living my life based on what I learned from the outside. I went to public school; I skipped some classes in high school, I only enjoyed writing. I felt like the school system was a boring temporary prison, the program felt to fixed for my taste, not enough personal depth.
I felt like a lost person with no direction because the school didn’t have spiritual or knowledge of self classes. I lived my life going through the motions, avoiding my true feelings because I was trying to be perfect. I was numbing myself, acting out of thoughts then emotions instead of feeling then emotions. I admit that I was not being aware of my spirit, and my psychology. I never thought that I was going to do anything exceptional either.
My spiritual journey, going within and then coming out. This awakening allowed me to see what was happening in my psyche, then seeing the correspondence in my experiences within my created reality.
I have been fighting with abandonment