You Are Bigger Than Your Past

By Realist Tracy

This book for everyone who suffers with depression, bullying, anxiety, trust, love etc. This book will help you find yourself and help you to remember that there is a God who can change your life around.

This book is not for weak! You may think this book is only out for sale display but your wrong! This book is my life, it is written from my heart and provided to you so you can learn, grow and conquer anything you're going through. Nothing in this book is CAP can't you see my name the Realist.Tracy.

My testimonies and poems are going to help you understand that no one life is perfect, but it will also teach you to pick up your Matt and walk because you are Bigger than your past! Don't miss out on a life changing opportunity.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Realist Tracy
• Release date: Jan 9, 2022
• ISBN: 9798201878702

Book preview

Childhood Trauma

We all have a story to tell. Don't feel ashamed of your past; be free and blessed to be out of that situation-Realist. Tracy

Yes, you can continue flipping the page and ignore the fact that I am the girl. The girl that everyone laughs at. The girl that people judge from the outside and abuse from within. I am viewed by many people as a joke, but they do not know me for anything. I'm usually laughing or playing around, so people think I'm dumb and lame, but they know never to play with me. One thing I can do is be honest. I won't hide my feelings or thoughts from anybody. Silence numbed me for too long, and my pain never went away.

Can you imagine being bullied and laughed at every day? That's nothing. Do you have the ability to handle people being scared of you because they think you look like a monster or you're going to bite them? Huh? Clearly, You do not! Well, guess what? That's me. I'm Tracy, a fat girl with butt teeth who dresses like a tomboy. People looked down on me since I was ugly. Each time I looked in the mirror, I saw an ugly monster with a messed-up life. I was terrified and depressed by my presence and prayed for God to make me beautiful one day. Being the topic of conversations every day was wearing me out. After a while, I was tired of people making fun of me. This left me depressed, negative, and embarrassed.

As a result, I smile, laugh a lot, joke around, and act the way I am today because I am grateful, and I always remember what I went through before I had this smile. I never want to go back to feeling that way ever again. But I'm okay with the people who judge me today and think I'm crazy or jealous of me because I'm always smiling or positive. Knowing that I went through 19 years of my life without being happy, without accepting myself, without being able to smile, you should be interested. Since I simply couldn't find happiness within myself. One day, I became a real-life monster and a prisoner... Listen, I became a big bully; I had an attitude that was so bad no one could dare try me, I would skip classes, and I would do dumb stuff to gain popularity. There was no denying it. I was HOT MESS! I had lost my