A Better Side of Me

By Miss T.L.C

I believe we all have had these thoughts once or twice in our life. Some of us may feel we are cursed and were just left on this earth as someones cruel joke to manipulate and hurt. Im sure that some of us may even be hurting due to circumstances from someone we love and trusted to care for us. Whatever your thoughts and questions are, there is an answer for it. We may not always understand at the time but everything happens for a reason. Timing is everything and remember above all, some are sicker than others. We are not all with healthy thoughts or feelings, some people carry some pretty heavy stuff around with them as they try to get through their daily life. Some of us carry our parents issues as well as our own. This allows us to be bullied and picked on. Some of us are desperate; some of us are just confused on what we should do. No matter what we say out loud or the actions we take the mistakes we make or carry for another, will ever be hidden. We show all our feelings in our actions as well as expressions. We should never allow our self to feel like we dont belong we dont fit in or we are not loved. This is our brain giving us false information because of a feeling or thought and sights we are producing. This my friends is an unhealthy STATE OF MIND. Having this will lead us to destruction lead us to believing anything about us. We are no good we dont deserve love we are no good to anyone. I hate me I hate my life no one cares no one will miss me. What difference will it make if Im here or not?

• Language: English
• Publisher: AuthorHouse
• Release date: Feb 10, 2017
• ISBN: 9781524659684

Miss T.L.C

MISS. T.L.C. has volunteered many hours within her community, offering her services at the community centers and food banks in the area. She has written many self-help books with the intent and dedication to publish them all. Miss. T.L.C. lives within the system and also uses these food banks to feed her family allowing her to use her money for the publications for her books. She does this all, so she can do her part in making society a better place to live. By taking her own steps she has overcome many obstacles preventing her from STEPPING FORWARD into a happier healthier STATE OF MIND as well as her love for her life.

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Published by AuthorHouse 02/11/2017

ISBN: 978-1-5246-5969-1 (sc)

ISBN: 978-1-5246-5967-7 (hc)

ISBN: 978-1-5246-5968-4 (e)

Library of Congress Control Number: 2017901394

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CONTENTS

The Transformation

Don’t Forget To Complete Your Thought Process

Ways I Learned How To Love Me

Easy Ways Of Finding Your Happiness And Love

Oh! Come On!

I Now Have A Child

Oh Come On! Not The God Stuff?

More Transforming

Finding A Higher Power

Set A Goal Or Two

Sifting

Getting Past The Issues That Keep You Weak

The Day My Life Really Started To Change

A

Dedication just for you;

This book is dedicated to all the families left behind, due to a young soul taking their life because of a bully. Say NO to bullying does not just mean I won’t bully. It means I will do everything in my power to never let it happen to me. I’m so sorry for each loss. I’m hoping together we can spread the word on this topic and how we can all fix it as a society.

Love Miss. TLC

I believe we all have had these thoughts once or twice in our life. Some of us may feel we are cursed and were just left on this earth as someone’s cruel joke to manipulate and hurt. I’m sure that some of us may even be hurting due to circumstances from someone we love and trusted to care for us. Whatever your thoughts and questions are, there is an answer for it. We may not always understand at the time but everything happens for a reason. Timing is everything and remember above all, some are sicker than others. We are not all with healthy thoughts or feelings, some people carry some pretty heavy stuff around with them as they try to get through their daily life. Some of us carry our parent’s issues as well as our own. This allows us to be bullied and picked on. Some of us are desperate, some of us are just confused on what we should do. No matter what we say out loud or the actions we take the mistakes we make or carry for another, will ever be hidden. We show all our feelings in our actions as well as expressions. We should never allow our self to feel like we don’t belong we don’t fit in or we are not loved. This is our brain giving us false information because of a feeling or thought and sights we are producing. This my friends is an unhealthy STATE OF MIND. Having this will lead us to destruction lead us to believing anything about us. We are no good we don’t deserve love we are no good to anyone. I hate me I hate my life no one cares no one will miss me. What difference will it make if I’m here or not?

WE ARE ALL UNIQUE WE ARE ALL DIFFERENT THAT’S WHAT MAKES US ALL SO SPECIAL.

A FAIRY TALE

I grew up in a small city called Edmonton in Alberta, my home I guess, I never really had one, my family I never really knew. My friends I never got the chance to keep I was always on the go. I had parents and siblings lots of them. We were supposed to be a family the kind she never had. My siblings and I were her gifts from heaven, this is what she told us. We were her love, but in her fairy tale there were inner demons, candy dragons chasing and flying so fast, till the crash. There were pools of see-through liquid, courage in a glass. Her fairy tale was her reality, her reality was once my fairy tale. She always had that escape route it was always an insignificant something. She protected herself with her silence. As I got older I began to learn that eating candy, was really popping pills. Chasing the dragon and shooting up while flying so high till crashing, was the affects of crystal meths. I know this because this reality is no longer my fairy tale. It is now my reality too.

NUMB

Deprived and feeling powerless. No control of my emotions. My body won’t allow me to feel anything but the emptiness in my broken heart. You left, I get it, you’re gone and you’re never coming back. Why? How could you have been so stupid to chase the dragons to chase the high and slowly die? My friends this young girl found her mother, she was the one to see her mother die.

BRING ME BACK TO PARADISE

"I feel as if there are no words to possibly describe my inner emotions. It’s like I’ve been stuck in time for years. Now in the moment with a clear thought. When I first got intoxicated it was so intense, so lifting yet so frightening. Yet I stayed lured into the darkness that felt like heaven. But really it was hell in a disguise, a place where smoke fills your lungs and whiskey burns down your throat. It’s cold here and I can’t escape no matter how much I try to overcome these addictions. I always seem to be thrown back. I feel like this lifestyle is