Perfect Company Iii: Persecutions

By Gloria Divine

You can count yourself lucky for holding Perfect Company lll today in your hands because this book nearly never happened. You are actually in the possession of a book the evil one did not want you to read.

These series of books were instigated by Jesus. Their intention is to make Jesus known and loved by all. In 2006 Jesus gave me the authority to write. This is the third book in the series and continues the story of my life in relationship with Jesus, hence the title: Perfect Company.

This book contains encounters with Jesus, Mother Mary, and the Saints and how to stay close to them. It shows how the heavenly ones guided and guarded me from a barrage of evil influences and spiritual battles. This aid was mainly given through dreams and other context as well.

Perfect Company III is for those interested in heavenly things, cradle Catholics, unsuspecting church goers, unbelievers, those fighting against unknown sources, those who are naive about spiritual things. Those who think the church is not important.

For more information about the book, visit https://www.jesusperfectcompany.com/ .

• Language: English
• Publisher: Balboa Press AU
• Release date: Feb 15, 2021
• ISBN: 9781504323581

Gloria Divine

Gloria is a retired lady in her sixties. She resides in a Sydney suburb of Australia. Gloria writes for the glory of God, not for her own gratification. Originally from Jamaica, she has been living in Western culture since childhood.

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Picture on front cover: Our Lady of Hope by Hector Garriso

This picture was seen by three to four children in Germany as they prayed for an end to the war.

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ISBN: 978-1-5043-2357-4 (sc)

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Balboa Press rev. date: 02/11/2021

CONTENTS

Note to Readers

Scripture

Acknowledgements

Preface

Introduction

Bibliography

Dedicated to

The most Holy Trinity, Our Holy Mother Mary,

and the Angels and the Saints of God.

NOTE TO READERS

Scripture quotations are taken from the Holy Bible, New Revised Standard Version, Catholic Edition, copyright 1993, Catholic Bible Press, a Division of Thomas Nelson Publishers.

TLIG or tlig – True Life in God.

MMP, the Blue Book – Marian Movement of Priests.

EWTN – Eternal Word Television Network

All references to God, holy beings and religious people begin with an upper-case letter. This is to acknowledge their importance in the family of God.

The devil, satan and anything to do with hell begins with a lower-case letter. In some cases, satan is referred to as ‘It’.

Unless the possessive pronoun belongs to the name of a church or a Feast day, the author prefers to use lower case when referring to our Lord and our Lady, so that the focus and the importance is not placed om the person but on Jesus and Mary.

At times, the author has given a reflection or her view on different topics that she sees as important or interesting. These are placed at the end of relevant chapters and can be identified by a square followed by a number before the title of the topic.

SCRIPTURE

Judith 9:1, 7-10

Then Judith prostrated herself, put ashes on her head, and uncovered the sackcloth she was wearing. At the very time when the evening incense was being offered in the house of God in Jerusalem. Judith cried out to the Lord with a loud voice and said …Here now are the Assyrians, a greatly increased force, priding themselves in their horses and riders, boasting in the strength of their foot soldiers and trusting in shield and spear, in bow and sling. They do not know that you are the Lord who crushes wars; the Lord is your name. Break their strength in your might, and bring down their power in your anger; for they intend to defile your sanctuary, and to pollute the tabernacle where your glorious name resides, and to break off the horns of your altar with the sword. Look at their pride and send your wrath upon their heads. Give to me, a widow, the strong hand to do what I plan. By the deceit of my lips strike down the slave with the prince and the prince with his servant, crush their arrogance by the hand of a woman.

Mark 16:14-19

Later he appeared to the eleven themselves as they were sitting at the table; and he upbraided them for their lack of faith and stubbornness, because they had not believed those who saw Him after He had risen. And He said to them, Go into all the world and proclaim the good news to the whole creation. The one who believes and is baptised will be saved, but the one who does not believe will be condemned. And these signs will be accompany those who believe; by using my name they will cast out demons, they will speak in new tongues; they will pick up snakes in their hands, and if they drink any deadly thing, it will not hurt them; they will lay their hands on the sick, and they will recover. So, then the Lord Jesus, after He had spoken to them, was taken up into Heaven and sat down at the right hand of God.

Romans 8:35,37-38

Who will separate us from the love of Christ? Will hardship, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword? No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. For I am convinced that neither death nor life, nor angels, nor rulers, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, nor height, nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord.

ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS

To my mother, Maryanne Christiansen, who brought me into the world and who prayed for me when I was unaware and unconcerned. Though not in this world anymore I know she is still praying for me, and I thank her for that.

To my sister Angelene Scott for her gentle presence, encouragement and inspiration throughout my life.

To all Priests, Pastors and parishioners who have ever prayed with me at any spiritual event I have ever attended. Thank you for being there. God bless you.

I would also like to thank the Salomon family for their great help with the use of technology and their friendly and encouraging support in the production of this book. May God continue to bless them.

PREFACE

In the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, Amen.

My name is Gloria Divine and I write this story to give glory to God. This is an account of how Jesus guided me in my life amid the array of spiritual wickedness that surrounded me.

My experiences were many and many people would deem some, stupid or find them hard to believe. This is exactly the intention of the enemy.

This book gives the continuing story of my relationship with Jesus and the holy ones. It records the almost day to day events in a diarised format. In this way it is hoped that the reader will be able to follow closely the intentions and actions of Jesus in my life.

One will see that evil in this world is prevalent a goes deeper than expect or realise. But with Jesus’ authority we are able to overcome much of what is presented. This book looks at an ordinary person living an ordinary life which is marked with many obstacles from evil sources. It reveals that when a life is lived in union with Jesus it is a changed life.

There are also comments on topics I feel are important or need further explanation. Prayers and situational stories are also included.

I hope that the reader will see from this book the closeness of Jesus to us.

INTRODUCTION

This is the third book in the series of ‘Perfect Company’ and is entitled ‘Perfect Company III. After the first and second books Jesus continued to give me information inspirations, insights and dreams which I recorded. As a result, I am encouraged to produce a third book.

I should state that I do not follow my own directions and thoughts, I leave it to Jesus to prompt me and record what He shows me. These things mainly pertain to my life situations, but I am sure there are others in the world who would benefit from these happenings and learn from them. These books are not for me only and that is why I choose to share them with others.

I am not a writer, or an author as such but a person who just place words to paper as God intends. Therefore hopefully I will tell the story God wants me to impart to others.

Most of my revelations were given to me through dreams, inspirations and awareness. It is interesting to see how Jesus uses my life occurrences to accomplish His wish.

Though my first book dealt with an introduction to Jesus and me trying to live a holy life and destroying many of the evils at that time, this book portrays spiritual battles on a personal and local level. Most of the time I did not know whether I would make the next day. I felt stuck ad unable to move. I was being pressured by many people in the churches I visited. I had to contend with people coming into my home and leaving substances including trying to poison me and harm my body. They sent evil spirits to disrupt my life so I was barely able to function. One thing I came to realise is that people who stand or act for God are persecuted. The enemy’s friends are quite happy if the world says nothing about God. But if you are for the Lord on any level, they will persecute. Many of the enemy’s friends frequent church for that very purpose.

This book shows how the enemy’s friends uses various unseen means to attack God’s children. Much of the persecutions were so subtle that I was hardly aware and fell into their traps.

When I consider it, I am sure they are more in number than we think. And in my experience almost everyone is into something which opposes Christ.

I hope that the reader will learn something new and will realise that not all we see is good for us. There are a lot of underlying factors and often they are starring us in the face, and we do not believe even when they are pointed out to us.

I would recommend this book for those who doubt what is written in the Bible, especially Jesus’ words. For those who are interested in interpreting dreams. Priests and Pastors should find something of interest in it.

It is a good book for those who are searching and for the spiritual minded seeking God to be are of the pitfalls there are. No one can be trusted.

CHAPTER ONE

YEAR 2015

MOTHER MARY’S REQUEST

2015 January 01

I went to the Cenacle and Mass at Saint Dominic’s to see the New Year in. I was in bed at about 2.00 am. In the morning I went to the Holy Family Church at Granville. This New Year I did not detect any evil works in the fireworks worldwide but about 35 people died in a stampede in China. I think that was where I detected evil in the fireworks last year. We have no real idea of what’s really happening around us.

2015 January 02

I went to the Cenacle in the evening. After the Cenacle, the husband of one member of the team, where the Cenacle was held, was telling us about his life. Apparently, this man is a borderline alcoholic, has not been to church for some time, only Easter and Christmas and I think he said he did not make it this Christmas. He gets angry with his wife easily and he gets depressed at times, does not bother with social scenes and feels everything goes from one negative state to a deeper negative state. I was shocked by what I was hearing, I could not think that a member of the Cenacle had a husband like that. We decided to pray over him. As I did that, I felt some strange vibes around me like my ears were picking up frequencies. We gave him good advice to go to Confession, he had not been for some time, stating that Priests do not understand. I told him to write down what he sees as a problem in his life, so he can read them off in the confessional. I had to tell him that he is trying to fight the devil on his own, he must take it to Jesus.

I had this frequency buzzing in my ears all night I used holy oil and got some relief.

During the night I had a dream and I felt an older white woman with grey hair saying to me that she was so happy to come to the Cenacle, it was such a peaceful prayer meeting and she seemed comforted by it.

2015 January 03

I went to the Hunter Valley on a coach trip and saw a light spectacular show and visited two wineries. It was good to have a day out and a break from the usual environment. However, I could not help noticing the lack of love for God everywhere I went. It was quite sickening. These wineries, don’t they know that God is the one who grow grapes? I was very disappointed at seeing people thinking that they are God. The Christmas light spectacular show had everything except Baby Jesus. Well why put it on for Christmas? When I got back I was not happy with myself. I should have taken the opportunity to evangelise even give out information on the book. So I had been caught in the trap as well. I was rather sad to see how God is treated. I saw a Jehovah Witness Church, but not many churches were on view. As Christian people on the bus we had two videos and I can surely say those are not the type of videos Christian people with children ought to watch. The attitude and ill-spirited nature of the characters left a lot to be desired. Screaming and yelling. I was glad I did not watch them. Most people thought they were pleasing and appropriate.

2015 January 04 – Feast of the Epiphany

I was tired, we got back late, but at about 05.00 am something rattled the plastic on the bed so I knew it was time to get up and pray.

At about 9.00 pm a flying cockroach appeared from nowhere and landed on the cooker tiles. I destroyed it. It seemed vicious and ready for business.

In the evening I placed the book again on Facebook. After the past two experiences I had I prepared myself well this time. I prayed the Precious Blood Rosary, burn some incense, and left a candle burning. I asked the Angels and Saints, our Mother and Lord Jesus and the Archangels to protect me. I went to bed at about 11.00 pm. I should say that after posting the notice on Face book I became concerned to the point of worry. I had to trust Jesus totally but it was still nerve racking.

2015 January 05

During the night I did not rest well anticipating something. At one point I had someone warning me that they are planning to bury something in the backyard. At about 3.00 am or there about, I had some sort of happening, like I was made aware of it but not taking part in it. The only way I can describe it is in a prayer I prayed to my Mother often: August Queen of Heaven, Sovereign Mistress of the Angels! You who from the beginning have received from God the power and mission to crush the head of satan, we humbly beseech You to send your holy legions, that under Your command and by Your power, they will pursue the evil spirits, encounter them on every side, resist their bold attacks and drive them into the abyss of eternal woe. Amen. Thank You very much Mother.

I really would not be able to find words to describe what happened, this does it perfectly. The evil thing that was set for me would be totally out of my league. I was only able to sense what would happen and that Mother had taken care of things and how great my Mother is. They must have been dying from shock.

2015 January 07

I was talking to my friend who also frequently attends church. We seem to suffer from the same symptoms – tiredness, sleepy, and find it hard to make an effort to do much. I was mentioning to her that it seems things are set up in these churches to harass church goers, either chemical or spiritual and sometimes both. It is a strange thing and I knew my other church friend has a similar problem. Jesus sees it all, and we leave it with Him.

2015 January 08

I have just completed a novena to Saint Charbel. Last night I had dreams, but I am not able to distinguish them. I saw insects as well. However, I know that Saint Charbel showed me stuff on the patio by these wicked people. Thank you Saint Charbel.

I went to see Cassandra after a long time. We were able to catch up on things and we had a lot to talk about. As a result I forgot my date with Jesus on Thursday nights. It did not even pass my mind. I went to bed at about 11.30 pm but my Angel woke me at about 3.30 am to pray. This is just how distracted we can become by the world and one has to stand firm if one wants to follow Jesus.

2015 January 11

Recently we had terrorists shooting people in France. Seventeen people were killed in the process. They targeted a magazine publishing company claiming that these people degraded their prophet Mohammad. Well this caused uproar worldwide and today many countries sent country representatives to march with the banner or claim ‘Je suis Charlie.’ I was just outraged. What is wrong with these people, people of the world? Have they not heard that Jesus is the only peace for this world? Why do they not turn to Him and experience what real peace is? They should be posting ‘I love Jesus.’ ‘Jesus is the answer.’ ‘Jesus is the only Lord.’ How long is it going to take us to get real? If they killed Jesus, the Creator of all, they will kill Charlie who is only a sinner and has no way of redeeming his soul. Many people came to France seeking a ‘better life.’ A better life means come to know Jesus Christ. France, the country who has been so touched and loved by Jesus was now unable to help people to know Him. We have countless Saints from France: Saint Joan of Arc, this is also the land of the Sacred Heart, Lourdes, the Miraculous Medal and the list goes on. How has France become so atheistic that newcomers do not know the country’s spiritual history? I did not see any clergy coming and telling the people Jesus is the only answer. We really need to wake up as Christians.

2015 January 11

I was at the Divine Mercy prayers at Saint Ambrose. I felt Jesus did something to me while I was in front of Him exposed as the Blessed Sacrament on the Altar. I was saying to Him that people do not get it, Him as the Holy Eucharist, they went off and venerated His picture and Saint Faustina’s relics but tended to ignore Him in the Holy Host exposed. I took bread to the water today as well before coming there.

On my way home it was raining, and my car became out of control, like a skid. But I do not know how it skidded because the tyres were okay and it had been raining for some time.

2015 January 12

Towards morning I had this horrible dream whereby it seemed that my ex-spiritual colleague was having intercourse with me and I was enjoying it. I woke up quickly and was disgusted. I went to Confession before Mass and asked Jesus to deal with this from the very core. At least it made me go to Confession.

2015 January 13

This morning I dreamt of my ex-spiritual colleague. It seemed he was at the kitchen window and it was like he left something deep in the brick work as it looked like a cavity in the brick work. This is the window which has substances squirted on it often, so I do not know if I was being told he was the culprit. The next thing in the dream he was on my bedroom floor sand trying to be friendly.

I also dreamt of myself having a large yellow bowl. I took smaller bowls looking like florets and was going from house to house asking people about their position with the Lord. I asked one person something profound and he was astounded. It was like he had an instant conversion. My dreams are not the best I remember only parts.

As it was the thirteenth, I decided to spend some hours with Jesus. So I went to Saint Joachim’s church in Lidcombe, and we had a lovely time for about two hours. I also placed a new protection on the computer and deleted the old one.

2015 January 14

I felt a sense of confusion in the air, locked my keys inside the home and had to climb the window of my bedroom to get into the house. Before leaving for Mass, I saw a black spider in the sink. I flushed it, so I do not know if God was saying something to me then. I went to Mass but I was not really feeling good. I had a feeling of not wanting to do anything did not feel like it, unable to cope with anything on the computer, felt I was fighting something of an infectious nature, but no real signs and symptoms pulse quite fast 100 and more, falling asleep easily. My body hot to touch, I was unable to know what it was. I asked Jesus if I should go for a blood test but I got a negative response. I was a little worried but I decided to leave it with Jesus.

On my way to Saint Joachim’s church I was wondering why so many people hated Jesus. Why, what has He done to them? Why are we not flocking to Jesus and loving Him? He stayed three hours on the Cross to set us free. He loved us, He never wanted to harm us. Why are we so distant? I wanted to show Him love.

So I went to the Perpetual Help novena at Saint Joachim’s, to be honest I felt numb, uncomfortable and in a state of I don’t know what is going to happen next. This was even before the Blessed Sacrament was exposed on the altar. I stayed and after Mass I felt more normal. I went to bed and though uncomfortable, slept like I had never slept before, oblivious to the world and rested so well. At both Masses I placed three people, one from my workplace, a former friend and my ex-spiritual colleague with Saint Joseph that he would fix any negative situations coming from these sources.

2015 January 15

I was feeling terrific this morning it would seem something spiritually powerful had occurred I was feeling like a new person. As I was going to Mass in the morning I saw, on opening the garage door, an insect like a half of a baby cockroach. This was like a cockroach but in half but was a full creature, strange looking. I just crushed it with my foot.

My carpet has been ruined with these brown spots here and there. I do not know where they came from. I cleaned a lot of them today but some of the effects are still there.

As I was about to go to bed I was splashing holy water when I saw this thing on the ceiling, an insect. It looked similar in colour to the paint so it was hard to see, it was near the light. I made sure it was removed and flushed. I was at Saint Monica’s Church in the morning and I unexpected saw a picture of Jesus high on the church. I was a bit surprised by this and was not welcoming to Jesus. I began to think what is wrong with us today? Has the stinking devil succeeded in claiming us for its self? Why was I so distant from seeing Jesus there? Why was I not joyful to see Him? I was surprised at my reaction. During Mass I had to say to Jesus that I know I am only a vessel but sometimes even the vessel can take on or retain a little of its contents. Let me take on Your image.

2015 January 16

Before going to bed and as I was leaving the sitting room area, I saw an insect near our Lady of Guadalupe’s tapestry. I killed it by slapping it with my slipper. On passing the spot today I noticed that the insect was alive and bigger, stuck in the same place and looked serious as to have a purpose. I removed it, squashed it, and threw it out. How strange is this?

2015 January 16

The Pope has been travelling. He went to Sri Lanka and the Philippines. He canonised Saint Joseph …… in Sri Lanka and that was a beautiful ceremony. I was very surprised to see the Sri Lankan people, they sang beautifully, and they were fine looking, one could see their beauty as God sees it. Very faithful people, and really pleasant. It was a joy to behold.

I really was not impressed with the Philippines, it rained most of the time. I guess God had to bless them more because there seemed to be something lacking. One young girl of about ten years asked the Pope why does God make children suffer. Apparently, the Pope did not have an answer. Why was that? A man in his seventies could not answer the question of a ten-year-old child?

If I were the Pope I would first of all ask her, when did she see God make someone suffer? Did she actually see God do this with her own eyes? I am sure she would say no. So why did she take it upon herself to blame God for sufferings? Who gave her that authority? God should not be blamed for anything for He is a generous, kind, and loving God. He should be praised for His greatness. I would then say to her that the real reason people suffer is because we have wicked, evil, greedy people in the world who do not wish to listen to God and do what Jesus tells them. Jesus said Love one another as I have loved you. So people are selfish and prefer to follow the stinking devil, that is why people suffer in this world.

I would take it a step further and say look at the Catholic Church they could easily feed the world and stop most of this suffering but they prefer to horde their money and see people starve spiritually and physically. They do not like to look like Jesus. They like to follow the world. The Catholic Church should be the police of the world to make sure governments and rich people look after the poor.

2015 January 17 – Saint Anthony of Egypt

In the morning while praying I tried to sit at the edge of the bed and slipped off, hitting my head on the prayer table, hurting my teeth and cutting my top and bottom lips. I wondered what was going on. In the afternoon I hit my forehead on the wall resulting in a moderate swelling. I just had to offer everything up to Jesus.

Today in the evening I went to a church I had been to once before in Lane Cove, Saint Michael’s. I was impressed with the Priest there and tonight I was confirmed in my love for him. This man used visual aids to teach, explain and encourage people in their faith. Tonight as we started the Ordinary Time in Year B he explained that this year we will cover Mark’s Gospel. He explained that Mark’s Gospel will be complimented by John’s Gospel in part. As today we read from John and next week we will read Mark’s account. This is the first time I am hearing this. Luke is in Year A and Matthew in year C. He then went on to ask the question someone asked a hermit some time ago. How is it that of all the people who left to live in the wilderness he is the only one still remaining? The Hermit said, you see my dog, if he sees a rabbit, he will chase it. The other dogs in the area hear him barking and chasing, they bark and chase. But he continues to chase the rabbit while the others forgot the chase and return home. The reason being they did not see the rabbit only his dog did. So they gave up because they did not encounter the rabbit. He said not until you encounter Christ will you pursue Him and stay with Him to the end. I thought that was a powerful piece of sermon and well transmitted. I was greatly impressed to see the planning, the work, and preparation that went into this man’s sermon. I had to applaud him loudly. The others could not join me in the applaud, and a fairly large audience was present, because they had not encountered Christ. If they had encountered Christ, they would have at least do the Christian thing and give him a sign of satisfaction and charity. He said I think this is the first time I have had that response. I was glad the Holy Spirit allowed me to give that response. I believe this is the first time I have applauded a Priest for his sermon when unexpected as such. I was happy.

2015 January 18

During the night I experienced about three different ‘things’ coming above my bed to harass me. With my words and holy water, they left and never returned.

I was speaking to someone about why the world is so unchristian when there are so many Christians about. And that is why so many do not know Christ. Christians do not seem to know who they are. They mix with all the worldly ideas and worldly people they lose their identity. At the march in Paris, I am sure there were many Christians there who were unable to tell or stand for where their source lies. Christians should try and divorce themselves from non-Christian people.

2015 January 19

During the night I found it hard to sleep. After about four hours, I got up and prayed and went back to sleep at about 6.00 am. During my sleep, I had a dream whereby seemingly a mad man went into a television station and mangled a man to pieces. I was now at home in the dream when a man came to the doorway and the same terrorist wanted to harm me because I openly displayed my Christianity. He was well built and about 175 cm and it seemed he had a weapon under his coat at chest level. My sister was supposed to be in the house, and I said without looking at her, that this man was at the door. I woke up and told Jesus what to do with their wicked ideas.

In the evening news I saw a man very similar to the man I saw, making Muslim claims regarding Australia and he was very angry.

2015 January 22

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During the evening I went and left church bulletins at housing commission properties in Telopea. I thought at the time – who is looking after these people’s religious needs? I started to remember that the Lord said to me ‘Those most in need of My mercy.’ At about 10.45 pm I decided to spend one hour with the Lord has he has asked us to do on a Thursday night.

During the night I had a restless time. It was as if someone or something was angry. I heard possums squealing outside and the atmosphere was unsettled. I woke up with the same horrible symptoms and sensations I had in my body at Christmas – my throat, oesophagus, and stomach had a strange sensation as if there was a lining of sticky tenacious substance coating them. Very uncomfortable and it made me feel weak and off. I had some holy salt nearby and I took some. It seemed to relieve the symptoms. I went back to bed and dreamt that I saw two statues of our Lady. The first one was like Her at Fatima and I noticed on both Her shoulders were areas of leather or when someone gets a burn and it forms a scar, no hair present, both areas were about three centimetres by one and half to two centimetres wide on both shoulders and one was bigger than the other. Then I saw another statue from about the waist up. However, what I was starring at most of all was a red stone-like object, like a ruby, which was right at the top of her forehead. I kept repeating – Mama, Mama, Mama. I do not remember Her saying anything.

I got up in the morning fully aware that the enemies were after me. I got up in my normal day but I noticed that someone had placed red stuff on my wall. At that time in my Bible reading I reached 2 Samuel 17:23 where Ahithophel hanged himself. I do not know what was going on, about what God was doing and I left it with Him. As I was typing this a little fly appeared.

On 19/01/15 I went for a blood test to see how my blood was going. Now three days after this test I feel my life threatened. This would make me think that someone is harassing my blood with evil deeds. I blessed the sample of blood before they sent them. That might have made the difference between life and death. However, it would seem to me that even my blood is not safe with these evil doers.

2015 January 23

Today I was asked to read at Mass the message was from Hebrews 8:6-13, stating about God writing His Laws on our hearts and minds. I know when Jesus asks me to read it is a message He is personally sending to me.

2015 January 24

I went to Saint Charbel’s church in Punchbowl. The strange thing was that while I was reading the picture card prayers, I kept in my little Saint Joseph’s book, and kissing the pictures, I felt a stinging sensation on two of the pictures and on the cover with Saint Joseph’s picture. The stinging was on my tongue and it seemed it was designed to harm me physically. I was amazed because I had never sensed this before and no one, to my knowledge, had access to the little book.

2015 January 25

I went with one of my Fijian friends to a gathering they were having at Saint Peter Cannel’s church in Hunters Hill. Their Fijian Bishop was here in Sydney and they wanted to have a special welcome for him. I am not quite sure where these people’s faith is. They put on a lovely Mass, the Bishop and about four Priests were present. The Bishop did not give much of a sermon but reminded the people to read their Bibles. Apparently there seems to be several Christian movements in Fiji and the Catholics do not seem to have much knowledge of their Bibles but lean more towards the Rosary. I got the impression that he was telling the people that the Rosary was not that important. I was amazed. If you are praying your Rosary properly you would learn or know much about the Bible. However, if you go around repeating words without attaching meaning because you have no knowledge or know the meaning, then you are going to be praying a meaningless prayer to yourself and to God. He would be wise to encourage them to pray the Rosary properly, attaching meaning to every bead. I was not impressed with his remarks and I did not hear him telling the people to seek out the messages coming from Heaven today or how important it was to hold prayer meetings in the home.

When we got to the hall, I noticed they, the men, had to carry out a cultural ceremony whereby they had to drink some dark fluid. Now I did not notice the Bishop blessing the drink at anytime. I was rather surprised. There is no time to put tradition before God. The next few hours were spent eating, drinking and talking. I understood they held these events every month. I did not really see God shining in this. This was a time to teach people, answer questions and pray. Jesus needs more attention from everyone today.

2015 January 27

We had a Mass for the teachers as it was the start of the new school year. The Gospel was taken from Mark 3:31-35. Here Jesus states that His Mother and brothers and sisters are they who do the will of God. Well the Priest came out attacking the people who wrote Missals, he states he has read this time and time again. But how appropriate was this Gospel reading. These teachers needed to know that when they are teaching children, they need to do the will of God to each child. I do not know what was going on with that Priest this morning. Besides, he should be thankful that he has access to this reading, there are people who have never read or heard it before. He just needs to do his job.

2015 January 28 – Saint Thomas Aquinas

During the night it was like we, a group of people, were going to convert people – they looked like Pacific Islanders. We were told by someone that before we go to do this kind of work we should repeat Psalm four, I do not know I this meant I should be praying this Psalm regularly. Later in the dream I saw like there were people trying to get to the top of a mountain. They could not get there because they had not first committed it to the Holy Trinity, I believe this meant they should commit the event to the Holy Trinity. I saw in the group, that there was a lady in a pink dress, she was in her thirties, tall and slim. As my dreams are not very clear this was all I could remember. Thanks Saint Thomas Aquinas.

After morning Mass I went to the doctor to get the result of my blood test. While I was sitting there I could feel the air was not healthy but I waited. I also was not having the feelings in my body that I was having, things seem to be normal. I was surprised and began to think that this thing was spiritual. I left the surgery after one and a half hours as I could not wait any longer. Incidentally at that time I was reading about Absolom’s death - 2 Samuel 18:18.

In the evening I went to see a visiting Priest from the USA – Father McAlear at the Immaculate Heart Church in Sefton. I do not remember him anointing me but we looked into each other’s eyes as he took my left hand. I became weak and I was placed gently on the floor. It was nothing like the first time when this happened but I felt Jesus wanted to do something so I stayed peacefully on the floor to let Him do his work. I felt something was done, especially with my head. I felt some frequencies emitting. I gave him a copy of my book and I went to Confession and asked our Lady to deal with things for me.

2015 January 30

Today we read in the Gospel of Mark 4:26-34, where Jesus tells us what the Kingdom of Heaven is like. He said it is like someone planting seeds, he does not know how it grows, while he is asleep the seeds sprout and he eventually reaps a crop.

I started to get a different slant on this Gospel. I thought of myself, I prayed every day though I could not see a result or felt anything really. It then eventuates that God has blessed me beyond my dreams and so a harvest is reached. And it goes to show that if we hang in there with God He will do His work, obviously the more serious one is and the more effort put into it, the bigger the harvest. I was surprised at that thought Jesus gave to me.

While I was at Sefton and also at the Fijian function I really noticed how people think they can use God to achieve what they need. There is a laying down of what they will do, we will have a Mass, there will be Confession, the Priest will go around and bless people and that is it. There is no praise and worship of God. He is taken for granted, He must fit into their plans. No quietness before, no thank you after. Well that is another insight from God.

God needs to be praised, calling down the Holy Spirit in song and joy. He needs to be noticed for who He is and we need to affirm that He is truly present and wants to act for us. There needs to be praise and thanksgiving for what He has done and what He will continue to do.

I was surprised, people came in sat there, went through the ritual and at the end they could not leave early enough. I was rather surprised. I think anyone who came to these functions and did not believe in God would not be changed.

2015 January 30

I have been typing up the events that occurred in December 2013 about my work situation. During the night I saw my boss (21) in a room, he seemed rather loss or not knowing what he was doing. I was standing outside the door as if peeking in.

2015 January 30

Today I was given some messages from Valerie which she received recently from Jesus. The first one was about the terrorist attacks in Sydney recently. Jesus said people bring flowers and do not mention God. They should pray for the deceased and for God’s mercy on the world. Jesus was not amused. People are intent on living their lives without God.

The second was about Priests and Bishops in Purgatory we were encouraged to pray for them at High Mass by the Bishop. We also heard that the present Bishop should have stayed in Parramatta.

There was another article she gave me about a lady who had a near death experience while having plastic surgery. Jesus had mercy on her and sent her back to the world to tell people that plastic surgery is wrong. Jesus said He made us perfect. There is obviously a difference with trying to change one’s appearance from the way one was created and correcting genuine defects such as a cleft palate, medical necessities. So we had better not do cosmetic surgery for vanity because this girl – Urach, at the age of 27 has ended up with deep holes in her thighs. Website is given. And this is what happens when we listen to the world instead of Jesus.

2015 February 02 – Presentation of our Lord

I have just completed a novena to Baby Jesus about that baby that has been following me. During the night I dreamt that some women were trying to find me a partner. I told them that is okay as long as he is not going to take time or interfere with my relationship with Jesus. They showed me a Mediterrean looking man.

Today I had a beautiful day with Jesus, two Masses and blessing of candles, I spent most of the day in church. This was an important day when Jesus ventured into the world as such. His Mother had completed her purification and Saint Joseph attended his responsibility in public. To me this is the end of Christmas. I thanked God.

2015 February 03

Last night I dreamt of my ex-spiritual colleague outside on the side of the house. Then he was like at a think mesh screen door trying to come into my place, as we stood facing each other, there was some hand interaction at the mesh. He seemed upset about something and I was making it clear I did not want anything to do with him. Somehow, I feel this man has been attacking me severely. Now that I prayed the novena to Baby Jesus I feel he has felt Jesus’ hand and is after me. Today I felt like myself again – energised, able to plan, get things done and fairly normalised. Well I pray the Lord will continue to give him what he deserves.

Today I was with some Christian people and one woman was talking about her son. When I enquired, this woman who wanted her husband and her two children to start going to church was not even baptised. When I cornered her, she said she wanted to do it when she is ready. She claimed her son complained when he recognised he got baptised and had no say in it. I had to tell her that people who refuse to be baptised quickly are managed by the devil who is a liar, not by Christ who is Creator and Master of all. She was a bit shaken but I think she got the message. The strange thing was the other ‘Christians’ were sitting there as if this woman was in her rights. And this is what is wrong with the world today – Christians sit and neither say or do anything to encourage people into the Kingdom.

2015 February 06 – Saint Paul Miki and Companions

These Saints were martyred by Japanese in Japan.

During the night I had difficulty with falling asleep. I had just finished my Thursday night prayers. I have alluded to my mattress before as if something is moving in it at the bottom to the mid section of the bed. Well tonight it happened again. I am rather puzzled by this phenomenon, it is rather strange. Now I am beginning to think that the mattress was fixed up before it came into the house by the mattress company. It would seem that some people are being targeted by certain companies to exercise their evil works or it could be certain workers who are involved in this. I remember a few years ago I had a similar experience with my car. Faulty workmanship was done and when I complained many mechanical companies ignored me and did not want to work on my car. So there is a tight evil group out there.

Anyway back to my night. I decided to place a pillow over the area so that I would not feel this thing moving. I managed to fall asleep. I had a dream which was like telling me or making me aware that because I did not have regular employment I was not looked upon as favourable in God’s eyes and therefore I had to work twice as hard to get things done. To demonstrate this I saw my sister or my housemate getting over the pillow at the foot of the bed with ease and I was struggling to complete getting over the pillow. How strange, I do not understand.

Now I do not know what this means. I think there is something placed in the bed to make me sluggish, taking time to accomplish things, unable to feel energetic and designed to waste my time. These or this person was doing the job with ease and quickly while the same chore was taking me ages and I was in no state to carry out my duty. Now I will have to change this mattress, I got it at a reputable bed company. I placed all involved in this evil work under the power of Jesus Christ. This is probably another reason why I am unable to remember my dreams or accomplish much. They are obviously sapping my energy and who knows what else.

2015 February 07

This Saturday night I was invited to a show to enjoy an Italian singer visiting Sydney. It was held at a club in Saint John’s Park. There were many Italians present and it was a fairly good night with food and drinks and laughter.

However, as usual I have to give my personal perspective on things. The singer’s mother is a close Catholic, she is always praying especially for her children’s spiritual welfare. I brought ‘Paradise,’ my Pet, with me because I wanted Her to bless people and I want people to know that without God, we are nothing. He should be included in everything. Needless to say, I got hassled by the singer’s dad to put ‘Paradise’ into my bag or to have Her facing me alone for no one wants Paradise’s presence there. Well I would be prepared to walk out if paradise had to be placed in my bag or was not welcome to sit with me on my table. Eventually Paradise was sitting facing me. The singer made a point of making a fuss about his parents. I thought, does he not know his real parents are Jesus and Mother Mary. Obviously no one made a point of telling him that. I then began to think. This man had a terrific voice, he is obviously in love with what he is doing. Why has it not occurred to him to give his Dad the glory? God does not ask much from us, just thanks and recognition. He enjoys watching us do what we do. His earthly parents were very proud, happy and joyous to see their son so talented. So why do we not know to acknowledge God when we decide to undertake anything? All this man had to do was to dedicate his first song to God, sing the Ave Maria or just say thank You God for my blessings. He would gain a lot of respect from the crowd as well. As it happened, I could not really respect him, for anyone who does not acknowledge God does not and cannot truly acknowledge me, and I don’t really like being in their presence.

While I was there I was seated next to a woman who said she was in some community Christian Church. I asked her what did they do there. She was telling me, among other things, that she enjoys the half hour service where they broke the bread and drink grape juice. I asked her what her understanding of this was. She said she sees it as a representation not the actual body and blood of Jesus, it does not change. I asked her, why did Jesus say, ‘This is My Body and this is My Blood?’ I do not hear any words of ‘representation’ in there. She said He wanted us to do it in rememberance of Him. I started to tell her about the miracles of the Eucharist, that some people say they experience bone and flesh while eating the Eucharist. I told her about the Black Masses which the enemies of Christ hold – without the Eucharist they could not hold these Masses. When a Host was found some time ago in a church, it was placed in water and it bled. The enemy knows more than the children of God. She began to think, I told her to search the internet about the stories of the Holy Eucharist. We did not converse much more after that. I could see she was a gentle soul who needed to grow in the love of Christ but she was not privy to the information most Catholics took for granted. Lord I ask you to guide her please.

2015 February 08

Today I was thinking a bit deeper. I said, no one is my enemy, no one hurts me, I have no right to think that anyone has to apologise to me or to ask forgiveness to me. No, I should be praying and loving these subjects that I might have claimed harmed me in anyway. All it highlights, is that my sins had caught up with me. My evil deeds were many and as such God had to point them out in the way he did and I ought to be grateful to God and those people He used to wake me up. I was supposed to be about my Father’s business, instead I found myself caught up in the world and taking orders from the evil one. I ought to be ashamed of myself and know to ask God for forgiveness. How dare I, even think or superficially surmise that I did not deserve what I got. Coming in and blaming other people for my wickedness and stupidity.

2015 February 09

I was reading my TLIG book, and Jesus states He would unmask the enemy. Every day as Jesus points out different tactics the enemy has up ‘Its’ sleeve, I feel that ‘It’ is being unmasked all the time with what is happening around me. Jesus further states, the enemy cannot bear humility, love, and devotion (TLIG July 26, 87).

2015 February 10

During the weekend and past few days I have been taken up with a friend from church who had been going through some difficulties bordering on her mental status. I understood this has been going on for some time, but it has come to a head. One night when I visited her in hospital there was a Korean boy present, age about 22 years, he was also admitted to the unit. I asked him what church he attended; he said church of the Laterday Saints or Mormons. He also stated that his parents were Catholics. One thing that struck me about this boy was that he was serious about everything, I was more jovial and relaxed but he was attentive and absorbed. I was a bit surprised. I asked him if he was aware of the Mother of God’s works on earth, he really did not have much of an answer. I asked him if he knew about Fatima, Lourdes, Guadalupe and that the Rosary was the weapon, and that it brings down graces, stinking satan is scared of the Rosary. After I explained these apparitions to him he was amazed, he obviously did not know any of these things and he was interested to follow up on it.

I began to wonder how a Catholic home managed to let a boy out into the world without equipping him spiritually about God’s works on earth in the present day? What is going on? It is not that people are not interested it is that people are not being told – I prayed over him and he was receptive. He asked me where did that prayer came from, but I told him I just spoke to Jesus about his needs in ordinary language.

2015 February 11 – Our Lady of Lourdes

Well during the night before going to bed I saw an insect on the wall. I tried to kill it but it fell. During the night I had a lengthy dream I was involved but on waking all the contents were removed from my memory, I was most annoyed but I left it with Jesus. The dream was like a healing dream. I felt I was with a Saint but it seemed like it was Saint Therese of Lisieux. It was like the person showed me my past, present and future but there was also something happening to heal me. I was most disappointed that I could not remember the dream but I do not know if I would be able to put it into ordinary language anyway. Even thought I could not remember it properly I had a little sketching or one line or sense of it. I feel the enemies are attacking me in this way because this is my main communication with the heavenly ones.

I got up and prayed and went back to sleep. This time I dreamt but it was Saint Bernadette telling me things and communicating with me. Again I could not remember the contents. I just offer up this suffering to God to save souls, convert sinners and bind the enemy also to let these dreams have their intended effects and the best case scenario.

This made me realised that this Feast day of our Lady of Lourdes is very powerful if one needs healing. I would suggest a novena and a petition to our Lady for healing. Thanks Mum.

2015 February 13

I went to Berrima today and it was an all day affair but very productive as always. As I entered from the main road turn off to the shrine, the tears started to flow and I truly felt touched by the Holy Spirit. The lady who co-ordinated the trip was such a prayerful lady. We prayed the Rosary four times, the Divine Mercy chaplet and Litanies, the Chaplet of our Lady of Sorrows and more. That would have brought joy to our Lord’s and Lady’s Hearts. She gave me a tape on a Parish Mission conducted by a Priest.

Of late I had been thinking of how people managed to get into hell – that terrible place! I was reading Jesus’ message to Vassula on 1st April 1989 where our Lord states that people chose satan over God and that is essentially how they make this terrible mistake of being lost forever. Jesus is not a judge but a merciful God, He gives us a choice even at the end of our lives. Well this tape had the most horrendous description of hell I have ever heard. We had better chose to be with Jesus and enjoy the joys of Heaven and stay in Purgatory rather than giving that stinking devil a thought.

Sometimes we get Priests not elevating the Rosary as they should, on this tape this Priest stated that someone returned from Heaven to say that the Hail Mary prayed fervently was more valuable than a terrible suffering. Meaning that one Hail Mary would stand for more value than a person going to put himself through some suffering thinking it would please God.

2015 February 15

This morning at about 2.45 am I had a dream concerning the book, Perfect Company. It was like my book