Perfect Company Ii: Jesus Made Me a Saint

By Gloria Divine

In 2006, Jesus began encouraging author Gloria Divine to write and to share her personal encounters with Him and with the saints in her everyday life.

Perfect Company II, her second book in this series, is a continuation of that effort. She describes her personal experiences with the supernatural and her everyday life with Jesus and church. Gloria explores various religious topics, seeking to explain certain factors to those who might be unsuspecting and commenting on aspects of spiritual life that are ignored or taken for granted. She also hopes to encourage those who are not religious to take their spirituality seriously and to offer guidance to those seeking to overcome the works of the evil one. Life does not stop after death, and not everything viewed with the eye is reality.

In this personal narrative and testimonial, one woman presents a continuing account of her spiritual life and encounters over the years.

For more information about the book, visit https://www.jesusperfectcompany.com/ .

• Language: English
• Publisher: Balboa Press AU
• Release date: Nov 14, 2019
• ISBN: 9781504316842

Gloria Divine

Gloria is a retired lady in her sixties. She resides in a Sydney suburb of Australia. Gloria writes for the glory of God, not for her own gratification. Originally from Jamaica, she has been living in Western culture since childhood.

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The intent of the author is to share with the reader her experiences, relationships, and communications with God and the heavenly ones, in her daily life.

Her hope is that others will be encouraged to believe that God is a reality and not a fantasy or myth as some believe.

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CONTENTS

Scripture

Preface

Introduction

So Why A Second Book

Abbreviations And Statements You Will Meet In This Book

Concluding Notes

Bibliography

SCRIPTURE

Ezekiel 47:8-9

This water flows towards the eastern region and goes down to the Arabah; and when it enters the sea, the sea of stagnant waters, the water will become fresh. Wherever the river goes, every living creature that swarms will live, and there will be very many fish, once these waters reach there. It will become fresh; everything will live where the river goes.

Mark 7:21-23

For it is from within, from the human heart that evil intentions come; fornication, theft, murder, adultery, avarice, wickedness, deceit, licentiousness, envy, slander, pride, folly. All these evil things come from within, and they defile a person.

1Timothy 2:3

This is right and is acceptable in the sight of God our Saviour, who desires everyone to be saved and to come to the knowledge of the truth. For there is one God, there is also one mediator between God and man, Jesus Christ.

Psalm 134

Come bless the Lord, all you servants of the Lord,

who stands by night in the house of the Lord!

Lift up your hands in the holy place and bless the Lord.

May the Lord, maker of Heaven and earth bless you from Zion.

PREFACE

This is my second book, Perfect Company II. This is a continuation of the work of Jesus Christ in my life since my first book, Perfect Company.

Jesus has continued to enlighten me and has enabled me to write and therefore, I need to make the works He has imparted to me known to others. No works of the Lord should be hidden!

You will see in this book that Jesus chooses to reveal Himself in another way to another being. In this book, I have tried to communicate as far as possible the information Jesus intends for me to give to others.

INTRODUCTION

Count yourself lucky that you have been able to acquire and read this book. The evil one and ‘Its’ agents have made several attacks and left no stone unturned in order to stop this book’s formation from going out. Countless sinister attempts were made to end my life so that this book would not be published and no one would be the wiser.

Jesus deliberately kept me on this planet and fought every battle so that all the evil one’s plans and tactics would collapse and destroyed. ‘Its’ agents were persistent but Jesus is the Boss! As you read this book, you will see the many encounters so there is no need to mention them here.

Jesus also wanted me to be on this planet so that I could e these experience these evils and make them known to the world so that those who are interested would be aware and know how to be alert and fight them.

This book is written in diary form so that the reader will more clearly understand what is actually happening and be able to walk with Jesus as the story unfolds.

Since my last book, which was my first, I have come up against a barrage of evil that I was wondering whether I would survive to complete this work. Many more evils, I am sure, I had no knowledge of. I had all sorts of people working against me and dare I say, I even suspect Priests, and so many more whom I am not even aware of. Most of my rivals were church people! Jesus made me aware of how dangerous people in churches are. He also pointed out that His churches are haunts for the evil one. You enter them at your peril! There are so many attacks on His Church, right in our faces that I was surprised. Most churchgoers are totally unaware, not even the Priests and Pastors know of this. At least if they do they are not telling anyone.

The things Jesus has shown me are not things I was aware of and I have never heard anyone allude me to them, so they were a complete surprise to me.

Since my last book I have had repeated attacks via the computer that I was shocked. I also detected this sort of evil on other Christian websites. The internet can be a dangerous vehicle for transmitting evil spirits and their works.

So I do not know what this book is for but I hope it will make others aware of just how prevalent and in-your-face evil is and we cannot see it. However, some we can see but we are not looking for it though it is staring us in the face. There are more people involved in these covert forms of evil works than we think. It could be our neighbours, our workmates, our banks, our schools and not least, our shopping centres and streets. We have to be very careful and astute today. Thanks be to God, this book is here and I am hoping many will be I able to benefit from it.

It will interest the reader to see how Jesus walks with me in order to guide and protect me. Unfortunately not all of my experiences could be expressed in this book but there is more to come. The major delay for the printing of this book was caused by the amount of evil hurled at me so that I was unable to make any progress in my life. Thanks be to God, after Jesus acted, they had to move and I was able to get on with matters as necessary.

Obviously I will not be able to cover the contents of the first book in here so if the reader has difficulty in understanding they will have to do that for themself. I should also add that I am not an interpreter of dreams, I only take them at face value.

SO WHY A SECOND BOOK

Well my first book was deemed by Bishop Porteous as a healing book. My Mother Mary confirmed that, and stated that even if a portion of the book was read the person would benefit from it.

I am sure that some of my readers or those acquainted with ‘Perfect Company’ would be interested to know what Jesus is doing in my life to this time. Also that Jesus is continuing to act and show that He is Lord of my life. He is still working with me and protecting me. Therefore, I need to take notice, record and let others know what is happening. It is all for the glory of His own glorious name.

I know I have to tell others about these occurrences in my life so that God does not label me as He did the unfaithful servant. It is my duty to make known what has been revealed to me and not keep it a secret. It is therefore open for those who want to read it and not hidden as the man in the Gospel who hid the coin. The great Saint Therese of Lisieux said, ‘I was told to tell you, I was not told to tell you to believe.’ So I am only doing what the good Lord Jesus expects of me and He will do the rest.

I trust the reader will read with understanding to recognise that what we see with our eyes is not necessarily reality but there are other hidden and unseen influences, often above our senses that are at work in our lives. I often think about Jesus, when He said ‘we must not judge,’ because in reality things are far more in-depth than we could ever imagine.

To be honest, if someone had told me these things when I was in my 40’s I would say they were crazy or on another planet. I would probably not be able to comprehend, and more likely, put this down to plain ridiculous.

However, God has had me live though these things and I am happy to write them down because many may be experiencing these things as well but are unaware or have no solutions to them. I am here today to state that only Jesus has the solution for He alone knows what is really going on.

I am happy that He has used me in this way to experience, write and inform. He has kept me alive only through His grace to be this instrument. Some people may know of these occurrences but no one is telling anyone anything today.

I sincerely hope that it does not even cross the reader’s mind that I am looking for fame or fortune. My first book was a great example of this. Many Christians shunned me. Some called me names. Many became envious. Many tried to harm me. They made no reference as to how the book was going. There was little encouragement, if any. Even friends had nothing much to say. The enemies seemed to have more interest in these books than the children of God. So if I were looking for fortune from my last book I would be out on the street, naked, and starving. These books are strictly for the glory of God. Let those who have eyes to read, read them. Thanks be to God.

ABBREVIATIONS AND STATEMENTS YOU WILL MEET IN THIS BOOK

TLIG – True Life in God

EWTN – Eternal Word Television Network

Written in upper case – names relating to the heavenly ones

‘It’ Refers to the evil one

Written in lower case – names or other references to the evil one

‘Things’ – unseen presence of evil spirits/influence

Words used while using holy water – ‘Stay away,’ ‘Cease to exist,’ ‘Jesus binds you.’

Chapter One

YEAR 2010

THE THREE ANGELS

2010 January 01

Jesus gave me this morning a message from TLIG ‘Free-Will’ – 7 May 1988. In it I read My instructions are going to be written and you can follow them. I believe the Lord are me this because I was and am concerned about whether this book will go out this year in 2010.

2010 January 01

Today I went to Mass and exposition of the Blessed Sacrament took place but most people left after the Mass. The Priest was telling us that Jesus was the old name of Joshua.

After Mass I was speaking to my friend as she was upset with her friend not joining her on New Year’s Eve to see the fireworks. I had to remind her that we all have free will – God does not influence our minds and wills. So if her friend chose not to go, she has to accept it.

There were thousands jumping up on the Harbour foreshores to see fireworks. Yet when it is Christmas we do not see anyone much jumping up, putting on a show for Jesus. Yet, Jesus blesses everyone and loves everyone the same.

I said to her that God is showing you that even though He showers us with love we still are given the freedom to do our own thing, make our own choices. And sometimes or even most times, the choices we make, makes God sick yet He continues to love us.

2010 January 13

The Book of Baruch was very good at telling us what idols are, and therefore highlighting to us who God is.

Today I started reading the Book of Job. I have read this Book twice before but that was many years ago. Except for the part where Job was rich and lost everything but trusted in God and would not say a wrong word against God, and God restored his fortune, I cannot really remember much more. So I am looking forward to completing this Book.

2010 January 14

I have noticed that those ‘things’ are not around anymore. I believe God has dealt with them seriously.

2010 January 15

I am in the process of reading a book titled ‘So What’s the Difference’ by Fritz Ridenour. It was given to me by a friend I pray with. This book deals with explaining the different major beliefs and even tries to explain Catholicism and Protestantism. Me being a Catholic, I could see some flaws but one has to pick sense out of nonsense. So I had to look at the overall picture given by this book. The thing I learnt was that not many people know who Jesus Christ is. The Catholic Church had the best knowledge and understanding of Christ but somehow is not spreading effectively what it knows.

I was surprised by the confusion, lies and the determination people had in refusing to acknowledge and believe Christ for who He is. This God-man, Christ, is confusing to a lot of people and they are left redundant. Not that He sets out to confuse them but they are not taking His words seriously. They refuse to seek Him in spirit and in truth. They refuse to believe His words. They refuse to acknowledge His works. Ultimately then, they refuse to follow his ways and that is where the down fall of the world results.

Take the Muslims for instance, they believe that Jesus was a Prophet and many believed He did many amazing things, for example, raised the dead, healed the sick, cast out devils, spoke in parables, direct people into the Kingdom and so much more. Yet they place Mohammad ahead of Christ. Mohammad did nothing in comparison to Christ. Mohammad has a grave Christ does not.

They believe that Jesus was taken by God before He was crucified. Why would God do that – He has never done that to any other child. Not even Mohammad. Why will people not believe Jesus is who He says He is? It is so simple, He is God the Son as He said.

The Angel Gabriel said He will be called Emanuel – which means God with us. On two separate occasions God the Father said, This is my beloved Son. The devils proclaimed that He was the Son of God. John the Baptist said, Behold the Son of God.

What more evidence do these people want? He is the second Person of the Blessed Trinity. There is one God in three persons – Father, Son and Holy Spirit. There are Prophets today who have heard the Father’s voice distinct from the voice of Jesus. The Holy Spirit show Himself in the form of a dove to many and it is He who manifests our perceptions and inspirations.

God talks about ‘My Holy Spirit.’ When Jesus says ‘I and the Father are one’, He is correct. We as sinners are very close with the Father and Jesus. That is why God says we are all of an image of Him. As long as we are in this world we portray the image of God because He is our eternal Father.

Jesus was not lying, He is one with the Father more than we are because He is most like the Father. We are with the Father but we are far in likeness to the Father. That is why we have to work hard to be more like Jesus and therefore more one with the Father. For our Father says: – With Him I am well pleased (Mt. 3:17). He does not say that about us because He is not pleased with our sinful ways but He tells us I love you with an everlasting love. Many people are confused about the Holy Spirit but the Holy Spirit is to us what water is to fish. I have to admit it is not easy understanding God in three Persons, but we have to believe this. There are far more complicated things that we can’t understand but we accept them.

Here are some of what the book tells us about people’s beliefs about Christ:

The orthodox, Roman Catholics, and Protestant churches believe that Jesus Christ is God and second Person of the Blessed Trinity. The Jews per se do not believe Jesus to be God, He is accepted as a good teacher. The Islamic religion sees Jesus as only a man and a Prophet. The Hindus say that Jesus is just one of many incarnations, or sons of God. Christ was not the Son of God. He is no more divine than any other man and He did not die for man’s sins. Even Mahatma Ghandi had a problem with who Christ was.

The Buddhist thinks He is a good teacher but less important than Buddha. Jehovah Witnesses say Christ was not God but God’s first created creature. They deny Christ as God. Christian Science states that Christ is not God. Mormons say that man can achieve godhead through works and there are many gods.

I ask myself how did we get so confused. Why is Jesus so hard to grasp by so many? The most outstanding thing about Christians today is that their God and His Mother speak to us. He is the only God whose prophesy are being fulfilled right in front of our very eyes. One prophesies is that there will be wars and rumours of wars. This could not have been said if God did not know we were going to have a great communication system. How else would we know about these devastations world wide? The Book of Revelations is being unfolded right at this time.

Which of the other religions have had their gods appear to them? Our God has appeared at Fatima in Portugal, Lourdes in France, Knock in Ireland, Italy, Garabandal in Spain, Japan, England, America, Mexico, and these sites are present among us to visit if we wish. There are many messages and personal appearance from our God and His Mother, His Angels and Saints. Where are the apparitions of the other religions? How worldwide and numerous are they? There is no other religion that can boast apparitions and communications with God. When there are disasters they come to warn us, they answer prayers. People have been healed, raised from the dead, and evil spirits have had to flee when the name of Jesus and His Mother and His Saints are pronounced. People’s lives are changed! I have never known any names of Prophets in other religions that will do these things.

Let us get real and sensible, throw off our doubts and unbelief and know that Jesus Christ is Lord and God, and everything that is stated in the Bible about Him is the truth!

2010 January 15

A lady at our Cenacle meeting was saying that she was being attacked by two large dogs in Malaysia some years ago. One of the dogs bit her arm, she prayed one Hail Mary and the dogs walked away and left her. When she examined her arm, only a slight little hole was left. Her doctor told her she was very lucky because those dogs mainly go for the neck. That is how powerful one Hail Mary is. Thanks be to God.

2010 January 16

We now have the earthquake in Haiti and this evening I saw, on television, where an 18 month old child was retrieved after 3-4 days under the rubble. Of course everyone was overcome with joy and happiness. It was a miracle that this little child had survived. And then it came to my thoughts. We are all brothers and sisters in this world and we cannot always be there to help physically, some cannot even help financially but one thing we can all do is pray. I then thought that I have not done anything much other than to comment and watch the pictures on television. I thought how about praying about these disasters. We should get our friends, families, and church members to form groups of prayer for what has taken place. If we prayed seriously and conscientiously may be more people would be found, the rescue operation would be made easier, people may find God in their distress. We need to seriously pray when disasters break out, we need to know we are family. In the morning I had to apologise to Jesus for being complacent and getting on with my own affairs as if nothing had happened.

2010 January 17

My sister was on the phone telling me a story about a man who was going to be robbed by five other men. His friends at church gathered – 26 of them, and decided to pray for this man as one of the men of the 26 felt that the man to be robbed needed prayers.

One of the robbers reported that as they approached the placed where the man was they became fearful. The five men saw 26 soldiers or Angels outside the man’s residence and they had to retreat. When they enquired of the time of the incident, it coincided with the time those 26 men were praying for the man. That is why we should never underestimate the power of prayer. Jesus said prayer move mountains. Thank You Jesus.

2010 January 18

Last night I had the awareness that something like the presence of a man, similar to what I have had in the past, but I had not experienced it there for sometime, came to the foot of the bed. I say the magic words and use holy water and the presence left.

The main ‘magic’ words I use are the ones given by my Mother Mary or others in dream state. The two main ones I use are ‘stay away,’ ‘cease to exist.’

Today I went to the library, which I have not visited for sometime, and in the night and during a short sleep in the afternoon this ‘thing’ was present again. It actually feels like a person coming to sit at the foot of the bed.

I now get the impression that during certain contacts or visiting certain places activates these ‘things’. They are waiting there for me or others to have contact with certain persons, then they seek them out. They are now placed under the power of Jesus never to raise their ugly heads again. Amen.

2010 January 21

At about this time I heard that two cyclones or storms were heading for Queensland. It was on the 11am news. I prayed to Jesus asking that no storms should come to Australia. Since that prayer I never heard anything concerning the storms again. Praise the Lord!

2010 January 21

Today there was news concerning the Holy House - now called the House of Miracles. They stated that the father of the boy who died was arrested. They reported it to make it look like the happenings at the House were fraudulent. However, later in the day they corrected it and said it was not concerning the miracles but concerning fraudulent activities by the father with the use of credit cards. It was on television.

We had planned since last Friday to visit the House this coming Friday. Well some people had cold feet and only another lady and I went. When we reached the House many people were there to pray. The Priest explained that the card incident took place in 2006 and I think were dealt with. However, 100 policemen and 50 detectives came to the House to arrest the father on fraud charges. The television crew was also present during their visit.

The Priest was convinced that they wanted to put the House in disrepute. I firmly believe this too. It is a trick of the devil and we are leaving it with Jesus for the defeat of anything that comes against that House.

Miracles were still coming thick and fast. Incidentally, the father was there walking about so I guess they dropped the charges. To God be the glory.

2010 January 21 - Saint Agnes Day

I had a dream whereby I was looking at an A4 sheet flier and it had a blackened section on the paper. The paper was in black and white. As I was reading it, a small speck like the insect I have seen before on pages in real life, was walking on the blackened area. Because the insect was dark it tried to camouflage itself in the blackened part. I killed it similar to how I kill those that I have seen on pages in real life. Thanks Saint Agnes, God has given you charge over them.

2010 January 26

Today is Australia Day celebrations. But the Lord has been laying it on my heart to think about us as a people. I personally have noticed that when people come to this country, especially the young ones, they are ungrateful. I am probably in this category myself, especially when I first came here. We foreigners take things for granted. Some bring out their nations and gang up against the former residents. They know little about the history of this country. They have factions who bring their problems from abroad here. They feel they have a right to this and that they live in a spirit of take and take again. They start to say who they do and do not like. They criticise and call Australians all sorts of names including racist. Why are the people who come here, not grateful to God and grateful for what they have received?

Give thanks for what you have now. You have church, home, food, roads, clean water, communication systems, electricity and good infrastructure. Yet some behave as if they have a right to it all and in fact, as if they made it themselves. The way we drive our vehicles leaves a lot to be desired and says a lot about how arrogant and ungrateful we are.

Children too, they come from the womb into this society, there is no thanks to the community for all the services available to them. They go on as though they have a right to everything. No consideration for the parents, community or government. Parents should know to let their children give thanks to God for what they have received by being born in the environment they are in. Instead they are encouraged to take it all for granted. They should know that their job is to pray. I feel God also need us to look at the Aboriginal situation here.

2010 January 27 – Saints Timothy and Titus

I am watching the tennis, the Australian Open. The other day the Lord laid it on my heart to say that these Westernised countries will not get good tennis players (eg England, USA, Australia) until they play fair with the draws. So it would seem to me that there is some fiddling with the draw and God is not amused. Therefore tennis players will come from other parts of the world to win or to play the best tennis.

2010 January 28

At present I am reading the book of Job and in the second chapter, Job is so angry at what has happened to him that he starts to question his birth and regrets that he was ever born. At church we are reading the Book of Samuel II and David is just going from one sin to another. Being tempted by the devil and falling again and again before God. It is always the same. When someone is designated to God’s work there are many traps set by the devil. David of course is very important to God – Jesus is from the line of David.

Last Thursday I was looking for my glasses and they were nowhere to be found. Eventually I had to leave without them. I was angry, frustrated and wished I was not even conceived. Well I realised that this was a grave sin to even think it. So I had to go to Confession and ask Jesus to bind the stinking devil that caused me to think such a thing. It just goes to show how quickly we can start doing the wrong thing. Well I thank the Lord for His mercy and asked Him to let me say: ‘Let the will of God be done in my life.’

2010 February 03 – Saint Blaise and Saint Ansgar

My dreams are still not being remembered on waking. But last night I am sure I got a dream which said that if one really wanted something done they should raise up or give to God all the Masses prayed throughout the world at 3.00 pm. I was also thinking that after the 3.00 pm Divine Mercy prayers one could offer all the Masses prayed throughout the world today.

2010 February 06

The Lord prompted me to write about how we should be grateful for what we have in this world. I noticed that we come into this world and take everything for granted. We are born here, we find loving parents, things set in place such as hospitals, houses, transport systems, communication systems, schools, church and the list goes on. Not to mention the resources God has blessed us with naturally. Yet we come here, use all and never remember to thank God for all we receive. In fact some people abuse all these gifts we have instead of appreciating them and preserving them.

Parents do not encourage children to be grateful for these gifts. They should be taught to praise God every day and pray for the people who put these functions and structures into place. Instead parents encourage their children to take what they can get, to fight for what they want, to get the best, usually by competing and warring with others. How sad is that? Why do we not teach children to be grateful, to support systems, to give back? No wonder so many children are bored and get themselves into things that are unproductive and even into things that would ruin their lives. We need to learn more about being grateful.

Another thing is we often travel from one point of the world to the other claiming we are looking for a better life. What is a better life? A better life is to know and appreciate God. A better life is not all this materialistic things such as money and pleasure. A better life is showing love and concern for others.

Many people come to countries as refugees, war affected people, people who were oppressed or had very little and had terrible experiences. They come to another country and instead of being grateful for what they get, they become greedy and ungrateful. They often work harder than they did in their won countries and in fact, if they were willing to work hard in their own countries they probably would not need to leave. Then they come to a more ‘advanced’ country and instead of being grateful they become resentful, lazy and ungrateful. There is no thanks to anyone for the systems in place when they get here. They are driving cars, working, finding a place to live in peace and there is no word of thanks. They feel they have a born right to it all. And they even demand further services and special treatment.

I recall myself, I lived in Jamaica move to England lived in America and now in Australia and I do not remember giving thanks until lately. Everywhere I moved to systems were in place, people were in place for me and I had the audacity to criticize this place when I came here. As if I placed one paving stone or put one brick down. How ungrateful is that?

So I want to thank God today for making things, people and places available for me to use and to help me in life. And I apologise for being a selfish, ungrateful, and a miserable little brat. I ask Him to bless everyone I ought to have blessed and did not, to pray for and did not, and I ask for the progression of His world with love. Thank You Jesus.

2010 February 11 – Saint Bernadette

Here I am stating that I cannot remember my dreams and even tough I am involved in a story during the night I wake and cannot recall anything. I noticed that this has deteriorated since I have been preparing the book.

Well during the early hours of this morning I dreamt a very clear dream. However, I cannot make sense of it. It would seem that a husband and wife wanted to immigrate to another country. They managed to get there without the officials recognising the means by which they successfully got there. I believe they obscured their identity so the officials thought they were other people.

However what I think the Lord wanted me to know was that He does not discriminate between us. The earth is for all of us. We should be able to go from place to place simply because we are human beings. There should be no preference overriding our position. We are all His children and we should love one another and treat each other with equal care. He does not have favourites.

2010 February 13

Today is the day our Holy Mother comes to us in a special way. It is also the day when we view the opening ceremony of the winter Olympics in Vancouver. It was outstanding I enjoyed it very much.

Of course I took the opportunity to bless the crowd and athletes and the event as a whole because I know that everything belongs to God and this event is for the glory of God so I commend Him in a big way. As I was sitting down on the settee they started to sing a song with ‘Alleluia’ in it. And I said thank God for that song.

Then I was overcome with words saying – Blessed are those who are waiting for the Lord. Who are relying on his words, who are not being swayed by the things around them but they are trusting on His promises. It took thousands of years for the Messiah to come but the prophets stayed firm. Abraham relied on His promises, Moses relied on the promises, Isaiah relied on the promises, Amos relied on the promises, Jeremiah relied on the promises. They stood firm on God’s words and it took 4000 years to be fulfilled but it was fulfilled. Today we are relying on the promise that Jesus will come again, and if it takes 4000 years so what, we are still relying on God’s words. So let us stay firm on God’s words, God works, God’s promises and expect Him to do His work. All we are told to do is to stay firm.

Well after that, I came to prayers at about two hours later and decided to read one of our Lady’s messages from the ‘Blue Book.’ The message was similar to no. 510 and what did the message contain? Our Lady asks us to rely on God’s promise that He would come again. I was shocked but happy that God was showing me He was close and directing me and what I said was heard by Him. Thanks be to the Heavenly Host.

2010 February 17

This Sunday on Channel Two there was a documentary on the fires that occurred in 2009 in Melbourne. What struck me most was that many people could not believe the severity of the fire attack. Also those who thought they were prepared, realised that their equipment or resources they were relying on was not in any way a match for the ferocity of the fires.

At this point I believe the Lord was making me understand that many people might think they are prepared to spend time in hell but it was way beyond their imagination and the severity will make them helpless. Also many Christians may think they have the ammunition to enter Heaven but when it comes to reality there is nothing to help them into Heaven because they have not used equipment or instruments or deeds that would save them. I am so sorry for the people who died this horrible death – God rest their souls in peace accept our Masses so they will be at peace with You Lord.

2010 February 18 – Ash Wednesday

I received the Ashes from the Priest who said: ‘Turn away from sin and believe in the Gospel.’ or words to that effect. I received that with a pure and grateful heart.

During the night I was dreaming many things especially about the church as if there were many factions and wrangling in it. Also other things I cannot remember. Now recently I signed a contract for solar electricity sand became perturbed when I began to think I might have done the wrong thing.

Towards morning in a dream I saw a little donkey. This little donkey was about 17cm from head to hind legs and about 10cm high telling me to fulfil my obligations. Like the little donkey was expecting me to look after him. I was not happy and more or less left the little donkey to someone else to look after. I was just too fed up or exhausted or had enough.

I was confounded in the morning and came to the realization that I had many obligations at least four I could count. But I believe the Lord was either talking about the Ash Wednesday promise or the solar system.

2010 February 27 – Saint Leander of Seville

This night I was dreaming of my ex-spiritual colleague. He was doing his own thing in a section and I was also doing my own thing. He was trying to intervene in my life as he was doing in real life, trying to bring himself closer to me. However, it struck me that all the time even though he was trying to make me think he was a friend, he was a pretender. At some part of the dream there was a huge black snake looking more like a python and someone looking or resembling an Asian chopped it in two. I did not see the snake move but its head was shown to me as if it were completely dead, eyes closed as well.

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I believe the person came and did this for me because at no point would I have been able to handle this on my own. So I think that someone has taken care of something in my life concerning this man. Jesus has it under control and we leave it with Him.

2010 February 28

What I have also noticed too is that some ‘thing’ has been coming to the foot of my bed. For a good while now, I have been freed of them, may be six weeks or more. However during this week from about 24/2/10, one has been coming. It is detected as a different type. They all seem to have their own identity, if one knows what I mean. They often come to the foot of the bed in a different place. This one seems to be bigger and more stubborn. Even when I did the usual things it hanged around. It has been coming consistently at about 3.00 am or even earlier. After I went to Confession two or so days ago, I found it had become weaker.

I do not know what these ‘things’ are but I remember praying the Holy Face prayers on the Tuesday night so I do not know if they were upset. I am still in the dark about these ‘things.’ I believe why I got rid of them the last time was because of the Divine Mercy Chaplet – three per day plus my ordinary prayers. So I might have to do that again.

2010 March 06

I was taking a short sleep before night shift in the evening. I dreamt Nicole Kidman, very pregnant must be full term. Her husband was also present. All of a sudden there were some men with guns coming after them. I held one man up who had a hand gun and was I wrestling with him. But there were about six other men in the background trying to harass or pursue Nicole and her husband.

2010 March 08

Today I collected our Lady of Schoenstatt to stay for two nights. During the night I had a number of dreams but they were as clear as ever. Of late I have not been able to remember most of my dreams. They were fuzzy or muddled and vague, so on waking I had no recollection of them. This night I saw everything so clear. I did not make an effort to remember them, as I did not think they were significant. I was very surprised. Our Lady was beside my bed. So now I do not know if it is the enemy that is disrupting my dream life or if our Lady’s presence just made the situation better. I am a bit puzzled but I will leave it with Jesus to sort it out.

Also during the night I had those ‘things’ trying to sit on my bed about three times. I have not experienced them so often during one night. My sleep was disrupted. I really do not know what is going on concerning these ‘things’.

2010 March 9

About three Sundays ago I was at Saint Joseph’s church in Roselle. The main church was not yet opened for Mass but I could hear singing upstairs at the back of the church. I went there and asked the organiser if I could join them until Mass starts. I made enquires about their group. I was told that they were running a course, mainly for people who have problems from the past. I said to the organiser that they should take it to Jesus at Confession. She said to me, but it keeps coming up. I said confess it again. She looked at me as if I came from out of space.

But this is what is wrong with us Christians today. We are not taking Jesus seriously and therefore, we do not take it to Jesus. We hang on to it thinking we can deal with it ourselves. We cannot, and it is so easy for Jesus to deal with it. These people were on a course. Mass was taking place downstairs and they did not see it fit to tell their course members to attend Mass. This is where Jesus can deal with things. So we need to trust Jesus more.

2010 March 11

We had one of our work colleagues leaving so there was an afternoon tea for him. In the evening I was picking at the knickknacks and after eating a bit of one, my stomach suddenly had an unusual feeling. It felt like a pain attacking me in the stomach below the tip of my sternum, and even through to my back. I was amazed. I threw the remainder of it away and thought how strange. I turned it over to Jesus. He said anything that we eat will not harm us if we are with Him. However, the pain lingered for a few days accompanied by an uncomfortable feeling. By the way, when I was in America my sister had a problem with a similar pain. She had all sorts of medical tests which proved negative. I prayed about it with some seriousness and felt some relief for a few days. But later it came back. I was not worried but concerned because I knew that this was some form of evil set up by someone.

One night, about ten days later, I spoke to our Lord about it. I had some blessed oil on the table plus oil on the stick from the Holy House. I placed some blessed oil on the area and made the sign of the cross with the stick. Since then I have not experienced it.

2010 March 11

I wanted to write about this as I find it very strange. About 10-12 years ago when I was feeling sick, I invited the Priest of the parish to come and pray for me. He came and was very helpful, gave an anointing and blessed me. I was overcome with his generosity. It has always remained with me how generous and concerning he was. This same Priest is helping out at another church at the moment and sometimes I am present there for Mass. I took the opportunity of going to Confession in his presence. During my confession I was interrupted by him telling me that what I was telling him was not confession but normal human nature. After an exchange of words, as the Priest was trying to tell me that Jesus was tempted and I should give God thanks that I did not give into my temptation. I told him that Jesus said we should be perfect as our Heavenly Father is perfect. However, God helped me to be patient. He allowed Jesus to absolve me from my sins. I was rather amazed but knowing full well that the Priest is an instrument of God and God it is who does the work, I was content. The strange thing about it was that I felt that this was one of the best confessions I have had and I felt very reconciled to God. I said thank You Jesus and please bless your Priests.

Another time I witnessed the same Priest taking two very good prayers off the table of notices, folding the paper up and placed it under his hat. I was wondering how a Priest could damage prayers – surely someone could benefit from it. I was amazed.

I went to the church again today and our Lady of Schoenstatt was with me, my little visitor, and I took Her and Her Son to church and placed them on the seat beside me. The same Priest came to me and said: I do not want to see that picture. When you have it like that I am the only one who is going to see it. I said The Angels will be looking at it as well. I asked him if he wanted me to place it at the foot of the Altar. He said, I do not care where you put it, and gave the direction that he did not mind where it was as long as it was not in his face. He went into the preparation room or Sacristy and I placed the picture on the baptismal font in front of the congregation. He did not say anything.

This just made me wonder why did he not want to see our Lord and Lady? I honestly began to wonder if this Priest was the Beast like a lamb. I truly had my concerns. I honestly felt that it was not necessary to make a fuss over these things. Why even mention it? He must be in his upper 70’s or 80’s in years, been a Priest from about his twenties. I did not expect that. I also wondered if the devil was trying to put enmity between us. I had to leave it to Jesus.

Jesus said in TLIG message 28 September 1987 – ‘they do not go in themselves and they do not allow others to go in.’ I was disappointed I said if I were not a person who had God in my heart and understood things. This would give me reason to leave the church or become bitter. So may God be praised always!

2010 March 13

Last night I dreamt a number of dreams containing our Lady – it was a bit fragmented but pleasant. However, I did remember one which involved my neighbour I go to church with. We had attended the Stations of the Cross at our Lady of Lebanon church the previous evening.

In this dream I believe I was to tell her what to do. It was that she should make a few days of prayers even a novena but at least three days of prayer preferably to our Lady. I then saw about four to five of us walking around the house while praying to our Lady and carrying a picture of our Lady. We were walking or taking the direction of anti-clockwise around the house.

I was shown the bag in which we carry the information of our Lady of Schoenstatt, in which there are also prayers. So I do think there are prayers contained in it that our Lady would like. I told my friend about this but she did not take notice.

2010 March 14

Now while our Lady was here I took the opportunity of visiting a young mother over the road asking her if she would like to have our Lady. Well she was overwhelmed. She said it would be an honour to have Her. She further said that she wanted to do a course and she applied to Penrith at a college or university and thought better of it. When I was telling her that our Lady’s shrine was in Penrith, she said may be she should follow through on the course after all.

She then told me a story of a girl in Lebanon, who after seeing the film, ‘Passion of the Christ’ said she did not believe our Lord went through so much suffering. The girl’s mother was very upset and begged pardon of our Lord. The next thing, the girl who did not believe, received a wound in her hand in the shape of a cross. They took her to hospital to sew up the wound. Saint Charbel appeared to the girl and was very upset. It was amazing that believers did not know that this was a sign from God and one never sews up a wound given by Christ. Now she will definitely take our Lord’s sufferings seriously.

2010 March 21

Of late I am again being attacked by these ‘things’ coming to the foot of the bed. Sometimes they come two or three times during the night. They were a nuisance. They disturb my sleep. However, my antidote works every time. They have different ‘feel’ if one might say so, or characteristics. They just come it seems from the ceiling as if coming down. It reminds me a bit of our Lord how much He must have been disturbed while on earth with different things, may be even like these.

2010 March 24 – Saints Mark and Timothy

Early this morning I had a dream. It was that I heard a noise in the house and suspected robbery. I got up and switched the ensuite light on and there was no light. I switched the bedroom light near the door on and there was no light. I immediately thought that they have severed or interfered with the meter box. I opened the bedroom door and the interconnecting door to the dining area. At the table where my telephone is on the right, there was a young man about 20-24 years old, black, muscular, naked from the waist up, so I could see his upper body and he looked West Indian. He was looking at something on the table with intent. I looked outside through the glass, and saw another two young guys about the same age. They were also naked from the waist up but more normal built. They were out on the patio, one leaning against the table. I did not recognise any of these people. I shouted at the one inside and said, I don’t have any money. I went back into the bedroom and he followed me. I tried to shut the door before he could enter but the lock latch would not meet the part on the wall to secure it. I then realised that with his strength he would over power me. I woke up and started to pray.

Well during my prayers I mentioned it briefly to Jesus and I took it to Mass with me. I felt the Lord took it under his control.

Now, in real life after prayers I came outside the room into the dining area where he was looking at something. I noticed that my bank statement was what he was looking at.

Also during my prayers I was going over the dream in my mind. I then recalled a picture of Jesus on the Cross. It came to my mind to place the picture on the window so our Lord was overlooking the patio. I did so that very morning and left for church.

When I came back from church, two workmen came to look at the roof. They were on the grass area overlooking the patio. I was sitting in the dining area. As soon as they came and were talking about the proposed work for the roof, I saw a big black cockroach, which it seemed came from nowhere, running on the floor. I quickly killed it.

I then had the idea that these two men disturbed something which was surprised and finding nowhere to turn, this ‘thing’ manifested itself in the form of this roach. Our Lord did everything and I was convinced that the evil ones were overtaken by our Lord. Thank You Jesus.

2010 March 25

I went to the beach and took some foodstuff with me to place in the water as I was told about the bread. I am still experiencing these ‘things’ visiting at the foot of the bed. But after I had brought the foodstuff – biscuits, cake, and fruits to the water and told the Lord what I needed, I found that things changed for the better and the ‘things’ are not so frequent. Thanks Jesus.

2010 March 28

I have been on night shift and was sleeping during the day. I had a brief dream that I was blessing a house, I thought it was mine but it was not. It was an old house based on wood. The dream was not very clear but I was using holy water, holy salt to sprinkle or just salt and then I saw a picture of Saint Pio, I was not sure if it was Saint Pio or Saint Charbel, but it looked more like Saint Pio. I had a picture of him, similar to that on my key ring, and placed it in the water as I was blessing the house.

2010 March 28 – Palm Sunday

Today I had the great honour in seeing the new Bishop of Parramatta, Bishop Fisher, and how fine he is. I did not get to his inauguration to my disappointment. But today he was great. In his sermon he asked us – where are you in this story of Christ’s Passion? Are we just bystanders, are we Judas, are we Peter, are we the women, are we Pilot, which character are we playing out in the Passion of Christ? It was mind-boggling and I thought who would I be? I would like to think I was one of the women of Jerusalem. But then he asked, - do you play that role in everyday life? I knew I certainly did not, so I must be someone else. Could I be the one who is calling Hosanna one day and crucifixion the next? We need to look at ourselves, and see where we stand where Christ is concerned.

He also told us that it was the 25th anniversary of World Youth Day and how lovely was that for me to hear. He covered some of the happenings of WYD and it was good to recap. This is the first Priest I have heard reconnecting so well with WYD. Most pretend that such a great event did not happen.

There were a lot of youths there and it was a fine performance by them. He seems such a lovely man – our Mother’s blessings on him.

2010 March 28

I was on night shift and one of the patients from the mental health area needed to see the nurse. My colleague went to attend. When she returned she noticed that he could have extra medication if needed. So she had to return and I said I should accompany her on the visit.

We went to the patient’s door and the patient asked if I was the doctor. I said yes. He was given his medication by my colleague. I walked away and he enquired again as to whether I was the doctor. My colleague swiftly answered and said no she is a nurse like me. There were also two prison officers in attendance. I walked away from that scene with the guilt of a liar. I had committed a sin. And even though I did it with a jovial spirit, hoping to keep the patient quiet and not treating the patient’s question seriously. I believe I was trying to let him not worry unnecessarily and possibly calm him down, alleviating his fears, believing that because he was mentally ill, he would be receptive to this.

How quickly I fell into sin shocked me. How easy it was