The N.E.T.: Naked Exposed Transparent

By Tshlaine Webster

This book reveals in great detail, through a copulation of poetic writings, the intimate thoughts, desires, struggles, and victories of an African Princess. After looking in the mirror with no recollection of the face before her, Tsilahnees brokenness leads her back to the cross where she becomes Naked, Exposed and Transparent.

As she sojourns with her Father, God, she is confronted by the painful realities and the magnitude of lost/failed relationships, abandonment, lies, betrayal, unforgiveness, immobilizing pain, lust, loneliness, lesbianism, illusions, delusions, and pride, that for years, unbeknownst to her and others, has kept her in a state of denial and spellbound fear. Tsilahnee begins to recognize that the Footprints left on her life has impacted her thought process greatly and even a Pinhole of unforgiveness will eventually lead to a gaping hole.

In her quest for acceptance, complete wholeness, and reciprocity of love, Tsilahnees confessions, conversations, and dialogues with the Father, challenges the very essence of who she is, who she thought she was, and the control she thought she had. As she allows, the Father, so gently and eloquently with great patience, begins to captivate, motivate, and elevate her to dimensions unknown. So as she continues to write her way through this maze, exhortations, and revelations unfold, boundaries develop and the plagues that crippled her began to dissipate. The African Princess begins to understand that she is here by Divine Design, that she can possess an I Choose mentality and that she is destined to reign with Kings and Queens. Because Tsilahnees Hope Is In Prayer she Continues to move forward to become the Spiritual Assassin she was created to be.

Tsilahnee

• Language: English
• Publisher: Xlibris US
• Release date: Jan 27, 2015
• ISBN: 9781499006940

Tshlaine Webster

Tshlaine Webster is making her debut in the written world with The N.E.T (Naked Exposed and Transparent). As a lover of the arts, Tshlaine has used her love for words and dance in dramatizations, spoken word and conferences across the country. Ms. Webster uses her God given gift of poetry and literature to paint vivid imagery of one’s inward most emotions, fantasies and revelations. Tshlaine is a student, advocate and mentor of TUMI Topeka. She is a volunteer/mentor at the Topeka Correctional Facility, Shawnee County Jail, Topeka Rescue Mission, and Daddy’s Little Girls. She is the Executive Assistant/Secretary for the COL LEAD. Ms. Webster, a former Ms. Black Topeka, still resides in the capital city of Kansas with her two daughters and two granddaughters. She continues to be a “Lifetime Learner” and her sincere prayer is that the words penned will penetrate, motivate, educate, and elevate those that hear. On the horizon “1x- 5Min- 4Pumps = Lifetime”. H.O.P.E Help Others Prepare for Eternity

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REFLECTION (1)

noun (n) - on image; representation; counterpart mirroring

verb (v) - to cast back (light, heat, sound, etc) from a surface

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Mirror Mirror

(January 26, 2012)

Mirror, mirror on the wall—

Tell me, tell, what do you see

A little lost girl filled with insecurities. An undercover leader so deep within, one that just wants to explore, be free, and share a chagrin.

Can you imagine how great it would be, if you would relinquish your rights and accept my total gift of love and authority? Allow me to love you and not just in bits and pieces, but from the inside out. Let me be in control and then you will have no doubt.

No doubt about what tomorrow will bring. No doubt about who will be your earthly king.

No doubt about the ministry deep within. No doubt about the choices of friends.

No doubt about your children’s direction. No doubt about their life or protection.

No doubt about the books you will write. Just keep your pen ready and be prepared to write.

No doubt, No doubt, No doubt!

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NAKED (2)

adjective (adj) - being without adequate clothing or coverings as a person or the body

The Blame Game

1999

Who’s to blame—For the flames

It’s oh so hot—Believe it or not

It started off so very sweet

I tasted the nectar and then had a drink

The drink was strong and I got drunk

I took a wrong turn and I got punked

Bittersweet, but not to sour

Kept me coming back hour after hour

Day after day and week after week

I craved more and more of the forbidden meat

Little morsels I was daily fed

Until the thought of leaving never filled my head

When I finally looked up

I was consumed by lust and burning up

So ashamed of what I had done

I closed my eyes to what I had become

Telling the truth but living a lie

Is no way to live and no way to die

How did my emotions get out of control?

What day did it happen, Hell, I don’t know

All I know is the pain I feel

Not to mention the headache and pills

What about the others who tried to stand

Would pray to God and lend a helping hand

What about those who had now gone on

Their sleepness nights wondering what went wrong

Even for me it was sometimes great

But reality would hit with what I had at stake.

I have two daughters that deserve the best

But I left our home in a total