Subversive Minds Penetrating a Sacred Thot: Depths of Perversion and Reconfiguration of the Soul

By Frankie Nicole

A culmination of my writings that reflect and dance with difficult emotions during trying periods of my adventurous life. From dealing with snakes and fake friends in the space of music, art, kink and fashion; the multitude of repressed and carried emotions that might weigh me down are transmuted onto paper. Times of lack, pure raw emotion flows out with no recipient but the blank page before me, separating my mind from chaos and the current reality.

• Language: English
• Publisher: iUniverse
• Release date: Jan 6, 2022
• ISBN: 9781663230416

Frankie Nicole

Nicole Andrea Betty Donahoo is a Seattle based artist living in Occupied Duamish Territory, by the grace of the ancestors and whatever sins they lived out in the paradigm of “Manifest Destiny”. Spends her days healing people through psychological counseling and kinesthetic body work, with a dash of magic thrown in. The mission here on this planet is to call awareness to our energy and mind of how our person is projected in this reality. How can we change our fates if the thought is, it’s already too late? Change through perception; hear it, see it, feel it. There is hope for us to rise out of the darkness that has been sold through capitalist propaganda to open back up to the lightness in all of us. I hope to be an inspiration of love in a world always looking for the bottom line. I whole heartedly thank my parents and family for their support and understanding of my delightfully different brain. All my kitties passed the rainbow bridge and here with me, Daizy, Blackie, Raccoonie, Princess Leia, Stephan, Ragu, Violet, Oliver and my little baby Nico. This is dedicated to the search through those who tried their hardest, which for most weren’t much and what I learned through hardships that apparently were vital to my growth. And then of course which led me to the person I’ve been looking all along, whom I love deeply with all my heart. The Cosmic Kitty.

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ISBN: 978-1-6632-3042-3 (sc)

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Library of Congress Control Number: 2021921504

iUniverse rev. date: 01/05/2022

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dedicate this book to the hopeless romantics who forever believe in love and hope in all things good. This isn’t a book of hate or to degrade anyone, it is a book a pure feelings and optimistic belief that we can manifest what we desire out of this world. There is just a need to get thoughts out on paper or spoken. There is however, a very special person that was held in my mind during many very powerful poems.

So here is to you:

I can’t really understand my feelings for you, it is like there was an instant recognition of who you were to me. A kindred spirit, but deeper and far more intense. The day we met I had an instant spiritual high from just looking into your eyes. It took some time to further understand what that feeling was and would become, by far it is the most spectacular thing I have ever experienced. I hope everyone in life get to experience it. Although I understand some aren’t as dramatic, existential, dramatic, wild or imaginative; there should be a desire to have love that makes your whole self feel. I see you and you see me, that is all that matters. I held love for you when you were with someone else who hurt you, and it hurt me to watch. But I could only burn for you. I want you and only you. This is my profession of love for you, my person.

Here is to the happiness in life. Peace.

Love, Frankie Nicole

CONTENTS

Chapter 1 Wounding

Devil’s Snare

Dilation

Death becomes her

Cork Screwed

Tart Eulogy

Confusing the Waiting Game

Blood lust

Bloody Entrails Dragging

Death Becomes Him

Last Thoughts

Losing it

Wandering Hands

Enmeshment

High Dive

Inconceivable

Nerves

The fear of loss

The Pulse

Chapter 2 Purgatory

Dark Eternal Vibrations

Implausible Dreams

Expulsion

Fucking Screaming

Reconfiguring

Infusion of the Heart

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