The Candle Store
By Mary Greer
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The Candle Store is a real-time narrative of the havoc caused by alcohol addiction. It is a window into the chaos caused by one woman's descent into alcoholism. Drinking not only caused Michelle Jackson's life to be ruined (indeed, it ended it), but it also had an enormous impact on her family. Despite frantic efforts to obtain help for her, the story demonstrates how difficult it was to access assistance. At various points, the system failed her. It takes the entire compilation to get a true picture of what a tragedy this was, to cut through the anger and mess to realize how much talent was wasted. The hope is that her experience can help other alcoholics, other families impacted by alcohol, or perhaps be used to train addiction specialists. This book is needed because what is out there already is NOT WORKING. There is nothing like this available now. It is not a description, or a memoir, or a case study. The reader does not know what is coming because her family did not know as it was happening, just like addiction in real life. It is innovative in style, inherently engaging, and relatable; it is not a boring and dry academic treatise. In this way, perhaps more people on the ground or actually impacted by addiction can be accessed.
The Candle Store does not claim to offer any answers, and that is the point. Perhaps seeing this real-life progressive decline can highlight for professionals and educators where the system failed and find entry points for future truly successful interventions. It is short, in real-life language, and does not suffer from interpretation or hindsight—this is exactly what happened. It also is a glimpse into the vastly underserved group of middle-aged women with substance use disorders—a major deficit in addiction literature and treatment. The intended audience is addiction specialists and educators. However, it would also be useful for families impacted by addiction, AA sponsors, counselors, probation officers, clergy, and medical personnel, as well as those dealing with substance use disorders themselves. Anyone who works with individuals with substance use and mental health disorders would benefit from this deep dive into the downward spiral of addiction.
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The Candle Store - Mary Greer
PROLOGUE
The Candle Store,
by Michelle Jackson
circa 1995
On her way to the candle store
To find religion inside
Having aged a lifetime to find
High derision outside
Dark extremes turn pale today
By the vision of light
Shining flames that light the way
Eternal crystal inside
Once inside, she inhales the candles
Enchanted fire divine
Dancing flames, reflection of light
Like a vision entwined
Silent dreams, she sails away
In light, no need to hide
Breathless flight, no words to say
The candles now flicker inside
Look inside you
THE DESCENT
2005‒2015
2005
From: Tina Greer
Date: September 26, 2005 1:18 PM
To: Mary Greer
Subject: FW
By the way, I knew you had to get to the video store yesterday, but I wanted to ask you how Michelle was doing. Last I heard was you thought she was having a breakdown before you went to Florida.
2007
From: Mary Greer
Date: December 19, 2007 10:52 AM
To: Marc Charles
Subject: FW: Friday the 21st MORE
Just talked to Malcolm—he can’t do Sunday so will see me and the kids and dad on Friday night. What time on Sunday—do you just want to come here and hang out? And do you mind if I ask Michelle to come? I think she would like to see you.
From: Marc Charles
Date: December 19, 2007 10:55 AM
To: Mary Greer
Subject: RE: Friday the 21st MORE
How about Sunday afternoon around 2 pm? Just a get together to say hello and give the kids some gifts? If Michelle is sober, that’s fine; if she isn’t, I think we need to team up and tell her to leave. I’ll drive her home if need be.
From: Mary Greer
Date: December 19, 2007 11:43 AM
To: Marc Charles
Subject: RE: Friday the 21st MORE
Sunday at 2 is fine. I don’t think I will ask Michelle at all—asking her to leave is really not an option in front of the kids.
From: Marc Charles
Date: December 19, 2007 11:50 AM
To: Mary Greer
Subject: RE: Friday the 21st MORE
Ok, 2 pm is good - I’ll be there. As I mentioned earlier, Christine’s staying close by her mother this weekend because of her father, so it will just be me this year. As far as Michelle is concerned, I haven’t seen her all year, but Dad tells me she has obvious issues these days. I’d be glad to see her, but I don’t want to pretend everything is fine if she’s obviously not sober while I’m there. If you think it’s too risky to invite her, then I’m fine with that. I hope that makes some sense.
From: Marc Charles
Date: December 20, 2007 12:03 PM
To: Mary Greer
Subject: RE: Friday the 21st MORE
My suggestion would be to give her a chance by inviting her . . . If she’s not in good shape, I will quietly let her know she isn’t fooling anyone and suggest she do the right thing by going home. There doesn’t need to be a scene.
From: Mary Greer
Date: December 20, 2007 12:40 PM
To: Marc Charles
Subject: RE: Friday the 21st MORE
Let me mull on this for a bit. I really don’t think if you say something to her there is any way she is going to just leave quietly.
From: Marc Charles
Date: December 20, 2007 12:55 PM
To: Mary Greer
Subject: Friday the 21st MORE
I doubt there would be a scene. I’ve mentioned it to her to her face before, and she’s quietly said she had a bad night
the night before . . . Have you seen her lately? I haven’t, in months. Do you suspect there’s a good chance she’ll show up under the influence?
2008
From: Marc Charles
Date: May 5, 2008 9:59 AM
To: Mary Greer; Malcolm Charles
Subject: Michelle
Here’s a place that could provide us with a trained intervention counselor:
http://www.serenity.org/intervenestrategies.htm
They are having an intervention specialist call me back this afternoon. I will let you know how it goes.
From: Mary Greer
Date: May 5, 2008 10:08 AM
To: Marc Charles; Malcolm Charles
Subject: RE: Michelle
She is seeing her doctor at 11:30 this morning. Would not let me go–*completely* overwrought/nearly hysterical. She is going to call me after it is over and tell me what the doctor recommends. If we don’t think it is adequate, I think we move forward with an intervention.
From: Marc Charles
Date: May 5, 2008 10:17 AM
To: Mary Greer; Malcolm Charles
Subject: RE: Michelle
Her psychiatrist you mean? That guy (Wilford?) in the city she used to see?
From: Mary Greer
Date: May 5, 2008 10:17 AM
To: Marc Charles
Cc: Malcolm Charles
Subject: RE: Michelle
No, he died about five years ago. She is seeing her primary care doctor; she is going to need referrals for whatever is decided (outpatient, hospitalization, whatever). She is also going to ask to be referred to another psychiatrist.
From: Marc Charles
Date: May 5, 2008 10:30 AM
To: Mary Greer
Cc: Malcolm Charles
Subject: RE: Michelle
Good . . .
The intervention counselor called me back; she seemed well-informed and competent. The intervention would involve two prep
meetings of two hours each (without Michelle), and then the intervention meeting itself with Michelle (maybe another couple of hours).
She had some interesting insight, such as using a more objective
relative (such as Liam) as the intervention chairperson, and having everyone read pre-written letters to Michelle at the meeting (rather than ad-libbing it).
The cost would be $200 per hour; and we would expect to need about six hours to conduct the whole process (or $1200).
This is not a prohibitive cost from my perspective; Malcolm, let me know what you think. Mary, I know you are buried in the kids’ school costs so don’t worry about it for now.
The woman is sending more details to me via e-mail today, which I will forward to you both. I suggest we have Plan B primed and ready to go if Michelle’s own efforts look like they are misguided.
From: Marc Charles
Date: May 5, 2008 10:33 AM
To: Mary Greer
Cc: Malcolm Charles
Subject: RE: Michelle
One other note on the intervention process . . . The counselor also said the two prep meetings and the intervention itself could be conducted over a long weekend, for example starting with a Friday night prep meeting and finishing up with the intervention meeting itself on Sunday or Monday. Malcolm: that might enable you to participate without missing too much work time.
From: Malcolm Charles
Date: May 5, 2008 10:38 AM
To: Marc Charles; Mary Greer
Subject: RE: Michelle
That cost is fine with me - a long weekend would be great. If the prep can’t be over a long weekend, I can come up for at least one of the prep meetings and of course the intervention itself; and I think Liam chairing is a good idea. What is important, I think, is to ask what we do if/when Michelle shows up, realizes what we’re doing, and simply leaves/refuses to participate. Also, if by some miracle she stays in