Scattered Resistance V6 Below the Thermocline

By Wetdryvac

Scattered Resistance v6 Below the Thermocline assesses the concept of self destruction, depression, and an amusement at the structures of angst. Self mocking, grinding at times, its attention is focused primarily on that trivialized - a sense of self.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Lulu.com
• Release date: Apr 22, 2020
• ISBN: 9781716049996

Wetdryvac

Wetdryvac: A non-gendered mechanical contrivance designed specifically for interactions with humans driven by preconception, with the thus-far successful goal of rendering such preconceptions wompsie-sideways. Currently operating out of New England, wetdryvac.net, and similarly friendly locales.

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Scattered Resistance V6 Below the Thermocline

Scattered Resistance V6 Below the Thermocline

Copyright: 1992

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Blindness

February 11, 1992

again

as always

to the one who knows

there was a time

not long ago

when my vision of ultimate peace

was this –

to sit

arm around your shoulder

talking in the darkness

warm and warmed

eventually saying nothing

protected

I find my vision lost

an impossibility

that who is with you now

makes this unlikely to happen

and I shut it all away

never telling

I also

could never come out

could not talk

could not ask for what I wanted

even together I was apart

held only by illusion

strange

how the cycles

of want and depression

circle each other

leaving me in the middle

never quite understanding

what should have been there from the start

yet I still hope against an impossibility

illogical to the end my vision will always remain

though I wait forever

Destruction

February 21, 1992

don’t cry

don’t make it sad

it’s not that bad you see

we all must die

don’t worry

for though it is your dying hour

I will be here for you

don’t cry

it’s never worth it

you must remain strong

to fight your next forsaken battle

if you believe

that there’s a god

and you pray out all your pains to him

remember