Scattered Resistance v6: Below the Thermocline

By Wetdryvac

Scattered Resistance v6 - Below the Thermocline assesses the concept of self destruction, depression, and an amusement at the structures of angst. Self mocking, grinding at times, its attention is focused primarily on that trivialized - a sense of self.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Wetdryvac
• Release date: Dec 25, 2013
• ISBN: 9781311674791

Wetdryvac

Wetdryvac: A non-gendered mechanical contrivance designed specifically for interactions with humans driven by preconception, with the thus-far successful goal of rendering such preconceptions wompsie-sideways. Currently operating out of New England, wetdryvac.net, and similarly friendly locales.

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This is a work of fiction. All events and characters portrayed in this book are either products of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously.

Scattered Resistance v6 – Below the Thermocline

Copyright © 2013 by Wetdryvac

Originally published in 2000 by Bladerate Productions

For this Smashwords edition, all rights are reserved, including the right to reproduce this book or portions thereof in any form.

A VacHaus Press Book

Published by VacHaus Press through Smashwords

ISBN: 9781311674791

Published in the United States of America

VacHaus Press books by Wetdryvac

Scattered Resistance (v1-v7 collected)

Scattered Resistance v1 – Childhood Waning

Scattered Resistance v2 – Inversion Promised

Scattered Resistance v3 – Setting In

Scattered Resistance v4 – Settling In

Scattered Resistance v5 – Inluminal

Scattered Resistance v6 – Below the Thermocline

Scattered Resistance v7 – Revision Nation

Sequence for Drowning

Fallen Dogs

Thrall Kind

The Lists

Easthick

Weather Spirits

Blindness

February 11, 1992

again

as always

to the one who knows

there was a time

not long ago

when my vision of ultimate peace

was this –

to sit

arm around your shoulder

talking in the darkness

warm and warmed

eventually saying nothing

protected

I find my vision lost

an impossibility

that who is with you now

makes this unlikely to happen

and I shut it all away

never telling

I also

could never come out

could not talk

could not ask for what I wanted

even together I was apart

held only by illusion

strange

how the cycles

of want and depression

circle each other

leaving me in the middle

never quite understanding

what should have been there from the start

yet I still hope against an impossibility

illogical to the end my vision will always remain

though I wait forever

Destruction

February 21, 1992

don’t cry

don’t make it sad

it’s not that bad you see

we all must die

don’t worry

for though it is your dying hour

I will be here for you

don’t cry

it’s never worth it

you must remain strong

to fight your next forsaken battle

if you believe

that there’s a god

and you pray out all your pains to him

remember this

you cannot cry

you can only help yourself see

no one else to blame

and if you find there is a god

that all he does

is deals you hell

day after day

never give in

this is not what you can take a stand on

on your own

you must look around

draw your strength from those around you

for though it may me be hard today

you can survive

fate it is your fickle friend

god the one to whom you crawl

and only you can pick you up again

it’s never over ‘til you make it so

do not give in

I will be there for you

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