only 1 her
By a.g.
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hey guys, this is my first book and i want to share my journey. if you don't know me, continue to read on. i'm from the bay area, ca. my life growing up was not pretty– i grew up with inconsistent-no parents having to do life basically alone. when i was 15 i moved out into a whole new city in the east bay, ca. i was broken, lost, and lonely. i've cried a lot, prayed a lot, questioned a lot, seen a lot, felt a lot, been through a lot, written a lot. i have been writing poetry since i was six years old as my outlet. i eventually developed the courage to write about my story on how god used me. this book consists of my words that come from my heart, from 2015 till now. i talk about my testimonies which i hope it heals some wounds, opens some minds, opens some hearts. i hope it speaks to those that are in a similar place i was once in. i am the sunflower who grew from concrete, i was actually rooted underneath it all this whole time. (fun fact: not only did i write from my real p.o.v., but from many other peoples perspectives on different topics to make it as real and diverse as possible.)
let this book be your go-to when you need a reminder.
you deserve peace, healing, abundance, happiness, love, and everything great that life has to offer you. keep going. i hope my testimonies prove to you that you too can overcome your struggles, and that every sunflower must come from something. all glory to God.
put your faith in God. take your dreams serious. execute. exceed. create legacy. impact. repeat.
with love,
-abby
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This is for the ones who never got the apology for loving too hard
For the ones who were called crazy for their intuition being right
For the ones with discernment stronger than the ocean waves crashing
For the ones with a heart so forgiving as our God
For the ones full of wounds and scars
For the ones who tried to understand the person who hurt them and their reasons why
For the ones who tried to fix what they didn’t even break
For the ones who seek peace in the chaos of their mind
For the ones who pray for their healing every single night
I know your pain
I know your cries
I know your thoughts
I know it’s not in you to do them the same
I know it’s not in you to seek revenge for everything they’ve done
I know you don’t regret the love you gave
I know if you had the choice you wouldn’t even want them to know the taste
I know you’re bigger than that
I 'm sorry you were unappreciated and undervalued
I'm sorry your worth was never recognized
I’m sorry your heart was not in good hands
I’m sorry you were left when things got hard between you two
I’m sorry your voice was always silenced
I’m sorry your love was never reciprocated
I’m sorry you were made to seem as somebody you’re not for all the evidence you had
I’m sorry you were made to seem as if you did all the bad
I’m sorry you lost yourself trying to understand why
I’m sorry you forgot who you were when you looked in the mirror
Please never allow another to make you feel that way
Please allow yourself to heal
Please never stop loving
Please never stop growing
Please don’t ever settle again
you are worth more than you know
you are a reflection of the sun
you are 1 of 1
One that is made so unique
I hold space for you
I root for you
I stand for you
I will continue to speak for you
I’m sorry you never got your apology
I’m sorry you never got your closure
But I pray you allow this letter to open the door to your healing
ysbh
for those who are no longer here
who have left
or that i had to walk away from
or that are in heaven
i am still rooting for you
i still pray for you
i still love you
i wish you could experience this birth with me
i know you'd be proud
thank you for all the lessons that turned into wisdom
you were a chapter in my story of life
may you find peace along your journey
it's still love on this side
like kehlani said, you should be here.
sometimes no closure, is closure.
-don’t touch the door
the ones who birthed me
who were supposed to love me most
who were supposed to nurture me
left me
so what makes you think i need you?
-why would i beg anybody to stay in my life?
fake love
you left me in the dark
now that i’ve blossomed
you reach out to me?
daddy's little angel
i'm waving my hands
my face and body are nearly six feet under
you couldn’t hear my cries
or gasps for air
but you still saw me
what do you mean you didn’t know?
i can see that you see me drowning
if you see then you know
i'm crying out to the heavenly father above
i'm crying out to the father
i have on earth
i can’t get out of this ocean
you’re the anchor
i kinda just accept things for what they are.
what i can’t change, i leave to my God.
we lost ourselves
trying to find love in each other
i was so deep in you
you were so deep in me
wall masks
i know you
i know you like no other
more than you know you
so why’re you acting like you don't know that?
-why front?
last place
i know you told me you want to be alone
and seek the waters
so when the water gets too deep
when the sun sets and it gets dark
when the wind becomes too cold
i pray the footsteps
along the shoreline i left for you
when you started to swim
will guide you back home
sight
i have dreams of you
of us
i don't ever wanna wake up
i have visions of you
of us
and i wish you were the real you again
so you can see the bigger picture
our picture
the picture we created
sorry mother
it’s not me
it’s you
your foul energy
your ungodly soul
does not match my happiness
you are part of who i used