Break the Cycle: A Personal Journey of Overcoming OCD
By Lee williams
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My name is Lee
Having personally experienced the challenges of living with OCD and having been in relationships with individuals who also battle this mental illness, I have gained valuable insights and a deep understanding of its impact. Through my own journey, I have come to realize the importance of sharing my experiences and knowledge to help others who may be struggling or feeling isolated in their own OCD journey.
OCD, or Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder, is a complex mental health condition that manifests in various ways. It involves intrusive thoughts, obsessions, and compulsions that can significantly disrupt a person's daily life. As someone who has grappled with these intrusive thoughts and compulsive behaviors, I understand the overwhelming sense of anxiety and the seemingly endless cycle of rituals that one may endure.
In my relationships with individuals who also suffer from OCD, I have witnessed firsthand the profound impact it can have on their lives and the lives of those around them. The constant battle with irrational fears and the need to perform rituals can create a tremendous strain on personal relationships, leading to misunderstandings and challenges in communication.
However, through these experiences, I have also witnessed the resilience and strength of individuals living with OCD. It is not a weakness or a flaw, but rather a testament to the human spirit's capacity to persevere in the face of adversity. By sharing my own story and offering support, I hope to shed light on the fact that those living with OCD are not alone in their struggles.
One crucial aspect of addressing OCD is dispelling the misconceptions that surround it. Popular culture often portrays OCD in a comedic or exaggerated manner, focusing solely on cleanliness and organization. While these aspects may be present in some cases, they do not capture the full complexity of the disorder. OCD encompasses a wide range of obsessions and compulsions that can revolve around cleanliness, symmetry, contamination fears, and countless other themes.
By raising awareness and fostering a better understanding of OCD, we can help break the stigma associated with it. It is crucial to recognize that OCD is not a choice, and individuals dealing with it cannot simply "snap out of it" or control their thoughts and behaviors through willpower alone. It is a genuine mental health condition that requires empathy, support, and appropriate treatment.
Through my journey with OCD, I have also discovered the importance of seeking professional help. Therapy, medication, and various coping strategies can play a significant role in managing the symptoms of OCD and improving overall well-being. It is essential to encourage individuals struggling with OCD to reach out to mental health professionals who specialize in treating this condition.
Lets carry on this journey together
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Break the Cycle - Lee williams
Real Life
Real life- that’s what I am talking about here, not a definition in a book or website. I want to put across my personal thoughts and experiences that span across fifteen years. I started writing this when I was twenty seven and now, at the ripe old age of forty three, I’m finishing it. So you’ll find there are sections of the story that switch between my past and the present. I’m not trained or an expert, but I am someone who has lived in depth with OCD.
I have suffered from OCD and have been in relationships with people who have also suffered with this mental illness. Therefore, I feel that I might be able to help, even if it is just enlightening on certain facts or raising awareness that you aren’t alone out there.
I recently posted a letter in an OCD forum talking about how I have lived with others suffering from OCD and how this is just as difficult as having OCD yourself. To my amazement, I got over twenty replies straight away. Most of these were from those who have friends and loved ones gripped by this mental illness.
I noticed a lot of desperation in those letters. Like me, these people were at their wits end; not knowing what to do, where to turn or how to help the ones they loved. I replied to each email personally, talking about their problems and suggesting ways to help and I’ve included some of these letters at the end of the book.
It’s easy to look on the internet and get a definition of OCD but in my opinion these definitions have their limitations. Often, they don’t really help, seeming a little impersonal and even scary and it’s one of the reasons I decided to write this. I wanted to try and shine a light to show there are people like you out there, the sufferers of OCD and those who are close to the sufferers.
What is OCD?
First things first , what is OCD? It is short for obsessive-compulsive disorder . The International OCD foundation describes it as, a mental health disorder that affects people of all ages and walks of life and occurs when a person gets caught in a cycle of obsessions and compulsions. Obsessions are unwanted, intrusive thoughts, images, or urges that trigger intensely distressing feelings. Compulsions are behaviours an individual engages in to attempt to get rid of the obsessions and/or decrease his or her distress.
OCD takes on many forms but the distressing thoughts or images that can affect sufferers physically and mentally are usually caused by repetitive tasks and compulsions. On one level, it’s like when a song gets lodged in your head. You just can’t shake it; it plays over and over in your mind like a broken record. Over and over until it starts to drive you mad.
The repetitive song is a lot like OCD, you are plagued by the same thoughts and repeat actions, to the point where you become fully consumed both mentally and physically. You know it is all in your mind but can’t get rid of those false beliefs.
If you have OCD, it is highly likely you’re already familiar with these definitions, but I’m writing this to go beyond the defined ‘textbook’ and to look in detail at real life situations. You may know a friend who has been engulfed by obsessive thoughts. You might, like I did, also live with someone who is trapped in its cycle.
My Name Is
Lee, I am twenty-seven years old ( twenty-seven at the time of writing but now forty three and adding to this book ) and from the northeast of England.
Growing up I was a shy kid. I suffered from terrible acne throughout my teenage years which affected me in quite a dramatic way. As I lurched into those years my acne decided to get much worse. Looking back now as a grown man I can see this is where I really started to struggle with my appearance and when the first signs of a very personal battle with OCD started to show up in my life.
I’m grateful to have had an amazing relationship with my grandparents and most weekends would spend time with them. My grandma had a makeup case that she’d carry around everywhere, using it to freshen up her face from time to time. On one occasion it had been left out and I couldn’t help but look through the makeup. I felt so desperate about the state of my skin that I took some and applied it to cover up my acne. It must have looked really odd to my grandparents, their teenage grandson emerging with a contoured face! I remember them noticing and my grandad’s voice carrying in from the second room, Is Lee wearing your makeup? Why is he doing that?
I was mortified and felt too embarrassed to tell them the real reason I had done it.
From that day on I never used my grandma’s makeup again, but I did find a concealer stick from the chemist instead. It was yet another embarrassing situation for me, a teenage boy in the nineties buying makeup. But I figured it was less embarrassing than the humiliation of my own grandparents watching me walk around covered in blusher dots too brown for my face. My grandma favoured a deep, almost mahogany coloured tone of makeup and I was quite light skinned, so the overall effect was to kind of make me look cheetah-like. No wonder they seemed a little shocked as I walked into