Only God Has And Knows The Answers

By Cecilia Hood Ceewee

First uno and foremost thank -U- all glory be to God/and his magnificent son Jesus.
About the book.
As I stated somewhere in these stories turned testimonies, when the thought crossed my mind to write the newly fashioned devotional book, whether I was watching television, eating or doing some female stuff, bathing dressing, getting to mama’s or chilling on our front porch, should I wear this or that? The ensemble was well put together. I did not feel like trying to know if I could style my hair this way or that, and left it to its own mind, and went forward in the day. And after checking me out @ home, and then again for confirmation quickly checking me out as I passed someone’s parked car, and accepted for eternity you are a negro gypsy hippy bottomline, leave your hair as it is. It crossed my mind again, that you should write something concerning the new diversity and arguabaly that has actually been around since the beginning of time. Who is straight? Who is lgbtq? And whose business is it really? Not talking to myself yet out loud thoughts escaping my mind, and sheba baby was ignoring me she’d heard enough earlier. And you have enough praying concerning your own, and 14% give and take a % of us have had our shared experiences, male and female, and still thankful to have conceived and birth children, hello & hello. So yes, really speaking for the females in our family.Then it crossed my mind that I understood the difference between this and that and of the universe 40% of diseases and hopefully sooner than later cures.. Well we’d all have to go back to the beginning of time to hopefully understand just how many diseases occurred in the land of purity. God's creation. Humans mess up. Only he knows and has the answer to what the words read. Personally I am good where I am in 2023. Oh my goodness gracious! God/Jesus got my attention early right about 2:30 am. Write what you are reading, and I was not nor will be the only one to wonder, or write about the touchy topic and you have experience, and have read Romans 1 uno:26 vienta y seis, and I laughed, cried and smiled and did some mellow shouting. I prayed he would answer and here we are. Inspired specifically by, and through Christ the one who created it and us all. Here we are, please enjoy every word and with much understanding. Continually praying for ourselves and as many as our hands, and hearts can handle. Peace and peacefulness unto us all peace on earth and more unity around the universe.

• Language: English
• Publisher: AuthorHouse
• Release date: Jun 29, 2023
• ISBN: 9798823008464

Cecilia Hood Ceewee

First uno and foremost thank -U- all glory be to God/His magnificent son Jesus. About the author. With an 11th once grade education this is what they have brought through me. —----You guessed it right, other than being above ground, and what you are reading. And then cumulation of over 9-10 voluntary & mandatory continued education programs led to, two dos computer certificates 1999, & 2010 during the addiction, over 15 quince years retired experience from the medical field, other than being the best nurse and f/back office medical office assistant no credentials. Some of you know what I mean. Certificate opens doors less than more credentials open, Jesus is a door opener regardless of, two dos school districts Oakland & Sacramento, plenty of fun and enjoyment. A few jobs in between to get past some really whatever, I knew I could use basically some positive in me, when it became me our Lord and sneaky spirit of satan and in the addiction still and really..use a check. Hallelujah!!. What more will they do for you?. Get busy. I am still thankful for God/Jesus who placed me in the family he knew was for me, and & me for them. Mother Father added parents, I am very much thankful for each one of the children & grandchildrens he has blessed me with, and believe and wish and pray for each of their fathers/daddies well. Siblings, relatives, friends or two dos. I am very much thankful and appreciative for those that the Lord used to help me understand during my special ed. Teaching position grades K - 12th, me speaking what I sometimes hear from those that taught me, hey…bilingual will be needed one way or another, in these ever changing times, no matter race creed mainly due to the diversity, and changes concerning many and new languages for many local & international. A wall won't do it, a fence won't do it, yet the hands of Christ. (Genesis chapter 11) Christ already predestined it, different languages then and now. And definitely not last or least thanks to the special educated children, I thought I was teaching and they taught me. Yes oh….. yes there is a need to repeat, they taught me! These Spanish words. I do my best to hold on….remember and use especially at home. And thanks to all of the staff that has made time to assist with the manuscript, now our book, thank ya! Dear Lord for us all doing our best to be helpers of one another. Thankful and grateful.

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Published by AuthorHouse 05/12/2023

ISBN: 979-8-8230-0847-1 (sc)

ISBN: 979-8-8230-0846-4 (e)

Library of Congress Control Number: 2023909117

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G OOD MORNING!…. MY JE…SUS!! GOOD morning!…. My Lord….. Good morning!….. My savior…... King Of it all!….

For this is the day that the Lord has made….. I shall rejoice and be glad…. in it, be glad in it.

For I just! Can’t begin to tell you…. how good he’s been to me..he’s been so good he sat my soul free….. I know….. he didn’t bring me….. this far just to leave…...e, e.. Me.

Good morning!….. my Jesus….. Good morning my Lord king….. of it all.

So.. you think!…. you think…. that you can’t make it, through, oooo.. and ... you….. feel….like all.. hope..all hope is gone.. is gone, red, white black, purple yellow and green…. you feel like all hope is gone….So….. why don’t you! Just remember…God cares for you….. and he knows….. he knows what is best for you…..hallelujah! He cares…He cares….. He cares…..ooooo….he cares for…you for you!….Oh…so you think you…… that you can’t make it though…. you can make it through and…. you feel like all hope is rising up! Yes it is….you feel like all hope is no longer gone bye bye…… bye bye….. he cares for you….and he knows what’s best for you..

So….. you think you can’t make it through sometimes….. we do, remember!.... God cares for you… red, white black, purple yellow and green ….and he knows…he knows there is a winner in you!!…..Good God! He cares for you…Jesus knows just how much you can bare, so don’t ever give up! Don’t you ever give in.. why don’t you trust God. Why don’t you trust God over and over…. to give him a little more time because Jesus cares for you…. I Know he cares, if you’re ruined and need someone special…. try Jesus he’ll wrap you up in his arm and make you feel…. so…. good. Starting all over again it’s only material. Let go, let God.

So why don’t you remember….. God and his son cares….. for you…and he knows…. just how much you!….. can bare….. Give them….. a little more time because they care for you… you…. you you… and you… and me…. too, if you’re ruined and need someone special…. try Jesus. He will wrap you up in his arms and make you feel so special. Jesus knows. Winners babies winners!!.

So don’t you ever give up! Don’t ever give in! Why don’t you trust God, trust him! Over…. and over!.... give em… a little more time he knows there’s…. a winner in you

Good morning, good morning! My fellow brotherman and sistergirl, And what a good morning it is. I and shebababy were blessley awake on the other side of the mountain this great morning, here in Dunnigan Ca. The place where many are happy, thankful and with a tad bit less drama, and most of all finally, finally! Growing together, accepting diversity, cultural acceptance, not just a farming town anymore, being headed by Hispanice and or Mexican, doing just as the Lord has blessed them to do love care of family and be head of the council concerning farming is near excellent simply because they out there in love, pride and strive, making sure some of the everything about foods, vegetables and fruits, are excellent in nutrients and growth for the people, by the people. Let’s stay thankful. So far we have all been put here for some kind of excellence when it comes to things. (Things). And they are the people, are!! Out there in those fields bright early in the mornings, across the great plains and lands of the universe preparing and growing what I know I like and thankful, vegetables and fruits. Not just them anymore, during C19 we witnessed many anticipating the thought, oh yes! Once it comes to past, we, them they, you me us, will be more supportive of those doing the job and duties for many, that just may have pass the job up, concerning oh no it is a field of work, dust dirt grime, much sun, winds rain, yeah…. buddy yet we all are tasting of the goodness from that field of work. That field of work by hard working hearts and hands that we may enjoy something nice, and eattable called vegetables and fruits. Keep up your great work. I know you don’t need my permission, stay proud of yourselves, and try to always remember Mr. Cesar Chavez 03/31/1927 - 04/23/1993 Are not in vain nor unheard, he led the marches that were for people & farming rights, across America. And most still in war over land, and just to think he risked his life for what most of us are eating right now on a sandwich, lettuce tomato, or is it tomoto?

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Actually it was still considered a vegetable, it was a culture shock years of being raised through the health classes of the 1800’s just to be scientifically proven, and! Declared a fruit by Supreme Court Judge Mr. Horace Gray 1893. As for 1966 - 1977 we were still being taught to believe and know a tomato was a tomato, what a shock!! It is a fruit. Especially in our family we felt the need to sprinkle salt on the tomato, or it had to be in a salad, all the while the adults continually helped us to understand the healthiness, and delicousness of a tomato. Matter a fact, our children eat tomatoes like never before. No salt, not always in a salad, has helped us to believe differently. I must have at least two dos pounds of tomatoes, even if it means sometimes lacking a gallon of milk. ½ gallon does just fine, still good for the bones, and our muscular system. I now understand tomatoes are just as important for the eyes, and brain and also include potassium. Future scientists stay ready, vegetables are just as important as meat. They both for whatever our Lord’s reason were, meat and vegetables is a hand in hand situation called the very basics of food, when many other things seem to be lacking. And it’s now that we introduced the tomato as a fruit. Stay thankful for every generation the Lord shows something to be learned, and much understanding even if it took over 100 years he makes what will be with him with us, no one can be against us, yes even in the farming departments called life, love and liberties. Vegetable soups carrot sprouts spinach here there, a seed for cucumbers with help of vinegar easily converting into a pickle. And the vegetable that can easily become a plant that seems to be just a potato french or american.

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How about some fries or mashed potatoes? For those that may be interested, put a potato in a topless jar or plant pot and dirt, like preparation for any other plant, and watch the Lord work it right into a plant. I learned about the potato plant by accident. It had to do with laziness and spending unnecessary money, I bought potatoes yet for whatever other reason I never felt the need to bake, broil or fry the potatoes/ I would buy instant potato or buy from fast foods and most of the time our potatoes were fried by a sibling or relative, that assisted me with the childrens childcare, babysitting, and one moment in time it was in my second apartment I look inside the lower cabinet for something, and when I opened the doors I instantly screamed and yelled, and while leaping backward my childs father ran into the kitchen, what is it?! What’s wrong?! Look, look! What?! Look at what? That, right there, looked like the potatoes we had. The potato had taken roots and had tiny green leaves. We threw them away, and thought nothing else of it, many years later while visiting immi and her family, we were talking about planting and how it is her, our mother, cousin and brother has the green thumb. And oh…. I wished and once or twice prayed for the green thumb. So that I may constantly beautify our homes with nature’s indoor beauty, plants, and as she continues talking and helping me to understand it is all in patience. And God’s hands. Excuse me immi, it’s been some years since I threw away some potatoes that looked like scary wary roots and all, were forming into plants, she excitedly responded, girl!! That was probably your chance to start planting. That’s what it was ; God would let you know if you have the planting hands or not. We both sorta giggled, she was serious and I guess I was still getting over the initial shock of the potato, and throwing them away. Always at his best as only God knew, and for the people. Nope, not just a few doing the do anymore, and now growing together. Whether or not the citizens of this rural, country town Dunnigan Ca. truly accepted it or not. The council also started to listen, hear and understand no one can keep the works of God/Jesus from happening, or let’s just accept starvation, not I. Therefore once our family learned through a few already stable residents, aye…. y’all that are new from the city to this somewhat southern town, located in north california, if you want we can show you all where you can pick free vegetables and fruits, no cost? No cost. We were there before those that wanted to show us, giggling, yep watermelons cantaloupes, dew melons plums, red green orangish apples. Tomatoes white and yellow green stem onions, a field of joy, pure joy! And more joy, and we did not have to spend a penny, least a dollar on all that shopping from a few fields of vegetable and fruit, and even though then 1984, 85.44% of us moved to the country, is how our family perceived & received it all. Joy. It was all for the good and goodness, so of course we climbed some trees with our children, and some of the new people in our lives needed to release that kind of joy somehow. Skirts pants dresses we had a ball being so welcome. A rural, country town that did their best to keep out a duper yallmart from being built, got everyone’s attention and that is when our Lord used many to be ready to not only the farmland owners and employees, we all began to understand the need for someone to do the work. Thank ya!. A rural country town, that would be recognized in the mid two thousands and now on the map. As of 1985 population 750 as of 2023 population over 10,000 are we getting the drift? Unity will always outweigh silliness and bullcone when concerning us the people, regardless of race, creed and foods.

Dunnigan a rural country town, sun rising between trees, walnut almond trees, orange apple lemon and grapefruit trees, birds chirping and singing, butterflies swiveling round, and round, oh how wonderful the sweet country sounds, that has been a great part of our lives. I can now say to me and those of you who wonder about visiting the country and /or living in it, it is all about God’s peace and peace of mind. It is probably one of the greatest parts of I/our being, my family, as far as being born in the city, mostly raised in the city, and to move to the country definitely partied and worked not as hard as our maternal grandparents, yet worked just as hard as we could in order to collect a well earned, and deserved paycheck. City life & Country life.

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And as of the past fifteen quince years as all over the universe nothing new concerning places, spaces and things will ever stay the same. Will you all please pray for the residents/residence and what once was a somewhat very peaceful, peaceful small rural country town, pray, as of lately concerning the few murders, the newly cannabis, and some prostitution. Speaking for me and mine. Job 1:12 thank you Lord for the good, and yes Satan for testing us, not us always for the good, much more loving, working, employment and family making, and sometimes working the night away nope not as employment wasn’t us anymore. And very thankful, laughing, giggling, smiling and 1 uno a, a tear. Surely and surely growing into a city give and take some years to come. We cannot stop God/Jesus happy good bad sad changes for their reasons, and then ours. Thank you mama and pop for allowing us to throw ourselves onto y’all coat tails, station wagon, train plane, something like granny on the beverly hillbillies y’all coming? No, nope uh uh….see ya later folks, come on something new no, we lovin the city living, no hidden oils turned gold, dollars, and Mr. Drysdale’s money hungry self they just could not get him and his wife to eat the possums and chicken feet, and grits gravy and frogs. Character or not, and just why was Jethro so hungry for women? And in reality and or fiction characters it would seem the beauty Elliemay would have been written as hungry for man, great writing really somewhat reasonable the youngman in the wealthiest family in L.A was not as interested in money, and the beauty was not as interested in men all..her and her pets basically had control of some of the show, a new pet each episode had to love it we did. Mmmmm.. he would have traded the family fortune for we know what (P) we appreciate you giving us some chance to hope for better and do better, more than most parents/uncle & aunty would have left right there at the curb, giving us and our children a new start.. And….It’s clock out time. I’m ready yes I am, you ready? Yes I am. Wait a minute! Girl... wait a minute, did you make sure to change every bed that needed changing and wasn’t occupied this week, and make up every bed that was just brought in? Yes I did, what about the beds that we are to keep ready, made up, and presentable, just in case someone else is admitted to the home? Done, did you make sure the linen closet was restacked with freshly clean linen? Yes I did, the laundry attendant brought up the freshly cleaned linen, towels, sheets, blankets, bibs and some electric blankets for the clients that like to be warm at all times, especially during the late evenings, and nights. She was kind enough to bring the linen right after our lunch break, cool. And onto the races the refreshing course of it all, getting home, bathing, oh me oh my... I think I think, I am tired from such a busy day, that is what my mind and body seems to be shouting out and saying, girl you are tired! Go home, get fresh, and right to relaxing, relaxation or just rest, no need to dance the night away.

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Yeah right!. I am still in my youth just now making twenty one veintiuno and ready ready, ready get on your march get set and go, go go! And have some fun while dancing the night away. Along the ride home all that was flooding my then boggled mind, was truth be told you didn’t think as much at seventeen diecisiete, will you get in the club or not? Nah nah… all you knew and understood clubbing is calling me, and I do believe I am ready and steady, to shake my thang, on top of that my groove thang. And not like the ole and chicken wing. I would first uno have to wait on the rooster who gets it started, even the rooster and whole hearted. Hey... there miss henny, how do you do? I am being as much a lady as God has also allowed me to be and do. Hey…. Mr. Rooster, I have heard through the grapevine all about you and of your cock-a-doodle-do. I am alright just a little tight, been doing what I could to stay from being too close to the wood, that is usually in the folks shed, right there, right there! What Are you chatting about Miss Henny? My comfort zone, my bed, is where the owner of this land continuously lays & stack the wood that is near my bed. Why not stack it near the hay?It may not be much room for you, oh…. don’t worry yourself miss henny, us roosters have no troubles when it comes to the ole cock and doodle do. And it, and me getting ready for you. With all due respect there will be some lovin going on, that’s the main reason our Lord made time to create us, hens and roosters he wants us to love, and be fruitful, being about his business and quite dutiful. I do agree with you mr. Rooster some lovin and get our chickadees in the oven, why thank you miss henny that we both agree. Oh…rooster rooster, hey lady and our sweet chickadees I risk stepping across all that grass, that asphalt, someone was talking was it your owner or mine? I am not sure if it was mine or yours, it was mine he said mr. rooster to your owner, he was slipping through the gate again, mr rooster. It is a wonder for us to become good friends. No he hasn’t yes he has, "No he hasn’t, yes he has. My mouth is closed please continue on. We shall see about that, now shall we? What, what is that? Oh how beautiful oh how wonderful, these our own sweet sweet sweet chickadees. What you say, what you say mr. rooster? Oh you are not wearing your hearing aid lady, not right now I am good, alrighty I do believe we both can agree, and get busy conceiving some sweet, sweet sweet! Precious chickadees. Looking over there looks like you were busy with that henny too…oh don’t blame it on the sunshine only on the boogie. I got busy, don’t let your mind get fizzy. In the great scheme of things, mind boggling, will I be questioned about my age? Hope not, will they want to see an identification, showing I am of club age twenty one vientdecicisiete. Oh yes dear at the club before you got in the opening doors, front, side or back you were already popping your fingers, stomping your feet, jamming miss lady to the disco beat, hey!!… what it do, what it do? Just what it is supposed to do, sooth the mind, warm the heart, and and the soul connects every part. Dance baby dance! Until the early light. I really believed it was just for you, and you were rapping and tapping and singing to just about every rap, and song, yes in deedy you were right there getting your groove on... to the break of dawn. What will I wear, a dress,