The Stories Behind My Scars
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The Stories Behind My Scars - Thulisile P Mbatha
© 2021 Thulisile P Mbatha. All rights reserved.
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Published by AuthorHouse 02/17/2021
ISBN: 978-1-6655-8612-2 (sc)
ISBN: 978-1-6655-8611-5 (e)
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Contents
10 Years
64 Cuts
A Mess
All I wanted
Alone
Amusing
Appreciation
Awesome Five
Back
Be yourself
Beautiful
Beloved
Biggest Regret
Broken
Broken down
Daily Questions?
Darkness
Death 1
Death 2
Death 3
Deep Down
Deeper
Depression
Describe Me
Different
Disappear
Do Not
Do you!
Do You
Do you?
Don’t be deceived
Emotions
Enough
Ever
Everyday
Faded
Failure
Fake love
Father’s Love
Fear
Feelings
Fine
Fire in my soul
Friends are Fake
Foundation and Walls
Gentle
Good and Bad Times
Good Days
Happily
Happiness 1
Happiness 2
Hate
Heart and Mind
Her Trust
Hurt Me
Hurt you
How I feel
How Much
I!
I am Sorry
I can’t
I don’t
I love you
I miss you
Inner Beauty
It’s about you only
It hurt’s
It Hurt’s
Judging
Learning
Left for
Let Him Go
Life
Life Test
Lonely
Love
Loved
Love Dies
Love Hurt’s
Me to her
Meant!
Melted
Mistake in Life
Mommy
Months of the Year
Move-On
My
My Anger
My beloved ones
My best
My best friend
My Coldness
My Cut
My Death
My first kiss
My heart
My Journey
My life
My love for you
My Memories
My Pain 1
My Pain 2
My Scars
My shame
My tears
My thoughts
My true love
My World
Myself
Nightmare
Nobody
Not Friends
Old Me
Pain
Painful Facts
Painless
Pearl’s Fear!!!
Peace
Perfect
Played
Poetry
Promised
Questions?
Real Meaning
Regret!
Remind Me
Rewind and resume
Road Trip
Sadness
Scars
Season of friends
Set Free
Some
Somethings
Sometimes
Soul
Suicide
Speaking Up
Take Me
Thank You
The Day
Too Many Questions! (TMQ)
Truly
Truth be Told
True Friend
Unconditional love
Unknown
Useless
War of soul
We
When I see you
Why
Why
Why I cut
Why I love you
Words Hurt
Why love!
Worst Nightmare
Years
You
You are beautiful
You killed her
Your
Your Heart
Your words
About the Author
My name is Thulisile Pearl Mbatha I am 17 years old. I was born on the 14 May 2003 in Mpumalanga. I currently live with my grandmother in Gauteng. I lost both my parents when I was very young. I have two older brothers. I suffer from Clinical depression; which I have had for 6 years, for the past 6 years I have been cutting myself. I have had a really rough childhood I was abused and bullied. So many times, I tired getting help but I always got judged because many people believed that people like me either have satanism or want attention. I began writing poems in 2016 which was a way for me to express my emotions. I don’t always allow my depression to get the best of me. I love and care for everyone.
47346.png10 Years
It’s been ten years
but
it feels like 10 days!
It’s been ten years
since I
last saw your smile,
heard your laughter!
It’s been ten years
but I
still can’t get over that you are
gone forever!
Never to see you again, to
create new memories
together!
It’s been ten years but I
still can’t put you
in the past but rather in the present!
It’s been ten years and
the memories we created
and shared still haunt!
It’s been ten years and
I still miss you!
47346.png64 Cuts
She broke her record,
she out numbered
her competition!
Her 64 cuts made her
smile wilder than anyone
has ever made
her smile!
The dripping of blood from
each cut,
made her body feel lighter!
The numbness of the pain
gave her so much
satisfaction!
Her fresh wounds made
her, realize
this is her life!
Her 64 cuts were the
best thing
that had happened to her!
47346.pngA Mess
My life is a mess!
Why do I have to dwell?
in the future, when
I can dwell in the past!
My past is my future,
it keeps me alive!
My future has become a
misty path!
I have survived dwelling in,
my sorrow and tears!
I have survived all my cuts
and heartbreaks!
My life does not move on,
from the past, but,
stays in the past instead!
My life may be a mess but,
at least I am still,
living!
I may have wanted to
commit suicide so many times!