Just Poems
By Larry Logan
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Just Poems is a journal of mental illness, depression, self-harm (cutting), alcoholism, suicide, and abusive relationship, and spiritual crisis. It is not all darkness though. Two sections of the book contain various random poems of a more lighthearted nature.
These are not my poems. They belong to you, the reader. How you respond to a poem, what it means for you, is your experience that is different than my experience writing it. Also, they do not exist unto themselves. Each one is like a tree unaware that it is. When a poem is ready for birth, it talks to me, and I write it. It is just a poem, like a tree is just a tree. There are no good or bad treesjust trees, just poems.
Larry Logan
In 1951, Larry Logan was born and grew up in Tacoma, Washington. Larry has worked as a house painter, an elementary special education teacher, a custodian, a drug and alcohol counselor, and a life coach. Today he is retired, living in Vancouver with his wife, Tami. Larry began writing poetry in high school, the usual dribble that teenagers write, and continued to write on and off since. In 2008, after a divorce and loss of employment due to mental/emotional illness, Larry began writing daily as an expression of his personal journey from darkness to light. Larry likes to study the history of Christianity and development of its doctrines. He practices mindfulness and centering meditation.
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Just Poems - Larry Logan
Copyright © 2015 by Larry Logan.
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CONTENTS
DARK PLACES
Buddha Was Right
Ecclesiastes 4:2
Every Damn Else Thing There Is
I Don’t Understand
I Know Depression
I Tried To Live Today
I Would Sleep Better And Laugh
It Just Seems That Way
Just Under Enough To Breathe
Left For Dead
Like A Chain-Link Fence
Like Air
Malignant
Not Right Now Today
Not Worth The Dream
One Hell Of A Choice
Pessimist
Quiet Like A Coffin
Rape Me Again In My Cage
Scratches And Scars
Sometimes I Cut Myself
What Do You Do When?
The Next Dark Day
The Other Side Of Insane
The Sentence Is
The Thought Of Death Is Sweet This Morning
When?
These Lies Are True
Wednesday Morning
What I Have Always Been, Am Now, And Will Always Be
GOD STUFF
A God-Awful Plan
A Problem With What People Believe
A Simple Promise
Control-Alt-Delete, Lord
God Is For Believing
Gods Or Not
He Never Told Us
I Had My Chance
I In The Father, And He In Me
Idol Worship
If To Hell I Go
In Love And Fresh Light
It Rains Or It Doesn’t
Jesus Is Not The Moon
No Real Choice
Not For Today
Prayer
There Is A Gigantic Problem With What 2.1 Billion People Believe Is The Perfect Plan
Satan Says
Screwed
Should Have Thought It Through Before You Said It
So I Can Bleed
Soul’s Journey Home: Revelation 4:11
Stories And Myth
That I Should Have A Soul
The Ones You Love
They Do Not Care About Demons In Me
Is Victory For Breakfast?
When Did Jesus Repent?
When I Stray To Dark Places
INSIDE ALCOHOLISM
Alcoholics Anonymous
Alcoholics Are Lonely
Call It A Night
For Young Katherine
Hops And Barley
It’s Called Relapse
Loss Of Control
Not Alone There
On Board
One Day
One Way To Live
Raving Again In The Early Am
Three Ways To Quit
When I Am Drinking
Whirlwind
Worms That Wiggle Within
PEOPLE
A Line In Song Of Songs
A Make-Believe Date
Abused
Barb
But Still Cannot
Captivating
Empty The Next Day
Her New Bedroom
I Am Lonely Too
Barbara
I Cry With You
I Swear I’ll Stop Loving Her
It Hurts To Love You
Let Die The Dream
Like Buddha
Marie
May It Be Me
Not Here With Me Today
Slow Dancing With Cheryl
Soft In Spirit And Form
The End Of Your Days
To C5 Dripping
Vengeance
Victim
Walking Back
Weekly Christian Singles Group
VARIOUS POEMS 1
A Mouse In The House
Amy Ann
Annie Dog
Assuming I Am The First
Beach
Big Wet
Chasing The Wind
Decision
Do Not Look (07/06/10)
Free Like Blood
Furbish
Grace
Hell Is Alone
Hell Is Mute
I Will Buy One On Sale At Walmart
Lorazepam
More Of The Same Again Today
Not Depression Someday Maybe
Only One Arm
Pond
Progress
Strong Wind
Survival Assistance
Things Get Wet
Tree
When I Am A Small Airport
When I Am Rain
Word
X
VARIOUS POEMS 2
Am I Dead Yet?
Angels And Demons
Battlefield
Better I Lick Evening Slugs
Better Than I
Borderline Personality Disorder
Counsel For Life
Dear Mr. Kierkegaard
Echoes
Exit Strategy
Free Gifts
Guided Meditation
Instructions On Burning Leaves In Western Washington
Just A Little Snow
No Director In Sight
No One Seeks God
Not Of The Few
One Hell Of A Choice
Something Happened
Soul For Sale
Stroke
The Prayer
This Is Not Good
To The Future
Too Fat To
Vortex Energy
Wheel
Who Said That
DARK PLACES
BUDDHA WAS RIGHT
I have peeled my onion self to the core
That is, I think I have, probably, maybe.
I am most likely mistaken as always.
Weekly therapy sessions two and three hours
Digging, digging deeper and deeper
Pulled through knot holes,
Emotional garbage, conceptual crap,
Challenged to look at negative thoughts,
Self-defeating behaviors
That perpetuate failure and failure again.
I fall freely inner space,
Often resistant, unwilling to look at the
Crap and pain and self-perpetuation
Of more than dysfunction, rather
Determination to stay stuck and
Always, evermore playing games, games
Games of help me, poor me, poor me.
Night. The close of another day wasted
Unless this trash I write is a thing at all.
This can’t go on but it will.
I cannot, will not leap beyond long
Established negativity although I am
On the edge.
Damn my quest for myself to find.
Damn, and damn again that I want to be well,
To be integrated, to stand on the
Other shore complete in myself and whole.
I hate therapy, although I have never come
This far to stand on the verge of
Health smooth and refined, not a slave to
Emotions flinging back and forth
Smashing into a brick wall, a mountain,
A climb to ascend to the peek where
Healthy people laugh and