Gray Divorce, Silver Linings: A Woman's Guide to Divorce After 50
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Gray Divorce, Silver Linings - Haleh Moddasser
Investments
CHAPTER ONE
Gray Divorce
Redefining the Golden Years
I had my whole life planned out at the age of fourteen, or so I thought.
I knew, for example, that I would go to college, have a career, get married, and raise a family. Like my mother, and her mother before her, I knew I would be successful in the things that really mattered to me, like my marriage and my family, as I prized these above all else.
Although I knew on some level that divorce was a risk, I never really believed it was a risk for me. In my mind, divorce happened only to those women – you know, the ones who somehow couldn’t hold it all together. Maybe they had let themselves go. Or maybe they had addiction problems. Or maybe they had simply married the wrong person. Whatever the case, I knew I wasn’t one of those women. I had taken every precaution and had done everything right. I had married a man who came from a loving family, someone who had good values. He was smart and generous. He was ambitious and so was I. We had similar goals and values. We both wanted children and we both wanted to succeed. Over the course of the next ²³ years, we built a home, a family, and a life.
Then, in the summer of 2008, without warning, my husband coolly informed me that he was no longer happy.
Long pause.
Those words, so simply spoken, hung in the air for what seemed an eternity. I simply could not comprehend them. In fact, I could hardly breathe. At that moment, my life changed forever.
Somehow, I had just become one of those women. Lying face down on the bathroom floor, I contemplated the following: Would I be alone for the rest of my life? How would I protect my children? How would I take care of myself – of us?
My sense of loss was unending. I had lost my husband. I had lost my innocent view of the world. I had lost the integrity of the family we once shared. From that day forward, holidays would never be the same. Our children would be split in their allegiances and would struggle with the very meaning of the words family and home.
In addition to the overwhelming changes that accompanied my new status, I harbored an excruciating sense of shame. I would be the first divorced woman in my immigrant family. I could still hear my 4’11 mother, towering over me, pointing her finger in my face as she said those unbearable words,
I told you so."
Americans get divorced,
she would say. This was a running debate during my formative years. I would mumble something about how Americans may divorce, but the rest of the world just suffers in silence. Now, for the first time, I wondered which was worse. The destruction of the family that had taken almost 25 years to build was unfathomable to me. I wondered if my husband realized what he was giving up, or whether he understood that new
families simply cannot be manufactured.
Shocked as I was by the circumstances surrounding the end of my marriage, I should likely have seen it coming long before it did. It was my intense desire to keep my family together that blinded me to the realities of the marriage and the different values we had each embraced. In short, I had valued our family and all that it entailed: evening meals together, family game nights and trips to the zoo. Unfortunately, these were not to be. Rather, my husband had relentlessly pursued his career, taken positions in other cities, and vacationed two to three weeks a year with friends. Perhaps he, too, recognized that we had grown apart. Perhaps he, too, was lonely. Whatever the case, he continually put us
at the bottom of his priority list.
I objected, of course. And objected some more. But as the years went on, my objections increasingly fell on deaf ears, until finally, they stopped all together. More and more, I expected nothing and said nothing. Yet, with each turning of the eye, I betrayed a part of myself until, in my silence, I lost my voice entirely.
In the end, I felt I had sacrificed my youth and my soul for a failed dream. I didn’t have a vision for any future that excluded the perfect
family we had created. All I had was a painful past. In addition, I had given up my career to raise our children. How would I move forward? How would I take care of them, or myself?
Over the course of the next five years, I embarked on a journey that began with survival, but gradually, almost imperceptibly, shifted toward one of self-discovery. I began to understand that we could not only take care of ourselves, but that we could thrive. I was determined not to be defined by my divorce, particularly in the eyes of my children. They needed to understand that hardships are a part of every life, but it is our response to these hardships that defines our character. This would be an important lesson for them, and if I succeeded, it would free them to pursue their lives without worrying about me.
This is not to say that it was easy. It wasn’t. Not only was I the single parent of two teenaged children, I increasingly found myself socially isolated. I escaped to Italy for several weeks to study art, bought and renovated a historic home, and embarked on a professional career. I put myself out there,
in each and every case accepting the risk of further failure, but always hopeful that I would find meaning again.
I was the only woman I knew in this impossible situation. Who, other than my husband, would choose to start over again at this age? The answer, it turned out, was a whopping 600,000 people in 2010 alone. Even worse, based on current trends, the number of divorces over the age of 50, termed gray divorce, was expected to exceed 800,000 per year by ²⁰³⁰. Shockingly, I learned that not only was gray divorce on the rise, it was growing at more than double the rate of overall divorce in the United States. And these divorces were being initiated by women ⁶⁶% of the time. Given the emotional abandonment I had endured throughout my marriage, I could relate to this statistic.
I thought back to my grandmother’s, and even my mother’s generation: for them, divorce was simply not