Forever Mine (Part 5)

By Erica Storm

Amanda: “I don’t think I can trust Matt anymore. Everyone seems to have his attention except me. Why does he continue to see Alecia when I need him home? I’ve made up my mind. I’ve had enough of Matthew and Alecia. Whatever secrets they have together they can keep. It will be hard separating from him because I’m in love with him. If he loved me the way I love him, he would be home tonight.”

Matthew: “Amanda doesn’t trust me, and I suspect that Alecia has had a hand in how Amanda is perceiving me at this time in her pregnancy. I don’t blame Amanda for her behavior because I’m keeping secrets from her.”

• Language: English
• Publisher: Erica Storm
• Release date: Oct 2, 2015
• ISBN: 9781310268861

Erica Storm

Hi, I'm Erica Storm and I write spicy erotica and erotic romance. I have over fifty short titles and box sets to arouse your senses. If you don't have the time to invest in a long novel, you can read my short stories on the go as you wait in the checkout lines. "When you read erotica you feel alive." Happy reading!

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Chapter 1: Matthew

Amanda believes that I don’t find her attractive now that she’s pregnant and we can’t have sex the way we used to. I tried explaining to her that I’m not that man anymore, where I would need to explore sexual options to satisfy myself. She’s all that I want and crave and I find I desire her even more because she’s pregnant.

When she asked about my life with Alecia, at first I didn’t want to admit the details of our sexual activities, which crossed all boundaries for a marriage. As I peeled away the kinky details, Amanda became unsettled. I wanted to be above board with her and tell her the truth. But the truth may have harmed our relationship.

I tried explaining to Amanda what I had with Alecia wasn’t the same thing I have with her. Alecia had me bound to her through the sexual activities she encouraged. She was the one who suggested that we engage in S&M. Alecia explained that it was the only way she could feel anything. I was young and in my twenties and Alecia was a beautiful matured woman in her thirties, and what she presented to me was exciting and sexually arousing at the time, and I fell into that lifestyle.

I lived for the days when I would tie her up and take her. When I realized that it was a form of control on her part, I wanted to leave her, but Amanda came into my life and I stayed because of Amanda.

My love for Amanda brought me into the light. Looking into her big soft brown eyes and innocent face, I came to realize that I didn’t have to live in a world of sexual depravity and self-indulgence to make me feel alive.

A world of drinking and parties night and day was all that Alecia thought of or wanted. When I would wake from a drunken stupor, she would be sleeping with different men and on one occasion, a women. I let her convince me that this is how we should live. In her own words, We have to be open and free with our bodies. I went along with it because when I met her I was making more money than I expected to make in a lifetime. And I had lost my moral compass.

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