People Change Like Seasons: Trivial yet Essential Life Chapters

By Tahreem

At first, I thought I finally got over all of those life chapters while writing. But somewhere inside of me I wasn’t healed from all of that at all.

I don’t feel the same anymore.
Is It because I finally realized
That
I’ve been living for others
All this time
And not for myself..?
Was I living for others and felt happy?
Did I not live for myself all this time?
It feels like a withdrawal symptom.
How long will this last?
I want to feel again…
Do I have to live for myself for that?
But no one has ever taught me how to live. How to love me. I learned how to love others.
I learned how to live with others. For others. To make them happy, made me happy.
I never learned how to live and love myself.
Is that why I’m feeling weird? Because I want to make myself happy? Is that so?
I don’t feel the same anymore
I don’t feel different either
So, what is this feeling? Is this even a feeling? I don’t even know anymore.
Is it because of the people I have lived for? For someone like me they’d choose not to die for?
Have I lost myself by gaining you?

• Language: English
• Publisher: Partridge Publishing Singapore
• Release date: May 5, 2023
• ISBN: 9781543773125

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