My Life: My Decisions

By Juannikka Callaway

Bitch, that lil bastard aint mine! In a tale of sex, drugs, murder, and secrets, Charlie, who lives on the east side of Atlanta, gets an unexpected gifta baby with a local drug dealer who leaves her for dead! She later marries a guy from her childhood. While things look good, there is beef between her husband, brother, and babys father. As the war continues, she finds herself in the middle of it all. Through serving time, losing friends, learning secrets that were buried, and trying to survive, Charlie battles with her decisions in My Life: My Decisions!

• Language: English
• Publisher: AuthorHouse
• Release date: Jan 27, 2018
• ISBN: 9781546224518

Juannikka Callaway

I am an entrepreneur, teacher and urban novelist. I love reading and writing has become my passion.

Book preview

CALLING MAMA FOR HELP

Ring Ring…. Nope I don’t have any extra money to lend says Mary while answering the phone for her one and only daughter. Mama that’s not the reason I’m calling ok well hey baby. Well …… mama I called to tell you the good news. What? You have a car, no no a better job scratch that my baby decided to go to college. Ugh no mama Charlie rolled her eyes at the phone I’m five weeks pregnant. YOUR FIVE WEEKS PREGNANT! Yes, aren’t you excited, hell nah! excited for what? dummy you can’t afford a child and I’m not sponsoring it. Mama me and my child will be just fine, you must have forgot I do have a job. Mary Jones begins to laugh yeah you right you make $7.25 woot woot ha-ha-ha. How in the hell you expect to pay bills and raise a child off $7.25, if there’s a will MOM! There’s a way. Listens baby I’m only telling you what’s best for you and this child get an abortion PLEASE! ABORTION! No way I don’t believe in killing an innocent child and neither should you. Charlie, I don’t want you to struggle that’s right mama, tell her gone head and kill that bastard child. Calvin Jr Charlie’s little brother yells in the phone.

Calvin and Charlie are two years apart, growing up Calvin thought he was the oldest while others thought they were twins. Calvin looks exactly like Charlie just taller and more masculine looking. Boy fuck you forreal shid I’m trying to help your stupid ass out of a bad situation I told you cut that nigga off months ago. Both of yall dumb mutha fuckers shut up and listen. Yall gone respect me, cursing back and forth like I’m not on the phone. Calvin your sister swears she’s grown and has it all figured out. Little missy growny pants he’s just trying to help your dumb ass. Yep that’s right mama I was trying to be a good brother, but you know what? I’m finna go get me some money cuz STUPID doesn’t want my advice and I know how I’ma eat. Thanks for your advice mama but I’ma call you back T Baby calling. I know she’s going to tell you to keep it, lawd don’t end up like her two kids no baby daddy and living in those bullshit apartments. Aight ma, I’ma call you back damn."

Charlie clicks over for her friend. What’s up biiiiiitch!!!, T Baby says to her home girl. T Baby whose real name is Tiarah Brandy is twenty-four with twin girls Kylie and Katelyn. Brown skin, dough eyes, hips and ass for days. See T Baby is Charlie’s road dog they have literally been tight since their baby pictures. Jr has always had a crush on T Baby and the feeling was mutual, but T Baby ended up getting pregnant by a nothing ass nigga name Meechy. Meechy disappeared the day T went in labor and it’s been fuck niggas ever since. T Baby and Charlie live in the same ghetto ass apartments, but T baby live in a two bedroom in the back of the neighborhood while Charlie lives in the front.

BITCH guess what, What hoe? spill it. Girl I just found out I was five weeks pregnant. Ayeee congrats bih, ugh thanks bestie but this fuck nigga Daniel left me, then Mary and Calvin telling me to get an abortion. Look Charlie you’re my girl and I’ma tell you like this do what’s best for you. Thanks T, to be honest I want my baby, but ion won’t my child to struggle and be without a father. Look Charlie if you keep this baby you have to do what you have to do to survive boo, and there’s plenty of niggas out here willing to play daddy. You’re right T Baby I’ma make sure my Lil shawty good. Aye that’s the mentality to have Lil nigga. The two friends started to laugh and continued their conversation on some get money fuck niggas type shit.

Six months pregnant in the end of August, and it’s been a long miserable summer. Fuck, I’ma be late for work again let me call this bastard and let him know. Ring, ring…. Hello, may I speak to Mr. Thomas, this is him may I ask who’s speaking. Good morning Mr. Thomas, this is Ms. Jones I was calling to inform you that I will be a few hours late. Ms. Jones don’t bother to show up you’ve been late multiple times and have called out ten times in one quarter. I am sorry to inform you that you are fired. Fired? The fuck you mean fired how I’ma feed my child who’s going to hire me six months’ pregnant nigga I have bills. Ms. Jones I’m sorry but you no longer work for Steak and Shake have a bless day ma’am."

Aint this about a bitch, what am I going to do how I’ma pay my bills. Charlie’s lost, confused and in a fucked-up place. She doesn’t know how she’s going to feed herself let a long a child. I can’t call Mary’s ass she’ll rub it in my face, I can’t live with Tiarah her apartment isn’t big enough, for her kids plus me and a baby. What in the hell am I going to do from here on out? The first is in three days, I can spend my last check on rent or move in with someone and save this check till my princess come. Fuck! I am really shit out of luck I guess I’ll call my mama. Charlie picks up the phone and dials Mary Jones number. The phone rung until the voice mail came on. "Where in the hell is my mama when I need her, and I know Jr’s stupid ass there playing the game. Swear ion have bus fare to ride over there and back fuck.

I guess I’ll take a nap and figure somethings out once I wake up. Charlie could barely sleep; her mind was racing a mile a minute. Fuck it I might as well head to my mama house cuz that’s damn sure where I’ll be living the next few weeks. Charlie packs a bag and head for the bus stop. As Charlie wobbles to the bus stop in the hot summer air she sees Daniel’s car parked in the front of her building. What this nigga doing in my building? Before Charlie had a chance to assume Daniel walks out the bitch apartment who lives under her. Aint this about a bitch!!!" Charlie yells out loud to catch Daniel’s attention.

Daniel’s eyes get big at the sight of his baby mama watching him hug his new bitch. Mutha fucker you don’t see me and your unborn child standing here. Tori, Daniel’s new girlfriend looks at Charlie confused and shocked. Bitch don’t act like yen know he was my man six months ago. Yeah, I saw him in and out, but I didn’t know he was your child’s father. Stupid bitch have you seen anybody else in and out this raggedy mutha fucker. I, I, I yeah I, I, I hell I hope he get your dumb ass pregnant and leave your desperate ass. Man, Charlie chill, you knew I wasn’t trying to get caught up, you should have got an abortion. Before Charlie knew it, she grabbed a stick and wacked Daniel’s ass. DAMN DANIEL, the niggas in the neighborhood yell while cracking the fuck up. Bitch you lucky I’m pregnant or I’ll beat your monkey ass.

Whoa bitch whatever is going on between you and your so-called child’s father aint got shit to do with me. If you were fucking the nigga good, you’ll still have him ha-ha. Bitch you think shit sweet wait till I drop in three months that’s your ass. Better yet hoe yen even worth it Daniel gone drag your ass. He’s using you to sell work out your spot cuz it wasn’t going down in mine. Oooh well bitch we are eating and you’re still walking. Lame ass hoe I see one car in this lot and it’s not yours punk ass bitch. You have a lot of mouth since I’m six months pregnant. Man, Charlie gone on shawty, why you trying to be seen I told you I didn’t want a baby so blame yourself gone on to the bus stop. Nigga fuck you and that dusty bitch.

Charlie’s day couldn’t get any worse, she got fired from her job and ran into her nothing ass baby daddy. How could this nigga see me big and pregnant and still doesn’t want to have anything to do with us? We created this life together and the bastard gone bail like that. Fuck it I will not cry over spilled milk Charlie rubs her stomach everything will be fine princess I swear. As Charlie approaches the bus stop she hears a car sneaking up behind her. In Charlie’s mind, she’s thinking what does this fuck nigga want now. As Charlie turn towards the car she hears, Bitch why yen call me. Charlie burst into laughter it happened extremely fast how the fuck you know already? Hoe get in the car and spill the beans, Dirty Red junky ass told me where the hell are you going anyways with these bags?

Girl to my mama house, this has been a fucked-up day T Baby forreal. I lost my job this morning then run into Daniel’s bitch ass. Man, Charlie you better not cry Mary raised you stronger than that. I know T Baby but what I’ma do, where I’ma stay, how I’ma feed Taylor. Taylor will be fine and so will you, look at me and mine we are making it. Charlie wipes her tears and fills her girl in on the episode between her child’s father and his girlfriend. When I drop you off I’ma fuck that bitch up watch. Charlie laughs "nah don’t worry about it T Baby that bitch gone get hers.

Thanks for the ride T and don’t beat the bitch up when you get back. I can’t promise you that Charlie, but I love you friend stay strong for my god baby. I’m trying my best boo but damn everything hitting me fast. Charlie wobbles out the car and up the driveway to her mom’s two-story home. Knock, knock; who is it, It’s me Jr open the door. Me who ion know any ME’s; man open the door fucker. Big girl!!! geesh you ugly, Calvin shut the fuck up, where is my mama. She aint here, why you here? Well if you must know nigga I’m moving in. No, the hell you aint hell nah aint no room for yall where yo weak ass baby daddy."

Nigga this is a three bedroom and it’s only you and mama. You better get out my face Mr. Don’t pay any bills don’t worry about him. Ugly I pay all the bills you aint moving in here plus you fuck with that nigga. Nigga you look just like me you ugly and I don’t fuck with him faggot girl fuck you, you can’t stay here. That’s why I left when I turned eighteen cuz yall some bullshit. Well it doesn’t matter cuz your dumb ass back now ha-ha. Charlie who doesn’t have the energy to argue with her younger brother heads towards the guest bedroom. Where she will be living for a few months and fall fast asleep in the plush queen size bed.

Mama I’m glad you’re home, Charlie and her unborn moved in. What the hell you mean moved in, moved in where? She moved in here three hours ago she’s in there sleep. Mary marches up the stairs into the guest room with spoiled Jr behind her. Mary taps Charlie on the shoulder, Charlie rolls over and open her eyes. Who told you to move in here mama I don’t have anywhere else to go. If your dumb ass would have gone to school you would have somewhere to go, like CLASS! Man, ma please I’m tired, I’m depressed, and I need some rest. Ok Charlie you can rest but we will have this conversation as soon as you open those pretty little eyes.

Look whose well rested, Ma what time is it, I’m hungry. Sit down girl and let’s discuss what you’re going to do with your life. Charlie pours a cup of tea and joins her mom at the dinner table. Jr order a pizza, it should be here soon but Charlie what are you doing here? Charlie sips her tea then takes a deep breath when she was about to speak her cell phone began to ring. Ring, ring damn hold on ma, let me see what this nigga wants. Charlie answered for the man who created life with her then left her for dead as she wobbled to the front door.

What nigga Charlie says while stepping on the porch, Why the fuck you hit me with that stick stupid? I should press charges on you but you’re pregnant. What’s up I’m busy look shawty didn’t nobody tell you to make a scene. You are showing ya ass in front of my partner’s and hoe like I owe you some. Charlie takes a deep breath before going off. You big lip bastard you owe my daughter your life, pussy ass nigga. You out here tricking on these hoes and not checking on your child. Bitch ass nigga we don’t need ya trifling ass though fuck nigga click. Charlie hangs the phone up in Daniel’s face and wobble back in the kitchen. While heading towards the kitchen Charlie texts Tiarah and say do it, gotchu I’ll call you tomorrow. Charlie text her friend back cool love ya bitch back at cha slut.

I heard you on the phone with your baby daddy, I told you to get an abortion months ago. Look mama no disrespect but this is my life and I make my own decisions. Charlie, you swear your grown but look heffa you’re not. While you’re arguing with a nigga that doesn’t want you, you need to figure out what you and your child gone do. Mama I lost my job this morning, I have to move out of my apartment by the first which is in two days and that’s my birthday.

Charlie fuck your birthday what are you going to do about a job and your living situation. Charlie catches herself before cursing her mother out. Basically, you’re telling me we can’t live, here right? You’re a smart girl Charlie you catch my drift Fucking Bitch Charlie thinks to herself. Mama are you fucking serious, I’m six damn near seven months pregnant. With no place to go but you let Jr punk ass live rent free. Mama that’s fucked up your dead ass wrong. How you go to church every Sunday but can’t open your door for me and your grandchild yen shit.

Look Charlie I raised my children, it’s time for yall to take care of me hell. Ma I’m not asking you to take care of us, but I do need a place to stay until I get my shit together. Charlie, you have six months here that’s it when your child turns three months yall have to go. You better look for a job time you drop that baby I mean it. Charlie walks out of the kitchen in tears. Wiping her tears with the back of her hands she states, what a fucked-up day I swear this day can’t get any worse. Right when Charlie thought her Thursday couldn’t take another wrong turn her phone rings. WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT!!!

Bitch who told your ghetto ass friend to come jump on my hoe. Fuck nigga!!!! don’t call my phone with that bullshit about your weak ass hoe. Charlie you’re so fucking stupid and delusional shit sad, hoe I still don’t want you or that bastard baby. Why the fuck you keep calling then, damn fuck boy go cater to your bitch click Charlie ends the call. Daniel sends a text to his baby mama. Bitch you stupid and miserable I swear you’ll never get none of my paper. Charlie laughs at his texts and responds with, fuck nigga I never asked you for that little bitty ass paper bye pussy. Bitch you want me to play house with you so fucking bad but I’m not hoe fuck you. Nigga I’m starting to believe you’re the delusional one don’t text my phone back groupie hoe. Aye hoe one day a nigga will love you and your child, but it won’t be me aha-hah. Charlie ignores Daniel last text and head towards her room.

Charlie walks toward her room to call her apartment complex. Ring, ring good afternoon this is the Park of Bouldercrest, Karen speaking. Hi Karen, this is Charlie Jones who lives in apartment C2. Hi Charlie, how are you? I’m fine I was calling to break my lease oh no why would you do that. I lost my job and want be able to afford rent for a while. That’s understandable, it will be a one hundred and fifty-dollar fee to break your lease and you’ll be on your way. I am ready when you are Ms. Jones, Charlie gives Karen her bankcard information and tells her she will be by tomorrow to gather her things.

Charlie checks her bank account on her mobile app while placing her bankcard back in her purse. Charlie yells Jr name from her bedroom. Jr!!!! What ugly, Man come here, damn here I come fat girl. Look I need you to help me move my things tomorrow. Aight ugly that’s the least I can do for you and my niece aww thanks bucket head. Don’t get too mushy you know I’m not with all that. Where you gone put all that junk anyways. I’ma bring my television over here and put my other things at grandma house cool, cool and the pizza here.

Charlie heads to the kitchen to eat while passing her mother. Look baby I’m sorry I was so hard on you but I’m preparing you for the real world. Charlie nods her head yeah while thinking to herself this selfish bitch. Charlie ate her food, took a shower and prayed to the lord for strength, guidance and mental health.

MOVING DAY

Calvin wakes up to the smell of homemade biscuit’s, bacon, eggs, and grit’s. Damn sis it smells good in here. Charlie laughs you know big girl has to eat. Well I’m glad big girl’s eating, cuz I’m starving. Eat up cuz we gotta move that stuff in an hour, who’s going to help you move my things. Lil Jay from around the way gone help me, I told him you gone put him on Tasha. Tasha? Ha-ha you know damn well Tasha aint fucking off on none of your friends plus Tasha does his baby mama hair. That’s the only way he was gone help me sis you know niggas been wanting you and yo crew plus he’s having good paper. Not going to happen, yall both know that I won’t talk to your friends and yall can’t talk to my friend’s period. Yo, fat ass selfish, you use to talk to Tekey though and nigga we weren’t even serious fuck Tekey. Plus, Lil Jay beat on women anyways so no he can’t talk to Tasha, sorry Lil Jay.

You know too much, shit you not even supposed to know fat ass girl, you got your ears to the street or some? The two of them busted out laughing before sitting down to eat. Whoa nigga, what are you doing, yen brushed your teeth or washed your face bye. Man, you act like mama, go brush your teeth before sitting at this table boy. Yen my mama but I’ma do it cuz the food smell good nigga you were going to do it anyways.

Calvin comes back to the kitchen where his sister is sitting at the round table. He looks at her and thinks to himself I’ma kill this nigga for getting her pregnant and leaving them. He then fixes his plate and sit across from his sister so Charlie what you gone do? Lil bruh I really don’t know baby, but I have to think of something fast, mama said I only have six months here. You know mama just talking out the side of her neck, she’s still mad you didn’t go off to college. School wasn’t for me Jr that’s not what I want to do right now. Well what is it that you want to do Charlie, cuz it looks like yen doing shit. Look Calvin don’t worry about me I will be fine, finish your food and tell Lil Jay get dress.

Calvin finishes his food, calls his homie and hops in the shower. Charlie cleans the kitchen then jumps in the shower herself. Charlie throws on a pair of Nike sweat pants, a white wife beater and a pair of white air force ones. Jr is dressed like he’s going to the mall in True Religion Jeans with white stitching, white True Religion shirt and white air force ones. Bruh where the hell are you going with your fresh ass. Shid to move your stuff, I know Tiarah fine ass gone be over there. Ha-ha nigga she doesn’t want you, if that’s the case she would have been fucked you. All I have to do is put my move on her and she took I already take care of her ass. Ok then Lil nigga, we’ll see how far you get with her. Who’s Lexus in the garage? That’s my new shit sis huh? What you mean new shit and you said you take care of Tiarah? It’s mine Charlie that’s all you need to know and yeah I do my thing when it comes to her.

Charlie’s thinking to herself where in the hell did Jr get money for a Lexus and what did he mean by he take care of T. Charlie and Jr then locked up the house and headed towards Lil Jay’s spot. Calvin blew his horn at the Range Rover passing them then kept it pushing who was that? Tekey, you know Tekey yo Tekey Scooda the shooter brother. He’s been asking about you too, he said he miss that smile. Tekey was Charlie’s childhood crush, they always liked one another but never made it official. Tekey was 6"2, dark skin, with a slim frame he looks a lot like the rapper Yung Dolph. Charlie loved everything about him but tried her best to hide it Tekey was two years older than Charlie, but he loved her just as much as she loved him. On Charlie’s nineteenth birthday she stopped talking to Tekey and they haven’t spoken since.

He can stop asking about me because I don’t ask about his dawg ass. That nigga having so much paper Charlie I don’t care that shit doesn’t Impress me. It should yen got shit, ion know why you don’t fuck with him. Don’t start Jr we’re finally getting along and because he’s a hoe. What I said was funny, you really fucked up though and my boy aint no hoe. Bruh, it’s just a set back and he is a hoe fuck Tekey and fuck you.

Charlie and Calvin pulled up to Lil Jay’s house which is really the spot. Lil Jay walked out of the house that had burglar bars on the windows and doors. The grass wasn’t cut, the roof was falling apart, oil stains in the drive way and people running in and out. Lil Jay opened the door and hopped in the backseat what’s up nigga what’s up boy, what the hell you super clean for. Tiarah fine ass gone be there I’m trying to push up on her. Damn suh we all want your friends, and Tekey still gunning for yo ass even though you pregnant. You hurt my boy heart with that one. Swear I was just telling her ass that, she’s talking about fuck Tekey, she should have got fucked by Tekey hell she saying. Boy, you stupid forreal Charlie, I know you aint taking that. Fuck both of yall and Tekey, tell Tekey come move my shit since he want me. Yall niggas really lame keep speaking on Tekey like he’s god. Nah suh we trying to put yo on a real nigga but yo baby daddy the real lame aint he Jr nods his head in agreement.

It doesn’t take the three long to make it to Charlie’s old apartment her mother literally lives eight or ten minutes away. Charlie was living on the rough end of Bouldercrest while her mother lives in a nice neighborhood upper Bouldercrest really River road. Once the three pulled in the run-down apartments Charlie calls her girl T Baby to come through and help her pack. Yo T Baby I’m here packing up where you. Bitch I’m about to push up on you so I can tell you how I beat this bitch last night ha-hah cool, the door will be open. Charlie heads to her room and start taking her clothes out her closet while her brother and Lil Jay place her living room furniture on the truck.

Yo Charlie, I’ma take this stuff to grandma house then come back for the rest. Cool me and Tiarah gone put my clothes in her car and take it to mama house aight suh. Tiarah comes in while Jr’s leaving out, what’s up baby? Tiarah blushes nothing lil ugly, why yen come over yesterday? I got caught up in some, you good though? Yeah, I’m good lil baby you keep talking about Lil I’ma show you one day. Man, Jr get your baby ass on forreal aight Tiarah keep playing hard to get bye Jr bye baby. Jr and Lil Jay began to laugh while shutting Charlie’s door.

Bitch your brother is soooo annoying with his fine ass I knew you was crushing on him but what happened last night. I was waiting on you to give me the green light and when you did I drove my happy go lucky ass around here. Thank god, she was already on the porch with Daniel’s ugly ass. Anyways when he saw me coming he knew it was about to be some shit, the fuck nigga jumped up. Like gone T Baby forreal, I politely push him out the way and told the bitch square up. Ha-ha what did she say T baby "the bitch was like Tiarah gone on I’m not trying to fight you. That’s when I kicked the bitch in her face, then I told her again get up. She got up and got drugged, Daniel was so mad he started saying T I’ma call the police go home T forreal. So, I let the bitch go hopped in my car and dipped. T Baby you are hell forreal damn I wish I was here to see that shit It was indeed a sight to see ha-ha."

The two friends laughed and talked about the good ole days while packing Charlie’s items in trash bags and boxes. Where the hell is my brother my grandma lives on Candler road he should have been back. Bitch that Lil nigga was too fresh to come right back ha-ha. Ha-ha you’re right let me call this nigga ring, ring. Yeah sis where the hell you at? I’m pulling in now bruh chill and I’m hungry. Lil boy you get on my last nerves but the least I can do is buy yall something to eat cool, cool I’m parking now.

Ok T Baby you ready yeah let’s dip bitch hoe you’re so ghetto it’s sad. Charlie grabs the last trash bag, close her eyes and kisses her apartment good bye. On the short ride to Charlie’s new home T Baby asks, so what are you doing for your birthday tomorrow? Nothing I’m six months pregnant what can I do T Baby. Gresham day Sunday I know you going. Bitch you’re so ghetto I swear, I will be seven months pregnant on the tenth I’m not going out there wobbling. Damn Charlie this will be the first one you miss I know but I’m toooo big to be out there playing with yall. Charlie, you might meet a baller out there T Baby don’t nobody want a pregnant bitch hoe you’ll be surprised. If I go Mary Jones will have a cow and put me out I’ma stay my black ass in the house. Bitch you’ll be twenty- four tomorrow I know you’re not still scared of Mary. Yeah I’m scared when the bitch will put me out ha-ha. Aight cry baby I’ma let you slide this year thank you, ghetto fabulous.

The two friends parked the car and walked the items inside. Damn Charlie I’ma miss you staying in the same neighborhood as me it’s gone be different without you. Bitch I know I’ma hate staying here with crazy but I gotta do what I gotta do. Your right bitch my god baby comes first yeah she does, and I honestly believe being here is the best thing for her right now. The two friends ended their conversation and went their separate ways.

First of the month Ring, Ring whaaaat bitch, I’m sleep Happy birthday best friend happy birthday to you. Man, T Baby it’s 12:05 in the morning, I can’t believe you called to sing in my ear bye man CLICK. Charlie, Charlie I know this bitch didn’t hang up on me, hello Charlie, the bitch did. Several hours later Charlie wakes up to her brother screaming her name. What’s wrong Jr? nothing, happy birthday fat girl ugh thanks bruh it’s not like I can celebrate. We can BBQ, eat and play cards Nigga who about to spend their stamps on some meat for everybody else to eat. Charlie chill I got you sis, birthday on me. Charlie looks at her brother confused trying to figure out where in the hell did he get some money from.

What are you looking stupid for girl? Cuz nigga you don’t have a job I do you just didn’t know. Boy, you don’t have a job those are facts big ole facts. Charlie why you think mama aint tripping on me staying here, where I get that Lexus from. This my shit I pay all the bills plus T bills. Well why you make me put gas in your truck responsibility baby that’s why. Charlie starts to laugh at her brother’s smart remarks boy I hate you with your crazy ass they both laugh. Crazy and paid, now call my girl and tell her we’re having a block party for your birthday.

Charlie sends a massive text to her home girls letting them know her brother is throwing her a block party for her birthday. Tiarah, Kourtney, Najee, Tasha, Marquita, Robin, Meyona, Nandi and Jasmin respond to their friend with what should we bring. Charlie texted her girls back nothing just bring your ass, be here around four. Charlie went into the Livingroom where her brother was relaxing on the lazy boy watching the seventy-two -inch television. Nigga it’s ten in the morning we need to go grocery shopping shut up fat girl I was waiting on you let’s go.

Mama gone kill us Jr no she aint she won’t be back until Tuesday. What you mean she want be back until Tuesday? Mama be with that nigga twenty-four seven. What nigga? Shid her nigga Don Juan who the hell is that? Damn Charlie you all in ma business. She barely stays here though but since it’s the beginning of the month she’ll be coming for her money. Ma so money hungry shit sad girl shut your cry baby ass up just have her some money come Tuesday let’s go.

Charlie wobbles to the car while Calvin walked swiftly pass her. The two buckled their seat belts and head towards Walmart on Gresham. As Calvin fills the shopping cart with different items. Charlie’s trying to figure out what the hell her brother does for a living. Charlie whispers in Calvin’s ear, Lil nigga are you holding? Jr looks at his sister and smiles. Why the fuck you didn’t tell me you were hustling got me out here struggling and shit.

Look sis I’m not being rude, but you struggling aint got shit to do with me. You chose your path and I chose mine, you should have got pregnant by Tekey. Damn Jr that’s how you feel, when daddy died he told you to always take care of me and yen been doing that. Shut up cry baby you made your bed when you chose that weak as nigga. Charlie didn’t pay any attention to her brothers comment about Daniel. The two of them headed to the register and checked out, the total came up to five eighty-nine. Calvin pulls out a knot of hundreds and paid for the food then they headed towards the car.

Damn Lil nigga you’re really on the block look sis I gotta eat and a nine to five aint gone get it. Yeah bruh you’re right cuz my dumb ass was struggling. Was? Suh, you still fucked up Calvin I hate you, why you always gotta play, now put this shit in the car yourself. Nah fat girl help me the two of them filled the car with groceries then headed towards the liquor store. Charlie looked at her brother with disgust, why the fuck are you looking at me like that? Nigga you know I can’t drink, why in the hell we here. Well big girl my niggas drink your bitches drink, so we are getting lit, no one told you to get pregnant baby girl sorry.

Calvin since we have been kids I always hated your ugly light skinned ass. "Aww