Crazy Beautiful

By Tera Davis

Crazy Beautiful is a book made up of a collection of just random thoughts. Each thought plays a vital role in my life. I write how I am feeling each and every day. As you read each thought from me, you begin to see a love story unfold. You will understand the ups and downs of life as I take you on the ride of your life. Thoughts transform into poems and then go back into thoughts, updates. Its a story within a story, and its absolutely crazy beautiful too. Its about an artist who paints with words.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Xlibris US
• Release date: Aug 27, 2015
• ISBN: 9781514401620

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Copyright © 2015 by Tera Davis.

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Rev. date: 08/26/2015

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Contents

Prologue

Part 1

My Beautiful Thoughts

Part 2

Crazy Beautiful

Epilogue

Prologue

The book is in two parts, closely linked to each other, almost as if they were one and the same thing.

Every day I write random thoughts and meaningful quotes. But readers who follow my write-up on social media soon realize that they’re not reading mere thoughts and varied quotes; instead, they discover a love story. Not the usual damsel-meets-prince kind of love but something consuming and wonderful, innocent and electrifying, beautiful and crazy.

Originally, the book was just My Beautiful Thoughts, but somewhere in the process of not knowing what was happening, the relationship between Anthony and Tera—those two, that story, the story of us. Well, they saw each other as crazy beautiful right from the beginning! There was nothing to describe crazy beautiful; it was just absolutely us.

So how did My Beautiful Thoughts originate? I can still remember the day, the moment, and everything in it. That was the beginning of something that was already there. It was all happening right before our very eyes.

Where one started alone, scared, and afraid to be seen, another saw something truly amazing. I think deep down we opened up parts that we never expected to feel in the way that was truly seen.

Scared to love again? Absolutely! It felt like we were in a dream. Please tell me, how do two people who have been through the same thing, both married for the same length of time, divorced, and just rediscovering a part of themselves they’ve never known. How, why? It was truly amazing.

I’ve kept every writing! I hold each one close to my heart, something I just cannot explain. Even when I tried to give up the fight, I was compelled to write. To feel, to know, to try and understand every part of crazy beautiful, but I cannot.

Crazy beautiful will always be a part of my life. I cannot become crazy beautiful with another; that was only between two, and I cannot duplicate you! —Tera Davis

Part 1

My Beautiful Thoughts

I have an overwhelming desire to write, the one thing in my life I just want to be completely lost in. —Tera

I tried to write again, and it’s called A Contradicting Mess—LOL. As she sits all alone, lost in her thoughts, she tries so desperately to write about anything other than love. Hmm … perhaps new recipe ideas, because God knows that her cookbook could use some work. Well, that thought works for all of thirty seconds. This doesn’t happen to me, she thinks. Oh wait, yes, it does. You’re good at ignoring anything and everything that reflects real, raw emotion! Ugh. Shut up! she tells herself. —Tera

When you close your eyes, you are taken to a place that is so real! Oh my god, the things I didn’t know, how eager I am, so teach me! —Tera

I want to get so lost within myself there is no hope of ever returning, ever! The rush, the emotion! —Tera

She listens to this particular song, and she can’t hide, frantically looking for something, a meaning to hide behind, but there’s none. She’s completely exposed, with raw emotion swimming all over her body! —Tera

She lives behind her pain and self-medicates in her own ways! I want to be your drug, or are you mine? Can we get out, or will we hold each other down and drown in each other? All she knows is she so doesn’t want to escape! —Tera

I am the uncertainty that runs