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    Chaotic Heart
    Chaotic Heart
    Chaotic Heart
    Ebook82 pages29 minutes

    Chaotic Heart

    By Patricia Rapley

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    "Chaotic Heart" is the third released book from this author. It's a book filled with the emotions surrounding years of heartbreak in love, life, and circumstances. Trisha captures deep and emotional connection with her words and every single one of these poems sits deep inside your own heart. The poetry in "Chaotic Heart" back dates to her early childhood - pre-teen years and you can see the growth as the book continues through the pages. Trisha is an extraordinary writer and has amazing gifts conveying exactly what the heart needs to say when no words can.
    LanguageEnglish
    PublisherLulu.com
    Release dateNov 22, 2020
    ISBN9781716404894
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      Book preview

      Chaotic Heart - Patricia Rapley

      CHAOTIC HEART BOOK COVER EBOOK 2020

      chaotic HEART

      Copyright © 2020 by Patricia Rapley

      All rights reserved. No part of this publication may be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system, or transmitted in any form or by any means - electronic, mechanical, photocopying, recording, or otherwise - without the written              permission of the publisher.

      Self-published by: Patricia Rapley

      Illustrations by: Vector Tradition

      ISBN  978-1-716-46070-8

      Imprint: Lulu.com

      Chaotic Heart

      For everyone

      who wonders whether if

      I’m

      writing about them...

      I am...

      At this point burning alive would be a better option.

      Untitled design

      -Heartbreak

      Women like me aren't crazy!

      We aren't out of our minds or sick with mental health problems.

      We have trusted men so much and they have

      destroyed us!

      We have trusted you, loved you, believed in you, and given everything to you!

      Even though we have been brutally hurt we still continued to let you in.

      We believed everything you said because we don't have the heart to think someone could do bad things to us knowing everything we have been through.

      We became braver women when things didn't feel right hoping to guide and understand you.

      We were patient every time you said goodbye!

      We made excuses for your behaviour reminding ourselves you have been through things too.

      I am not crazy because you lied and made promises you had no intention of keeping.

      I am not crazy because I called when your

      misleading words filled my heart.

      I am not crazy because you can't see all the things I do are for love, in love, and out of love!

      I am not crazy that you can't see how amazing I am even in my flaws.

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