My Journey from Beatings to Beauty
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My Journey from Beatings to Beauty - Belle
Copyright © 2017 by Belle.
Library of Congress Control Number: 2017915263
ISBN: Hardcover 978-1-5434-5611-0
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Contents
Prologue
The beginning
Leaving me
Disbelief
The poem
Lucky charm
Fairies
Embarrassment
Ode to men
Observation
Addict
Reality
Irony
Self-discovery
Frustrated
Alone
Just me
Despair
Dylan
Time
Shelby
Grandpa
Rose
Fire
Encouragement
Lady Shallotte
Dark prince
Infatuation
The heart stealer
Sexuality
Whole heart
Sacred love
Angel
Now or never
The wave
Perpetually sad
Sista
Unsure
My dream lover
Wishing
Art
All I can keep from this
Innocence
I hope it doesn’t rain
Life
So much to say
Inspiration
A letter to my mother
A letter of encouragement
Torment
Tink
Trapped
Bereft
Candy coating
Jerk
Help (Addiction)
Hollow
Humans
Word of advice
Admiration
Something’s wrong
Pointless
Momentary death
I hate you
Katrina Mae
Russell & Katrina
Affliction
What will become of me
Missing you
Empty
Hopeless desperation
First star
Here to stay
Darkness
Don’t kick the dog
Chance & Devin
For the last time
Why
Enlightenment
Thankful
Finding myself
Coming out of the shadows
The way you make me feel
Little things mean a lot
Now that you’re gone
For the one I love
How special you are
My essence
Imagine
I think of you
Our love
Thank you
The only friend
Whisper on the wind
To you
Two old souls
You
Devoted adoration
My teenage boy
My teenage girl
The love of a mother
Melancholy
Trav
Bitches
Tranquillity
I am me
I wrote this book for and dedicate it to any woman who was or is being abused. I hope it helps you to see there is a life beyond abuse and a way out.
I also dedicate it to my two beautiful children who were and are my strength as well as my reason to keep on living life to find the peace and beauty in it.
Prologue
Since I was a teenager writing has been my way of dealing with life and all it has thrown at me. It took me twenty-two years to write eighty-three poems that I felt were good enough to include in this book. Now that I am finished writing the poems, I am back at the beginning again, reading all that I have created. I take my readers on my journey down memory lane as I write about all the feelings, inspirations and what I have learned along the way. My road of life was pretty rough at times but, I feel this book is something that some or maybe even many can relate to and hopefully be empowered by my love for my family and life in general. No matter how big the mountains we must climb, if we stay positive and believe in ourselves we can do anything.
The beginning
Have you ever felt like Why me? Why can’t life just be easier for me?
I have worked so hard to get here. I left home on my 16th Birthday and never looked back, there was more love out there than I would ever find at home. I have never had an easy go, I worked my ass off for everything I have as well as who I am today. For the first time in my life I can finally say I love me!
I love who I am and the job I have done raising my two beautiful children. I truly love and appreciate life. It’s not like I am rich (far from it) and it’s not like I am stuck up or think I am perfect. I am just so happy right here where I am right now. I have always looked for the silver lining around every cloud and when life got rough I wrote about it. Sometimes rambling like this and sometimes I wrote poems however, those always took extreme emotions or a few glasses of savignon blanc. I wrote to express my feelings, to process all I was going through, especially the stuff I should keep to myself because if I said it out loud certain people wouldn’t appreciate the truth. Definitely not when it comes from a teenage girl. When I started writing it was on scraps of paper that always got lost until I came back to Powell