Meltdown in Paradise
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Marisa De Maio
I have always believed that our words and actions hold the power to impact those around us, so we must live life fully and purely. Notorious for feeling everything incredibly too deeply and making others’ pain my own, I pull my inspiration from personal experiences as well as the unfamiliarity I have found in others. I fell in love with writing for the way that it healed me.
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Meltdown in Paradise - Marisa De Maio
Meltdown
in
Paradise
Marisa De Maio
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Published by AuthorHouse 04/29/2016
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Contents
Introduction
He Found Me
Haunted
Good Girls
Living Contradiction
Authentic
Almost
Stay Away
Worth Living For
And So We Danced
Feel Something
My Baby
Summer’s Sun
We All
He Didn’t Say Good-bye
He Couldn’t Have
I Was Wrong
I Should Have Known
He Did Me A Favor
When You Kiss My Lips
Too Good To Him
Broken Heart
Wild Animal
If I Had Known
Envy
We Live In A World
I Am Yours
Simple Stare
The Fragrance
Come Back
Missing Me
Dreams Of You
Another Life
Justifications
Believer
See Me
False Fantasies
Letting You Go
Despite Your Flaws
Checkmate
Relapse
I Can Still
Devil In Disguise
Best-kept Secret
Poison
I’m Sorry
I Had You Once
Alone
Run
Nicky Arnstein
4:01A.M.
Can’t Stay Away
It Wasn’t Fair
Let’s Pretend
Trouble
When I Died
She’s Not Me
His Lips
Fear
This Man Of Mine
Naïve
Self-Control
Why We Do What We Do
Chameleon
The Same Man
When You’re Not Here
Simplicity
You Didn’t Notice
The Moment
My Favorite Part
The One That Got Away
You Promised
Lifesaver
Afraid
I Would Choose You
3:24A.M.
Dreaming Again
Selfless
Every Detail
Lost
Toxic Behavior
Inevitable
Can We Go Back
Thoughts Of You
If Only
Stupid
Incoherent
My Nicky Arnstein
Moved On
Please
Do Anything
Our Last
Limbo
Means Something
Beauty Comes From Pain
Holding Him Back
Numb
Will She Know?
Empty
Home
I Know You
Numb To Me
Last Kiss
Thorns
Everything
I Can’t Be
With You
He Isn’t The One
The One
He Wanted
My Drug
Breathe
How He Adored Her
Incompatible
That Look
In The Night
Everywhere
Awake
All I Wanted
The Way We Happened
Saving Grace
All Of Him
Tricks
Timeless
She Wanted
Heartbreak
Day 184
I Wonder
Johnny Depp
Bartenders And Musicians
Essence
The Way We Were
Cancer
I Saved Everything
Why
Endearing
Saved
Untouched
Cry
He Wasn’t Mine
Measure Of Love
Anchor
Always Losing
Over Thinking
My Truth
My Mind Plays Tricks
Everlasting
All We Will Never Be
Old Friend
Clumsy
He Asked Me
Dig
Wasn’t Me
Withdrawals
Your Tainted Love
Crown
Naked
Lips
He
Bees
Wasn’t Enough
Brighter Than The Sun
Trust
Back To Him
NYE
And So I Ran
Our Soul
Fate
3:35A.M.
He Used To
If My Writing Brought Him Back
Pretty Lies
Trust In God
Settle
Pieces Of Me
He Wanted A Lie
I Was Different
Change
Blind
Tortured
Don’t Ask Me
Pride
Easy
My Name
Quicksand
Storms
Talk Less, Listen More
Exclusive Soul
Thoughtful
He’ll Come
Two Lovers
Forgive Me
Bad With Goodbyes
Him
Know This
Closing
You were my one-way ticket to a meltdown in paradise.
For the recovering heartbroken,
For those who inspired these words–may you forever remain unknown,
And, most importantly,
For my mother,
Thank you for everything.
Please know that I have been broken and burned so many times, and the only thing that has brought me back on track after every downfall is writing.
It just has this way of healing my soul and bringing me back to life.
I write in order to survive.
Introduction
I encourage you to keep an open mind as you read the words left on these pages.
Every single last one of these words stems from pain, loss, love, and heartbreak. But just know that after every defeat, I have learned to live again.
I have a strong tendency to see things for what I want them to be, instead of what they actually are.
Some of these letters are just pure exaggerations of real-life events that have occurred, but have been altered through my imagination.
Some are dreams that jolted me out of my sleep.
Some are events that have been passed down to me by loved ones. Some of these experiences broke my heart and pained me beyond recognition. With that pain, I did all I knew to release it: write.
Other experiences have been memorized vividly, with every detail an exact replica of the life I have lived—moments that have meant something to me, as well as moments that will leave their mark on my heart for lifetimes to come.
It’s ironic actually; the people in my life will swear to you that I do not know love. They will insist that I have never felt it—I never held it in my hand, that I have never experienced it in any human form. Yet, each of these pieces were written straight from a hole in my heart that has yet to be closed, and quite frankly, I don’t know ever will be.
Life is all about growing, feeling, learning, and changing.
These pieces are all little fragments of suppressed feelings I have hidden, and been too afraid to face, and to show a single soul,
Until now.
There is such an importance in words, and I now take a comfort in sharing myself through my writing. Writing has healed me every single time destruction entered into my world. Writing is my safe haven, my escape from reality.
I believe God brings certain people into our lives strictly for our own lessons and pure inspiration, in order to better us for our future, and that knowledge has somehow healed me for the simple fact that the brokenness I have felt was for a reason. That reason being for my own lessons that I now will pass on to you.
I have found inspiration within the least deserving of places.
I hope my story is able to strike a chord within your soul. I pray that it inspires you to explore your own heart.
This came from my soul to enter into yours.
Find the words you are too afraid to say. I pray that once you find these words, you have the courage to say them. Say them out loud, say them again before it is too late; say them while you still have the time to do so.
Please know that every single word