Confessions of a Goddess

By T.J. Phull

The author of Articles of a Witch Goddess, T. J. Phull, brings to reality a sexy and erotic commentary of games of lust and love. Based on real experiences on dating, the author exposes certain explosive behaviors that start as mischief and ends in betrayal, adultery, and abandonment.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Xlibris US
• Release date: Mar 6, 2014
• ISBN: 9781493179268

T.J. Phull

TJ Phull, author of Bedelia, has previously written Articles of a Witch Goddess. Phull is a mother of five. Her studies are in business, social anthropology, and psychology. For her, writing had always been a dream that has just now been realized. Finally, her dream of being like her renowned relative, the writer Zora Neal Hurston, has become reality.

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Rev. date: 02/28/2014

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CONTENTS

Dedication

Confessions

Conscious

Broken Wings

Intermission

Lost

Kiwi

Coward

DEDICATION

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To my family, Ms. Rose,

and all the loves of my life.

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CONFESSIONS

When I love, I try to love very passionately. For some reason, relations never stay with me. Some say if you sleep with a man, he starts to just forget about you. But what if you don’t sleep with him? Is phone sex, sex texting, and video sex considered sex? Well, if so, then I was doomed from the start. I met many men; they were filled with great passion and lust. I enjoyed how they masturbated to my name while ejaculating then sending me the pictures and videos to prove their lust for me.

But at the end of the day, after the passion has lifted, and ownership and taking for granted sets in, then what do you have left? It’s funny, actually, if you think about it. Sometimes they would find a cuter girl and just stop communicating. They feel you will just be there whenever they return. In most cases with female friends, I know this is true. I watch them suffer as they wait for communication—a text, a call, or something. They start snooping on social media sites to see if they can find them. They try to see who their male friend is chatting to other than them so they can bust them and stake claim to them. I myself have been guilty of waiting for a text or e-mail. Who hasn’t? Sometimes that little text reminds us that someone is thinking of you.

This electronic dating makes this easy for them to simply ignore you and play with others in the safety of their home, workplace, or gym. Unless you are a private detective, you would never know unless you notice their attention drift, and communication is lacking, and boredom starts to set in. This disregard of you, as if you are leftover toilet paper from blowing their nose or wiping their ass, is common. As you contain great love for them; even as they move down the road away from you. You simply stand and watch them roll like a wheel faster and faster to their new destination. Being unable to stop that wheel from rolling away, you simply stand and wait and watch to see where it rolls.

As that newer hotter girl starts to get bored, and as she sees the man that you had treasured as a king and a god as a loser and useless, then that wheel once again backs up, making beeping sounds and noises to catch your attention once again. You fall for it and open your garage door to repair this wheel’s ego. This ruined, broken-down car wheel that you adore. And all this works for a while, but what you don’t know is that he’s parked only in your parking space for a moment. Why? Because the worldwide road is too tempting, and they always have their eyes on a shinier car they can put their wheels on.

So again, those wheels you helped repair rolls after a shinier model, rolling down that road again, and all you can see is the dust blowing toward your face. Some people continue to stand, allowing this to happen over and over, hoping that one day, that wheel will just stop rolling. But for some, it doesn’t stop until they start to collect their own set of spare tires. They keep and repair, only letting some roll while letting some sit, always knowing they will all come back. Who cares if a few roll away? they feel. I have a set, and after a while, they all roll back, don’t they?

Will they? Well, most wheels seem alike. Some have a tough grip; some are slippery and can’t