Crowded Feelings

By GPF BX

Feelings crowding around me, bubbling to the surface. These mixed emotions have a hold on me. Express them through the words of each poem, before these feelings eat away at me. Filling these holes of the parts taken from me with empty vices.

 

These are a heady mix of 130 poems and prose. This book contains some explicit language.

• Language: English
• Publisher: GPF BX
• Release date: Mar 1, 2021
• ISBN: 9781393959403

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Crowded Feelings

By GPF BX

Crowded Feelings

GPF BX

Published by GPF BX

Copyright © 2018, 2021 GPF BX

All rights reserved. This book or any portion thereof may not be reproduced or used in any manner whatsoever without the express written permission of the copyright holder except for the use of brief quotations in a book review. Previously published as Caught Up in My Feelings 1.

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Crowded Feelings

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1. Delete

Delete

all your texts.

Delete

all your emails.

Delete

all your voice mails.

Delete

all your call logs.

Delete

all your post cards from rock bottom.

Delete. Delete. Delete.

2. Fight Fair

Fair weather lovers.

Lovers who met at a street fair.

I told you later

about that date, I’d skipped out on.

You told me there

about the flaky friend, fair weather

for a spring day in the city.

You had a broken heart

easily susceptible

to a smile and a kind word or two.

We pinky sweared to always fight fair.

You would say my smile wasn't playing fair

during a fight or a late-night session.

You would say my smile wasn't playing fair

and we are going through it now,

a few up and overs, a row with no paddle,

always saying my smile wasn't playing fair.

We fought so much we became

fair weather lovers,

where a kiss is our shared secret.

Our lips part, our legs part.

Fair weather lovers.

You go to him

with a dirty secret.

I go to her

with a dirty secret.

Fair weather lovers.

3. The Parting

Parting lips

Parting legs

Parting lips

Parting ways

4. Under Another Name

Bob and Jackie.

Not what they seem.

I am your Jackie,

You're my Bob.

Fake aliases.

Fake coworkers.

Fake pretenses.

The names

say one thing,

the texts

say another.

She caught me

laughing way

too often and

mentions it to me.

I say it's Bob,

He's on the job.

She raises an eyebrow

but never a word more.

You say yours is in his feelings.

You are in yours too

for good reason.

I wonder why?

You say, guess, try!

I reply back: LOL.

You wink back.

The cool emoji

enters the chat.

5. Recipe for Disaster

The meat of our convos revolves around sex.

The sexes.

Pepper in talks of this and that about your man,

sprinkle in some jokes that make you giggle.

We kiss to taste.

The