The Screening

By Mosadi Brown

A woman has passed on and has the opportunity to view her prior incarnation on Earth with the love and support of her Soul Family. In viewing her prior lifetime she becomes immersed in the trials and tribulations that she had experienced.

Itching to experience joy and fulfillment in her life, and believing herself to be a good person, she does not understand why she always seems to fall flat in her life, experiencing a series of disappointments. With the help of her Soul Family she realizes that her prior lifetime unfolded through a series of life lessons that were charted for her highest good, and that these lessons were actually a collection of spiritual experiences, and that life on Earth is one big schoolroom.

Becoming enlightened by the power of choice, she is given the opportunity to review the attributes in her Being that are the most out of balance and the things she must do in order to return to a place of wholeness and freedom.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Faith With Works
• Release date: Oct 31, 2014
• ISBN: 9780993902413

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The Screening

The Screening

The Screening

Mosadi Brown

Faith With Works Publishing

2014

Copyright © 2014 by Mosadi Brown

All rights reserved. This book or any portion thereof may not be reproduced or used in any manner whatsoever without the express written permission of the publisher except for the use of brief quotations in a book review or scholarly journal.

First Printing: 2014

ISBN 978-0-9939024-0-6

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Contents

Acknowledgementsvii

Ch. 1 Reflection

Ch. 2 The All Night Conversation

Ch. 3 The Next Day

Ch. 4 The Dress Shop

Ch. 5 Tea with Lucy

Ch. 6 Jennifer’s Return From School

Ch. 7 Arthur's Return

Ch. 8 Lunch with Lucy

Ch. 9 The Wedding

Ch. 10 The Honeymoon

Ch. 11 The Affair

Ch. 12 Discussion with her Soul Family

Acknowledgements

I would like to thank my spirit guides and teachers, for the many experiences that inspired me to write this book.  The content has also been inspired by the enlightenment garnered through applying the tools provided through Ronna Herman’s book series – namely The Golden Promise and Scripting Your Destiny without whose help this book would never have been completed.

The jacket cover art has been provided courtesy of crystal angels:  http://www.crystalangels.org.uk/

Chapter 1: Reflection

She reaches for and is amongst the stars.  She had not yet

incarnated onto the earth plane for another sojourn and was

contemplating the value of her next lifetime.  Sitting with her soul family she had reflected on the limitations and opportunities of the most significant experiences she had in previous incarnations.  She pondered the pros and cons of all of her experiences and sat in

wonderment and full of hope.  She dwelled in her personal pyramid of light with her soul family in meditation of her thoughts and feelings.  Recognizing that all of her thoughts and feelings both positive and negative were necessary for her highest outcome in the spiral of

ascension.  She quietly sat down in one of the crystal quartz chairs and allowed the twelve brilliant rays of the Creator to infuse her,

balancing and harmonizing her energetic field in preparation for watching her previous experiences on a screen mounted in front of her and on the wall of the pyramid.  The crystal quartz that protrudes from the capstone of the pyramid releases a stream of golden white light that shines down like a lightning bolt that pierces through the top of her light body charging her with the creative Source energy and filling her with love and positivity. 

One of her guides says, You have just been uplifted to a high vibration through the infusion of love/light energy.  Reflecting on your prior life experiences what thoughts and feelings are impressed upon your mind?

She responds, "I have not felt connected to Spirit and forgot to get quiet and to go inward for a source of security, love, worthiness, and validation.  This led to much pain and suffering as I often felt a lack of vitality as well as feelings of unworthiness and being

unloved."

Her guide asks, Do you see how these feelings directed your choices and actions in your prior life experiences?

Yes, she answered.  "I would try to please people through engaging in behaviours that I thought people wanted or trying to mold myself much like a chameleon to situations as a way to manipulate and control the outcome.  Sometimes this would work and I would get the validation I needed to feel satisfied.  More often the feeling of

satisfaction would be temporary or I would not be able to control the outcome in a way that suits my desires and needs.  This would lead to much disappointment, anger, and resentment.  When I tired of

behaving in such a calculating manner, I would become standoffish or distant, not let people in, and isolate; or, I would aggressively defend myself after thoughts and feelings built up enough and would project this outwardly and based on the belief that I do not measure up to

other people’s standards of me."

"Are there other areas of pain and discomfort that you can identify from your prior life experiences and at this stage in your

spiritual awakening?" asked another angelic guide.

Yes, I experience fear of showing vulnerability.

"Do you think this stems from false pride?’

"Absolutely!  I often use illness to mask fear of showing

vulnerability, for it is an excuse that has worked well in establishing and maintaining a safe distance from others.  When others cannot get close they cannot hurt me."

Another guide responds, Ah, so another example of how fear-based emotions and thoughts drive your actions on the earth plane.  Are there any other sources of pain that you can identify?

Yes, I have feelings of unworthiness.

Can you expand on that?

I feel unworthy of happiness, fulfillment, and freedom.  When I experience rejection, disagreement, and discord in some way this confirms my negative self-image.

How do these feelings control you through your choices and behaviours?

"I avoid situations such as group gatherings and social events because I feel unworthy of establishing healthy and harmonious

relationships with others.  This also relates to feelings of unworthiness with respect to creating happiness, joy, and fulfillment in my relations with others.  These feelings produce limitations in my ability to

connect with others in an authentic and satisfying way.  My actions follow suit to this because I either cancel opportunities to attend social or group gatherings; using illness is a part of this since it means that I do not have to participate."

How do you respond when there is disagreement and discord with others when you do participate in group gatherings?

I judge or criticize others either inwardly or outwardly which creates even more of a distance between myself and others.  Judging and criticizing is also a way that I mitigate the pain that stems from fear of being proven unworthy through other people’s responses since I do not have to acknowledge their input which I take as the belief that they are overpowering me in some way.  This also brings about a feeling of helplessness that is often unbearable.

"You describe experiencing a sense of inadequacy in your

affairs, correct?"

Yes.  Also, fear from prior disappointments and hurt.  This has blocked me from realizing my potential because my choices and behaviours are often driven by unhealthy and crippling thoughts and feelings.

Following this honest and poignant discussion about prior life experiences they all sit in contemplation, pondering what has just been communicated and reflected upon.  As they lovingly sit together in silence, one of her angelic guides states, "You will be incarnating back into the third dimensional reality on the earth plane.  Keeping in mind your description and the nature of earth school that humans are functioning mostly from instinct and a semi-aware state.  You

describe this in the beliefs you have acquired in your many years of experience.  This includes feelings of being unloved, unworthy, a sense of helplessness, and many fear-based thoughts and emotions.  These thoughts and feelings have driven your reaction to events through your actions such as anger, resentment, judgment and

criticizing others as well as yourself, and standoffish tendencies."

Her second angelic guide intervenes and states, "The

calculating behaviour or need to take on the role of a chameleon to please others drives a flow of events where you drift and coast based on events that are placed in your path.  Through molding yourself to what you think others standards of you are, and therefore what you should be, you lose a sense of self, for as you say, you take on the role of a chameleon in your attempt at pleasing others to satisfy some

inner desire or need you possess.  This leads to a reactive approach to earthly life since you choose to accept what is thrown in your

direction rather than selecting what you want.  It has been easier for you to self-sacrifice, as you relinquish what makes you happy and

instead focus on other people’s desires and needs.  Because you have become accustomed to living this way, you are pushed and pulled along the path of least resistance, which ironically contributes greatly to your pain and suffering."

Her third angelic guide observes, "When you are able to

successfully get what you want from other people or other people are behaving in a way that you desire, this leads to temporary satisfaction.  I say temporary because nothing on the earth plane is static.  The physical realm is always changing, it is never the same.  An obvious example is your physical vessel through aging.  Your bodily functions slow down, and your outer appearance changes as you grow older in earthly time.  This is an example of limitation in physical form since you exist within the limits of your physical vessel.  This does not mean that you are limited internally; you only become limited

internally when you identify what is happening externally and equate that with the standards you believe yourself to be internally.

This brings me to how you have viewed yourself in previous lifetimes.  When you successfully manipulate the outcome from a place of trying to please others, you equate that with being happy within self.  When the opposite happens and others are not responding in a way that you desire or need, you see yourself as a victim for you place your happiness and fulfillment in life in other people’s hands.  That is - you monitor how you are doing on the earth plane from sources outside of yourself."

One of her spiritual guides says, Following what was just stated, you have experienced a lot of disappointment in a variety of forms.  When there is a chance for happiness and fulfillment, fear takes over and you take on feelings of guilt.  Therefore fear and guilt have driven your actions, and therefore your life experiences.  As a result of fear and guilt you become preoccupied by shortcomings and a sense of failure.  This draws the spirit of limitation to you as the universe will rearrange itself to fit your picture of reality.  Following this is apprehensiveness about the future as you propel yourself within a sphere of consciousness imbued by fear and guilt that prevents you from moving along your life path in the way that you are meant to and that is your divine birthright.

Her other spiritual guide adds, You possess all of the talents, virtues, and abilities to create a life of joy, peace, abundance, and love.  This is your Divine Birthright.  When you incarnate, you are veiled from the skills, talents, and abilities as you work to remember them through applying the tools you possess from within.  When you begin to apply these tools, you start remembering who you are and then your life expands into freedom and grace.  God does not punish, only presents us with the opportunity to wake up to who we are.  This is why you descend into the denseness of physical reality, for these experiences are placed in your path for your highest growth.  Then you transcend into a world of limitless potential where anything is possible.  You can see clearly from your prior life experiences that you have just forgotten.

She responds, Indeed.

One of the great Archangels comes into the pyramid of light now at the request of all gathered and through his sword of Divine Will, he

re-qualifies and harmonizes any negative impacted energy that dwells within the pyramid. 

He then asks, Are you now ready for the screening?  That is to view your prior life experiences to see the details of how your thoughts, feelings, and emotions created your reality so that you can see more clearly how these manifested in your circumstances with people, places, and things?

Yes, let us watch now.

"In this past incarnation you are known as Michelle, an older sister to Jennifer who lived in a two parent home.  You married a man named Arthur and were a friend to a neighbor named Lucy.  Through this viewing you will see that everyone has a part to play that

provided an opportunity for your highest growth.  All have been granted free will and therefore it is always your choice what you do with