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    Malady of Emotions: Malady of Emotions
    Malady of Emotions: Malady of Emotions
    Malady of Emotions: Malady of Emotions
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    Malady of Emotions: Malady of Emotions

    By AustyneThomas

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    About this ebook

    This memoirs are inspired by true events and
    experiences. For some this is a proof that
    AustyneThomas has a heart afterall, for others
    this is affi rmation to the overtly sensitivity of
    his character. But quite frankly, this book is
    anything you say it is....as long as the copy is
    yours truly.
    LanguageEnglish
    PublisherXlibris UK
    Release dateDec 10, 2012
    ISBN9781479734801
    Malady of Emotions: Malady of Emotions
    Author

    AustyneThomas

    AustyneThomas is a Nigerian who has a great interest in life and all the knowledge to acquire. He has a great presence and a profound gratitude for duality. A strong believer in God, and an appalling athlete.

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      Malady of Emotions - AustyneThomas

      Copyright © 2012 by AustyneThomas.

      All rights reserved. No part of this book may be reproduced or transmitted in any form or by any means, electronic or mechanical, including photocopying, recording, or by any information storage and retrieval system, without permission in writing from the copyright owner.

      This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places and incidents either are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously, and any resemblance to any actual persons, living or dead, events, or locales is entirely coincidental.

      To order additional copies of this book, contact:

      Xlibris Corporation

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      Contents

      Love Is My Enemy 1³th May 2012

      Now That I Am A Millionaire 1¹TH MAY 2012

      Bad Belly 2⁶TH JUNE 2007

      14:00PM

      We Die Before We Die 1⁶TH DECEMBER 2008

      To You My Neighbor 7:14 Pm

      Now You Are Gone (1) ⁹th OF JAN 2009

      Now The Year Has Come To An End 3¹ST DEC 2008

      Memories Of A Crazy Mind

      A Very Wrong Heart ¹ST OF FEB; 2009

      Love Is Not A Game To Play But It Is A Mistake To Make ⁴TH OF MARCH 2009

      A Writer Is In Love 1⁵TH OF MARCH 2009

      In My Quest To Change

      A Part She Plays So Well 2⁴TH, APRIL 2009

      I Have Lost My Beliefs

      Answer To My Prayers 1⁴TH OF MAY 2009

      My Dearest At Heart ⁴TH JULY 2009

      A Fight Of Self 21 JULY 2009

      Dear Wife It Is You I Fell For

      Nothing Is Ever What It Seems ⁷TH NOV; 2009

      But I Must Strive On ⁵TH OF FEB; 2012

      Again… I Have Lost My Beliefs ⁷TH SEPT 2009

      Condolence To My Heart ⁹TH SEPT; 2009

      Am A Star, How Can I Not Shine? 2⁸TH SEPT; 2009

      ON THAT CUSHION, THE BIG ONE ³RD OCT; 2009

      What Does

      Tonight Mean? 1⁸TH OF NOV; 2009

      I Have Found You, Why Am I Still Searching 2⁹TH DEC;09

      Cant We All Just Get Along?

      I Have Found You…

      Why Do I Still Wait?

      A Battle Of Self 1¹TH FEB;2010

      A Longing For Past 2⁶th march 2010

      Worthless 2⁸TH MARCH 2012

      I Know 1⁹TH JULY 2010

      Everything Is Worth It

      Again, I Have Lost

      My Beliefs ⁶TH AUGUST 2010

      Death Is Not A Disease 02-02-11

      1⁵TH AUGUST 2010 Leave Me With Some Kind Of Proof It’s Not A Dream

      Who Am I… Really ⁹TH DEC;2010

      A Complete Love

      For Nothingness 3¹ST DEC 2010

      Let My Life Be

      An Open Book 2³RD JAN; 2011

      I Have Passed A Boundary

      Leave Me With Some Kind Of Proof It’s Not A Dream 2 4/2/11

      Am Looking Forward To The Memories Of Right Now

      I Love You, But

      I Can Destroy You 2⁶TH FEB 2011

      Can’t Tomorrow Wait? 2⁰TH FEB 2011

      Clothes

      In Time It Heals, With Time It Heals

      My Love Turns To Dust Where Did All The Blue Skies Go?

      What If I Fall In Love Elsewhere 1²TH JULY 2011

      Am Sorry But On This One I Forgive Myself

      I Have Lost My Beliefs ⁸TH OF NOV; 2011

      I Have To Take Myself

      Away From You 1⁰TH JAN; 2012

      The Loneliness Sets In 2⁰TH JAN; 2012

      At The End Of The Day

      All We Have Is All

      We Trully Deserve FEBUARY ⁹TH 2012

      Understanding JUNE ⁸TH 2012

      Leave, But Tell Me You I’d Always Love Me

      Love Is My Enemy 13th May 2012

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      All the beauty in the world so said

      Doesn’t compare to being in love

      All the Joy and happiness thus felt

      Is what makes the world revolve

      Love is a beauty thing

      Kpomquem!

      So I must be the one

      Funny how different it gets

      And how feelings evolve

      Where did all the pain come from?

      And the pain and all this hurt

      There is not a day come short

      That fear of you hasn’t brought

      Am left to wonder alone this days

      Wondering if that is all

      That is promised, that was sworn

      Have feelings reached a wall?

      Do I disturb, do I bother

      Do I care too much?

      Has your heart found another

      And ceased from me, as such

      One day all this would end

      For better or for best

      One day, me feet would tend

      For righteousness or for death

      This has always been my curse

      Emotion, soul and mind

      Love itself I cannot nurse

      So thus it changes to dust

      I do believe induced by potent circumstances

      That love is my enemy.

      Now That I Am A

      Millionaire 11TH MAY 2012

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      I thought all feelings would change

      And life would probably stand still

      Am soon adding another age

      Life is just as real

      Has money come to stay

      Have I been fighting too hard?

      Are my feelings here to sway?

      Has karma got me back?

      I think money changed me

      Made me a better person

      I think love has drained me

      Taught me a bitter lesson

      Nothing lasts forever

      And pain has come to stay

      I wonder if I would surrender

      I don’t wanna feel this way again

      Would money come faster?

      Would friendship still remain?

      Will feelings turn to disaster

      Many things I must bargain

      Now that I am a millionaire

      My name remains the same

      I hope to be a billionaire

      Maybe then things would change

      Bad Belly 26TH JUNE 2007

      8946.png

      The thorns for the rose

      Soil hands for the oily

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