Never Me: TAT: A Rocker Romance, Book 5

Written by Emjay Soren

Narrated by Amber Reed

There is no way to really start this story.

My story really has no beginning and no ending. It's like I was plucked from nonexistence and dropped smack-dab into the worst possible nightmare. I am not sure if I ever felt a moment of comfort or love from my parents; my sister I have, but from the ones that created me I don't think I did. When you go your entire life not feeling the shelter of a parent's love, I think even if for only a second if it was present it would be unforgettable, even to an infant.

I cannot move forward without going back. I do not want to go back. I am scared of very few things in this world, but my past is something to bring on the cold sweats and break me into a ball of rage and pain. The trapdoors, I call them, the ones containing all of the fury and pain, they need to be broken open. I have fought against it for too long, and now I face my own death or my own redemption. I face the fact she will never be back and I accept the moment I broke.

That's one of the many doors I fear opening. Doors that are closed and locked and barricaded in for a reason. What I share with you will make your skin crawl, and sadly I haven't even scratched the surface.

My name is Noah Beckett, and this is my story. There will be moments I disgust you; I will undoubtedly break your heart. I am a master of making ugly even worse, but I can bring out beauty in the worst of all things. I do not judge, I would have answered to a bullet a long time ago if I did. You may not like my choices or the things I say and the way I live, but you will respect it because I have earned it.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Insatiable Press
• Release date: Dec 15, 2017
• ISBN: 9781624614552

Reviews for Never Me

[Lori Brooks-Smith · Rating: 2 out of 5 stars]

I wanted to like Noah and Bright but F***... Making a female sex addict the sponsor for someone like Noah? Seriously just offensive for people who have gone through their 12 steps. A sex addict wouldn't agree to put themselves in that position. I listened because I am invested in the series and the characters but damn it's a roller coaster. Again the entire series should have trigger warnings in the description as well as a trigger warning read before the book starts.

[Mandy · Rating: 5 out of 5 stars]

#Noah #Bright Inwas really scared to lisyrn to this audio....I meen this is Noah Beckett! Gosh, he can be so frustrating sometimes but also so loving!!

Must be honest! I Loved the Lyrics of bands before every chapter. Dowloaded a whole new playlist for myself with all the bands and songs mentioned! A knew a few but also now learned a lot of new bands and songs!

Highly recommended! Absolutely Love you Noah!!! Love Love Love

[tasha c · Rating: 5 out of 5 stars]

Holly molly.. this was such a nice one. I really love Mel’s mind and how she did the books. So raw and real.. I get it… I really do. Thank you Mel

[Donna Cooper · Rating: 5 out of 5 stars]

I fell in love with this series from the first book! It was one of the hardest stories I've ever read but so deeply honest and touched my soul. Noah and Carrie will forever be in my heart along with their entire crew. I was so happy to finally hear Noah's personal story even going in knowing the pain was coming hard. It was one of my greatest pleasures to go on Noah's journey, to feel his pain and then be touched by his love. Feeling the loss of his first love and learning to heal. Emjay Soren writes with everything my mind and heart are looking for. I can't wait for the next book!

[Janette Sharp · Rating: 5 out of 5 stars]

One word AWESOME.. ..... . ... ...... ... ...... ...