This episode is so personal and vulnerable that I am almost uncomfortable sharing it publicly. I share my entire life story and the healing journey that I walked out of the darkness. I take listeners through how my core wounds and self-destructive narratives formed, ultimately leaving me depressed, anxious, lost, and disempowered to move my life in a positive direction.But that’s only half of the story. The second half is the documentation of my journey with therapy,  medicine work and self-discovery. I am shining a light of the gift of the struggle. Most of my life has been an uphill battle, but more recently I have reached a place of peace, happiness and fulfillment.Please consume this episode with nothing but love, as the specifics shared are very vulnerable and done with the aim of inspiring and giving hope to others who are also struggling in life. One thing is for sure: It’s possible to get to the other side, and life can be better than you ever thought possible.Topics Covered:Being born into a war and fleeing the countryThe refugee experience as a young girlMy first portal into self awareness and reflectionMy first taste of rejection and comparison energyEarly experiences using alcohol & drugs to self-medicateHow cystic acne and my weight made my self-confidence plummetThe development of my core wounding & self-destructive narrativesStruggles with finding my career path and purposeMy first ever experience with MDMA & how I changedGrad school: my dark night of the soul + mental health hellThe moment everything crashed and the misalignment became clearBeing a doormat in romantic relationshipsRecovering from codependent patterns & loss of loveReplacing psychotherapy with AyahuascaHow Microdosing and coaching started moving me forwardShow Links:PAX Cannabis Vaporizers - LANA to save 15%1:1 Coaching with Lana
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