The Girl Who Is The Freedom: Traumatized stargazing, #3

By T.M. Tarantino

This is the third memoir about this life I live!from "the girl who should've been left at airport security," and "the girl who is the full moon," this is the third book about being who I am! This is the same ass the last book but more positive I hope!

 Tw: mild mental health, depression, and swearing!

• Language: English
• Publisher: T.M. Tarantino
• Release date: Apr 10, 2024
• ISBN: 9798224370979

T.M. Tarantino

T.M. Tarantino is a penname for an author and artist!  T.M. Is a tattoo and piercing fiend as well as solar eclipse happy!  She love stargazing and writing! When she is not NOT seen writing or reading, she is getting tattoos/piercings and doing art!  She is a PTSD warrior and was bornin romania!  Ottawa based author and artist

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The Girl Who Is The Freedom

Traumatized stargazing, Volume 3

T.M. Tarantino

Published by T.M. Tarantino, 2024.

While every precaution has been taken in the preparation of this book, the publisher assumes no responsibility for errors or omissions, or for damages resulting from the use of the information contained herein.

THE GIRL WHO IS THE FREEDOM

First edition. April 10, 2024.

Copyright © 2024 T.M. Tarantino.

ISBN: 979-8224370979

Written by T.M. Tarantino.

Also by T.M. Tarantino

Traumatized stargazing

The Girl Who Should Have Been Left At Airport Security

The Girl Who Is The Full Moon

The Girl Who Is The Freedom

Standalone

Traumatized Stargazing

Watch for more at T.M. Tarantino’s site.

The girl who is the freedom By T.M. Tarantino

The girl who is the freedom

For my friends

Prologue

As the moon valance, the sun, and that there is more darkness, there is still a round of light, where the sun is think about the ring of light when you go and find that you're in darkness, there's always gonna be light no matter where you go! This means hope as well! I think!

About me (just to tell more about me) About me: AHola, Yá'át'ééh, salaam, nuqneh, bonjour, merhaba! My name is T.M.

Tarantino! (A penname). 35, I am hoping for female female penpals from Hawaii, Navajo territory, France, canada (though I live in Canada) and turkey! I am female who is in a relationship and in a committed relationship, that being said: I have PTSD, Asperger's and ADHD and possible Disociative Indenity Disorder! I am an artist and musician and a writer! I am multi ethnic Eurasian also I like Quentin I Tarantino movies! That being said I want to be the Quentin Tarantino of books!I like stargazing, nature and crystals (healing). I am hoping to make some life long friends! (She/her).

Who I'd like to meet: Robert young pelton, Trevor Henderson, violent J, shaggy 2dope, gorillaz, David, da o my, gillian Anderson, Quentin Tarantino, some of my favorite YouTubers, paranormal investigators, Artist, musicians, writers, astronomers, good kind people, fellow woman!

Interests

General: TATTOOS, PIERCINGS, WRITING, STARGAZING, HALLOWEEN, READING, body art, MAKEUP, vegan, LANGUAGES,watch tv, watching movies, nail art, ISLAIC ART

(THOUGH I AM NOT MUSLIM), CREEPYPASTA, CRYPTIDS, YouTubing, fan fiction, samurai movies and yakuza films, chō-Han (dice dame), hanafuda cards, Duolingo, novels, horror, true crime, bolo ties, graphic novels, blogging! I am currently working on my 3rd memoir!

Music: Insane Clown Pose, Appalachian Anarchy, spice girls, backstreet boys, BTS, twiztid, dark lotus, limp bizkit, marylin Manson's MUSic, Nancy Sinatra, lardi B, helloween, Leo, ramstein, pod, linkin park, gorillaz, doll, Billy idol, Billie Eilish, abba, beegees, Donna summer, horror core rap, 00's pop!

Movies: Rotten mango, twin paranormal, the why files, paranormal files, hype myke, secret 4 studios, Bailey Saran, Anna else 10 to life, Nancy grace, deathdoor, Amazonian shaman girl, vitalyhere, of herbs and alters, many. Mental health YouTubers- as you see I don't do very many move except for downsizing and I like YouTube more!it's my profile!

Tv: Yakuza lover (Japanese), zatoichi (Japanese), sailor moon, simpsons, COBRA KAI, swat, shōgun( both versions), bless the harts, king of the hill, fbi files, bar rescue, ink masters, ink masters angels, Pete and Pete, futurama, the Americans, sand land the series, drangon ball z, drangon ball, Star Trek!

Books: World's most dangerous places, shake hands with the devil, the adventurist, 3 world gone mad, hunter: hammer: and...., lord of the rings, falling, drowning , chicken soup for the teenage Soul, road to miran, 3 kingdoms, sun tzu art of war!, kite runner, licence to kill, Michael Creighton, confessions of a yakuza, Star Trek!

Heroes: Robert young pelton, Trevor Henderson, violent J, shaggy 2dope, gorillaz, David, da o my, gillian Anderson, Quentin Tarantino, some of my favorite YouTubers,

A much needed additude change (eclipse!) So I was not able to see the eclipse. I was able to feel it. I was going to ball hockey that day. I remember correctly as it was just yesterday ball hockey was fun but anyways, there was something about the solar eclipse in the endorphins that made something snap in my head that finally made things make sense to me that made me, wanna be better inside and out not so much but more on the inside as that will reflect on the outside, as the place was getting darker, except for the inside of the rank, I found that I was able to enjoy the sense of peace that I finally had.

Also, I was able to enjoy the fact that there was something shifting in my brain. I don't know if it was chemical or spiritual, or maybe both, but there was something that was causing me to think differently think positively in a better way. This might be a hard road, but will be an easier road to deal with as I was less pissed off with the planet. I found that was very interesting things in a lack of light or in a different light when it came in things were a lot different a lot brighter and I actually felt better about half the stuff that I went through in my life. That being said, I also ended up going to a, cosmic meditation sound bath work shop with my friend that being said not gonna tell you his name but I am gonna say what the idea of this was. It was supposed to be planned on the solar eclipse, which it was the idea that I ended up seeing green when it was a sound going off like crystal bowl, singing bowl or something and then soon enough I was seeing what looked like my backyard in my group home where I was just looking at the stars looking at the stars and seeing the different constellations and everything was colorized and green. That was very interesting indeed! I was interested in why the whole area was green my house the grass was green, but everything else was colorized and grass green, which was kind of strange. That being said I was very unusual. Even the stars were green, and they seem bigger than usual.

When the sound workshop or sound therapy workshop finally ended I went to the person who was holding the workshop or was hosting it and I said what does green mean? I know it's the colour of the healer, but I think there's more to it than that that being said, it was very interesting to see when I got home I hopped on my iPad looked up the colour green. It is basically the colour of ADHD. It is hyper it's gifted is fast but also did I find that not only is it the colour of the healer, but it's also the colour of security to be able to be able to see, you can provide security not just for the people around here, but maybe who knows the whole world I didn't know that's what I interpreted as is I guess this was a vocational awakening. I guess I was not meant to be a tattoo artist although that might be what I might have to do an order to put myself through school, but I know it's gonna be TSA or CATSA!

When I realize that this was powerful, this was not just a cosmic attitude adjustment, but also occasional things that I was going through that I did not know vocational thing that I did not expect to experience. Usually, I hate the colour green. I really do hate it, but in this case, this time, when I was at the workshop, it was exactly like that the Saint Paddy's day only thing even the peoples faces were green because it was just the way everything was seen in my third eye!

It was unusual, the sensations I felt since starting ball hockey and the idea of going to the workshop and ending the workshop. It was very interesting. I wondered how she was able to make the music go just the right way sounds the right way I guess she's a one man band she said that she Studied some shamanism! And that's when I realized that I met someone who was similar to me I said that I was basically a shaman as well! I didn't say what the brand of that I went through, but it was very interesting indeed to see that I was experiencing something that my

ancestors would've experience. I was able to commune with my ancestors, but I was also able to see what my path and life was as well as getting an attitude change from the story eclipse, and the planets aligning that being said this might sound fat, but that's basically what it is, it was sounding but it was what it was.

Everything was just lining up in the next thing so my emotions I still have to go through therapy. I still have to do a lot of things that the Westwood demon important in order to go on with your life but I actually enjoyed the attitude change. It felt like I was going through a med but a positive med change at the same time that's what I felt like to me!

I was able to enjoy the sound therapy or sound bath as it was but I didn't enjoy seeing the colour green all the time comes to me that's a hostile colour because of my PTSD I guess this was part of my therapy that I was supposed to go through but then when I read after the workshop, the sound bath workshop. I realized that it was more than anything that my PTSD would say it was the opposite it was that if you were the bearer of green, you were actually the bearer of security would be for your family or otherwise it is very interesting and need to see that, this may be what I might be needing to do in my life!

It was very enlightening!

Basketball

This sport I like but I just don't like the politics between basically me and my boyfriend at times when things aren't going my way, but the game is fun. I may have mentioned that before where I have gone to basketball anyways, there is the inner workings of basketball and I'm not talking about defence and offence this is basically, you have to act a certain way and stuff you have to do certain things you have to be positive. You have to be kind things like that which you're very interesting because it's a special Olympics sometimes I'm not always a positive positive when something doesn't go my way and things just go completely to shit for example, that one night I ended up going completely losing my shit when my boyfriend was just legitimately, sleepy and tired, and didn't show up. That was one example of the politics that I have other things that us and trigger me when I go to basketball is his ex!

She does have a boyfriend of her own. She seems to be a bothersome influence on me in some cases and triggers me although she is a sweet girl and a very nice person she mentioned that she did certainly date him that I should stay away from that being said, that was pretty disturbing at one time and was triggering for me so every time I see her I always get on my guard and end up going insane half the time what time when I noticed that he was on her team I thought that he was still with her and other horseshit like that also people like to lie about my boyfriend, and say that. And I think she's the one that is the source of the law as she was not happy when I first started dating him that being said, I kind of have to grow a costume to her but it's very unusual nonetheless, she seems so arcus and so nice but then she has to be paying her hours when end up taking her ex away which other unthinkable thing even though she has a boyfriend now that she loves still it's a pain in the ass when she's around that's one trigger that I find it is a pain in my ass is that she is constantly there and she's trying to steal back my boyfriend when he already has a boyfriend of her that being said, why can't she understand the idea and I don't like to talk about the great religions, but in this case, why don't you not commit adultery even though we're none of us are married if you are involved with someone why would you wanna go and go back to your extra piss off your ex