My Twin Soul Running Behaviors

By Silvia Moon

The running experience is a frustrating time for both twin flames especially the one chasing. You wonder why suddenly, something triggers your twin flame to either deny what is happening between you or they tend to outright block you out of their life. This is how it seems in the physical reality.

When you dig deeply, you learn that there are always underlying issues forcing your twin flame to behave this this way. You also learn that you are not the source of their running frustrations. You are only a trigger that evokes them because you are their mirror. You reflect your twin flame's deepest desires as their darkest fears.

Once healing happens, you twin flame tends to bounce back in your life to reconcile. This is a spiritual awakening process and a personal battle you must win within yourself.

Stay blessed!

• Language: English
• Publisher: Silvia Moon
• Release date: Oct 4, 2023
• ISBN: 9798223570783

Silvia Moon

I am happy when I relate with you through my experiences and also inspire you to feel better about yourself and your twin flame situation to stay in love. The Twin Flame experience has inspired me to develop incredible inner strength; I feel the impetus to achieve my wildest dreams. I have learned to align my spiritual gifts with my physical needs. Embracing the Twin Flame's unconditional love has taught me different ways to embrace transcendental experiences like beauty, connection, exploration, flow, purpose, and gratitude. I used to have unmet spiritual needs or desires; the Twin Flame journey has taught me the different ways of adapting to change to feel whole and enlightened. I had to dig deeper within myself to face my suffering. I had to integrate the broken parts within: I learned to embrace self-love. The Twin Flame journey is a battle within myself; I had to stare within to penetrate my being to experience the full richness of my existence. I have transformed to reach the heights of my humanity and potential: I am creative, authentic, accepting, independent, and brave. After I went through the invigorating Twin Flame Spiritual Awakening process and reflected on my old life, I began to understand why I felt deeply unsatisfied. I felt isolated from the world as I knew it. I also realized that no matter my social status and level of success: money, power, greatness, and some level of happiness still left me deeply unsatisfied. I yearned for a deeper connection between myself and the world around me. I previously inhibited negative patterns and behaviors that hindered my growth. I rediscovered the authentic humanistic qualities that define me: creativity, freedom, forgiveness, awareness, acceptance, independence, and bravery. Once I found my authentic version as a Twin Flame, I gained more respect and acknowledgment of the uniqueness and sacredness of my humanity. I hope to inspire you to feel better about yourself to find easy solutions to your twin flame situation. It makes me the happiest person in the world. While you read my books, I hope to relate with you as a twin flame and beyond. Always here to share Love and Light. Yours in love, Silvia Moon. Stay Blessed!

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Reasons for ghosting you

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Why do twin flame runners ghost? Why don't they at least say Hey I'm going to ignore you now because of XYZ?

I don't know about other twin flames but for our situation, it was quite the opposite. I ghosted him first. I came up with the strangest reason for my running. Right after I told him, I regretted it.

I said to myself; What the hell are you doing?!

We are now going on six years since we last saw each other. I used to regret running away from my twin flame but not anymore. As time progressed, my twin flame became the runner instead.

From my experience as a runner, ghosting happens after there has been some form of emotional vulnerability or exposure. When he or she feels emotionally disarmed, the best way to deal with the situation is to hide. I outright suggested it to my twin flame.

I felt undeserving of my twin flame's love. These feelings became augmented and scary when I thought that he was better off having this connection with someone else.

Before I ran from my twin flame a week prior, I battled with emotional chaos. It had been two weeks since our physical separation after staying together for a month. I felt intense energetic downloads and sharing. I almost cried myself to sleep because I felt him so intensely — the connection kept growing even though we were apart. I had no idea it was a twin flame experience and neither did I know about the twin flame phenomenon. To add to my aggravation, I had marital obligations to fulfill. I couldn't see how my life would get better except to block my twin flame out of my life.

Before I did it, I told my twin flame how I felt: The uncontrollable giant feelings that I could not control. I wanted to know that he also felt the emotional chaos. I told him that I would hide from him after my message. I was a total mess then.

Things only spiraled downwards for the worst.

The funny thing is that I expected my twin flame to respond with warm loving feelings telling me that things would finally be alright. My insecurities were looking for some sort of affirmation that my twin flame saw me as a special person.

I had no idea that it is the other way around: If you feel special, unconditionally loved, and appreciated, your twin flame feels it too. He or she treats you the same way — it is a mirrored response to how you feel and see yourself.

All I know from experience and what I have read from other twin flames is that the runner twin flame is very much aware of what is happening even though he or she does not know the right words to express it. A true twin flame will never enjoy leaving you in the dark without any form of direct or indirect heads-up.

A runner might not be able to fully explain their behavior but they are not that cruel to just desert you out of the blue.

I am very curious to know what other twin flames think.

The Battle between the Ego and Soul

What is a twin flame runner? Do they often have conflicting thoughts between their heart and mind?

A twin flame runner always has conflicting thoughts and emotions mainly because the ego conflicts with the heart. Your heart knows that the connection is authentic yet your mind is in complete doubt. This is the true definition of having to fight the battle within — The twin flame journey is indeed the battle you have to win within yourself.

When you become a twin flame runner, you learn that it has nothing to do with how you feel about a twin flame. Your divine partner triggers the running behaviors because he or she mirrors your deepest desires at the same time your darkest fears. You run from yourself — not from a twin flame. Of course, the physical reality seems as if you are running from the physical aspect of your twin flame experiences but the issue is deeper than that.

You are so used to being in control of any situation. Your masculine energy is so dominant that the expression of emotions and feelings makes you uncomfortable. That is why your twin