The Monster Inside Of Me

By Sophia Jones

The Monster Inside Of Me tells a story of a little girl who was molested and rape from the age of 6-9 she notice these strange things happening to her body. she couldn't explain it and was afraid of letting anyone know what she was experiencing in her body. This little girl thought to herself there must be a

• Language: English
• Publisher: Amz Pro Hub
• Release date: Mar 21, 2023
• ISBN: 9781960757500

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The Monster Inside

of Me

Sophia Jones

Copyright ©2023 Sophia Jones All Rights Reserved

Dedication

I dedicated this book to every boy and girl who couldn’t standup for themselves and who had no voice as a child. To everyone that is battling with something on the inside of them, I dedicate this book to you. I dare you to be free and walk in your newness of freedom.

Acknowledgments

Writing a book is harder than I thought and more rewarding than I could have ever imagined. I have to start by thanking Father God, for trusting, strengthen and guiding me since in my mother’s womb. Thank you Father God for not giving up on me for your grace and mercies upon my life.

Thank you mom for answering the call when you found out you were pregnant with me, your seventh child. You could have aborted me but you choose to give me a chance in this world called Life. I love you mom more then you will ever know.

To my two handsome young men Benjamin and Justin Joseph, Thankyou for loving me the way both of you do. I am so blessed to be called your mom and to my grandson Justin Joseph Jr., I love you so much.

To my brother Stanley, wow we came a long way together, I thank God for you. Thank you for the times I can call you pick your brains for ideas, advice and some encouragement.

I would like to thank my cousin Jayden Jules for always having my back, for believing in me praying

for me. You always see the best in me even when I don’t see it. I love you Jay to the moon and back.

I would like to say a special Thankyou to my childhood friend, sister from another mother Janet Harvey, for all of your prayers, the many talks, your time and for always listening to my problems. You know everything about me and I didn’t hide anything; because I felt safe around you. You always push me to do better in my life. Thank you for being that faithful praying friend. Thank you for not judging me but always guiding me straight to God and pray.

Finally I would like to give a special thanks to Sonya, Mamabear Betty, Jahmeila, Denise, Lisa, Leslie, Toya and Rayma. Each of you ladies play an important role in my life. Thank you for all the talks, advice, honesty and for always being real with me.

Thanks to everyone at AmazonPro team who helped me with everything in needed in getting this book publish.

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About The Author

Sophia Jones lives in Fort Lauderdale, FL, with her two handsome sons, Benjamin and Justin, and her grandson, Justin Jr.

Sophia is compassionate about helping people, loves to take long walks on the beach, and writes in her journal every day. She enjoys her time with her grandson.

July 17, 1996

Melissa had a long day at work today as she sits and takes a long look back on her life and how far she has come doing the same thing. At the age of 44, Melissa is ready for a change in her life. She is tired of not living but only existing. Looking back in her past, she can’t seem past this unhealthy thinking, these unhealthy habits which have a strong hold on her life.

She feels as if she’s stuck. At every step she makes forward, it takes her ten steps backward. Melissa thought. How did I get here? How do I get the life I want? Melissa reflected on her life from way back at the age of six years old.

That was the age she got her first slap, the age when she was molested. Melissa’s mom, Ms. Cheryl, was a party animal. She used to party with her guy friends, so she calls them. The nights Ms. Cheryl partied, she would ask her friend to watch Melissa and her two brothers.

Frank would come into the house, pick Melissa out of bed, place her on the kitchen floor, play with her private part, kiss her on her chest, and take her hand to

touch his private part. When Frank was done, he would hand Melissa one dollar and tell her not to say anything to anyone. Ms. Cheryl looking for Melissa everywhere, calling her name, Melissa, where are you, girl? No answer. Ms. Cheryl went to Frank’s house. Looking through the screen, she saw Melissa on top of Frank’s father, Peter. "What are you guys doing?

Melissa get out here right now! Mom, we were playing." Ms. Cheryl called on her friend, Betty, to come out of the house right now. She proceeds to tell Betty all that had happened. Ms. Cheryl had Melissa show her what she was doing with Peter. Melissa started moving back and forth, showing them how she was playing with Peter. Both Cheryl and Betty began to laugh so hard. They had made Melissa show them over and over again.

Melissa was sad and didn’t understand why they kept asking her to show them what she was doing.

Cheryl says, Melissa, little girls don’t play with boys or men like that. Get in that house, take a bath, and get ready for dinner.

Melissa loves to go