Unhuman: The Diary of a Suicidal Woman

By Nancy Walker

Nancy Lee Walker falls in love with an old childhood friend only to discover that her sexual appetite soon leads her in a world of trouble that she never dreamed that she could or would ever think of being in.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Newman Springs Publishing, Inc.
• Release date: Aug 12, 2021
• ISBN: 9781636929217

Nancy Walker

Nancy is the author of three publications: Déjà Vu, Dr. Quark, and Koobla the Camel.

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Unhuman

The Diary of a Suicidal Woman

Nancy Walker

Copyright © 2021 Nancy Walker

All rights reserved

First Edition

NEWMAN SPRINGS PUBLISHING

320 Broad Street

Red Bank, NJ 07701

First originally published by Newman Springs Publishing 2021

ISBN 978-1-63692-920-0 (Paperback)

ISBN 978-1-63692-921-7 (Digital)

Printed in the United States of America

Table of Contents

Youth in Love of First Year of High School

Loss of My Baby

Moving Down to South Boston, Virginia

Feeling Depressed and Suicidal

Graduate from High School to Go to College

A Woman in Love

Life of a Baby

Birth of My Daughter

Loss of Love

In the story of Unhuman: A Diary of a Suicidal Woman, it tells how Nancy Lee Walker, a young teenager, is faced with problems of having to grow up in a household where her mother is struggling with her own, such as loneliness, depression, and alcoholism, and because of this she is forced to have to grow up fast and become a woman before being a child.

She has to learn to take care of herself when there is no adult supervision around to take care of her and telling or directing her from right or wrong that she is doing in her life.

Nancy Lee Walker falls in love with an old childhood friend only to discover that her sexual appetite soon leads her in a world of trouble that she never dreamed that she could or would everything of being in.

Why I wrote Unhuman: A Diary of a Suicidal Woman is because in life, as I go on through my journey in life, I realize that the mistakes in life were my best teacher in life.

In the story of Unhuman: A Diary of a Suicidal Woman, I learned of the hardships of fallen in love and the heartbreak of love and the loss of a child, and I learned how precious that life is in how life is a gift in itself,

I tell my story because I want anyone and everyone to know that if you have ever found yourself in this trouble that you are not alone.

Someone was in the same situation that you were in being a teenage mom or in love and a lot of people disliked or disagreed with who you were with because of age, race, or religion.

I am telling you that if true love is meant to be, then love will overcome anything in life that you are going through.

Learn to follow your heart and stand up to those people and tell or speak your truth on how you feel about what it is that you want or need because that was you want or need because after all, if you don’t speak now or speak up, then you will or can live with a world of regret put God first.

I learned how to face problems head in through faith, and God and I learned that when you put God on first that everything will fall into place.

I also learned that trying to take your life or end your life is not the way on how to handle your problems or trying to escape reality.

I had to learn that when trouble came my way, I learned quick who my friends and family were. I learned that when I got pregnant at age fifteen and some of the family learned of my secret, they quickly disowned me and distance their selves from me, making me feel unloved and unwanted which left me feeling like I was not a human being; it left me feeling like I was very unhuman that when you make a mistake that some people will tear into you like you are not ever allowed to make any mistakes in life.

I thank God for my new joy in life, my sister Wendy, and for my daughter Lisa being in my life; they have filled my life with hope, love, and direction on a right state of mind.

Hi! My name is Nancy Lee Walker Jr. I was born in Brooklyn, New York.

I was born on January 19, 1972, at 1:30 in the morning at Brooklyn Hospital, and I was the youngest of five older siblings.

Growing up, I was a happy child. I had love from my mother who was named Nancy Lee Walker Sr. and my four brothers named Haywood, Tyron, Mark, Luke and a sister named Wendy Walker.

I looked up to my sister Wendy; in my eyes, she could do no wrong, and that’s how everybody looked at her.

It was hard trying to live up to everybody’s expectations of who I should be like because my sister was so popular and well like and loved.

So I started setting out on my own chore to get attention. I started acting out by fighting in Junior High School, and I had started cutting class and becoming sexual active.

I was a youth in Love of first year of High School

On June 20, 1986, I had graduated from Junior High School known as 117, and I had went on to my high school.

Youth in Love of First Year of High School

Of games Madison High school in the year of September 6,