2am Worries: Late Nights, Early Mornings, #6

By Sakari Lacross

I don't love myself

I just use and abuse myself, so you don't have to do it

Don't let this pain in my voice fool you, I'm okay by myself

You got me used to, being by myself

I tough this pain out, all by myself

 

#BLKHearts

• Language: English
• Publisher: Sakari Lacross
• Release date: Feb 15, 2021
• ISBN: 9798215378977

Sakari Lacross

Michael Wayne Noland Jr, better known for his pen name Sakari Lacross, was born February 5th, 1994 in Cleveland Ohio. Spending most of his childhood being raised in Flint Michigan, Michael's mother moved him and his family to Arizona when he was 15. Even with his unstable background, Michael has been writing since he was nine years old, competing in his school's poetry contest and bimonthly writing events. Discovering all his true potential to write during his years he went to linden charter academy, Michael won his first local poetry contest at Sam Garcia Western Avenue Library, located in Avondale Arizona. Michael then published his first poetry collection, titled, PTSD. With so many more projects on the way, Michael has no plans of stopping his love for writing any time soon and encourages his readers to stick around for the rides to come.

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Her time is important, so is mine

Don't leave now, when I'm on borrowed time

#MnyYrsL8ter

The girls used to care in middle school, the girls used to care in elementary

The same old girls don't care anymore

Those girls...those girls...

Those girls are sitting with those guys, they're no good for you

Those girls give up their body, now, you're another body

Those girls become nobody

Those girls...those girls...

The girls that used to have the time, too occupied these days

These days I go down my friend's list, wondering who my friends are

The same old girls who want something good, but can't be honest with themselves

The same old girls who pass right by, guys like me...

Drinking late nights, I know I shouldn't be

Unhappy with love and life, I know I shouldn't be

Maybe it's them, maybe it isn't me

Maybe I'm rushing things, I know I shouldn't be

#HowLngIs4ever

I haven't complimented you today, allow me to.

Allow my eyes further permission, to look at you.

I've seen perfection, I've seen you. I've felt imperfections, in your presence.

Though I'm nothing without my eyes, I'm inspired by your morning face. You need not a disguise.

#WithOrWithoutMakeup

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She's turning over with somebody, it's just not me

She's turning over with somebody, his body, her body, drops between her knees

Rolling down her leg, it's beautiful

Climaxing facial expressions, she's beautiful

A beautiful nightmare, you're dreaming without me

#ImNotThere

My inspiration went away, when you stopped responding

#ShesOnToSumthingNew

Maybe a piece of me, is better off with you...

#SheDoesntStay4Lng

And if it's money I need,

I'll get it

I'll buy more hearts,

Than I can sell

#Hearts4Purchase

It's everything to me, you make my nights much easier

Asthmatic to this love, you make breathing, seem so hard

#KindleNghts

Did it one day too many