Sunset Szn: I Once Had A Heart, #2

By Sakari Lacross

My head lies between headphones, instead of your thighs

I've compiled fantasies together, to make out your image

I still can't think of what you look like

I'm isolated.

I'm writing when I'm not playing video games and playing video games when I'm not writing

My everyday routine.

I wanna add you to my way of living, but I haven't seen you yet

 

Give Me Memories ~ Sakari

 

A poetry collection that creates an atmosphere of helpless vibes can be found behind these pages. The first volume in an emo series of poetry.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Sakari Lacross
• Release date: Dec 17, 2021
• ISBN: 9798201329563

Sakari Lacross

Michael Wayne Noland Jr, better known for his pen name Sakari Lacross, was born February 5th, 1994 in Cleveland Ohio. Spending most of his childhood being raised in Flint Michigan, Michael's mother moved him and his family to Arizona when he was 15. Even with his unstable background, Michael has been writing since he was nine years old, competing in his school's poetry contest and bimonthly writing events. Discovering all his true potential to write during his years he went to linden charter academy, Michael won his first local poetry contest at Sam Garcia Western Avenue Library, located in Avondale Arizona. Michael then published his first poetry collection, titled, PTSD. With so many more projects on the way, Michael has no plans of stopping his love for writing any time soon and encourages his readers to stick around for the rides to come.

Book preview

1. Hey mom, I decided not to come over. Imma continue to grind on my own. I don't wanna make dad feel anymore uncomfortable than what he already feels. I don't wanna clash with dad anymore, something you can't even prevent. Me and dad have to prevent it. The only way I've seen to do that is by me staying away.

2. Hey mom, I donated plasma again today. My blood levels were good this time, though the machine had some sort of interference. Anyway, all of my saline wasn't able to return. I'm not feeling too good now, imma rest for a bit. Call you later.

3. Hey mom, how's dad doing(erases message before sending)? Goodnight mom.

~ Text Messages 2 Mom

Thinking about that one night

I can't get it out of my head

Thinking of that one night

That hasn't happened yet

~ I Saw Us In London

You are edge of the world beautiful.

An after image of a messenger of heaven beautiful.

Girl across the room that I would never approach beautiful.

You're a walking mirage beautiful.

~ As Beautiful As You Are

A vampire in your vision, you can't see me

When I'm standing right in front of you, in love

Your eyes show no reflection

I'm a reference, that you can't understand

Her Facebook is starting to look like Tinder

Her Twitter never sleeps

She's becoming Instagram famous

Club scenes more frequent

I'm all alone, talking to her voicemail on the weekends

Conversations with myself in her inbox, I need to chill

Hands over my face, I don't even know why I waste time, in my feelings

~ CRB (Come Right Back)

She used to reach on my side of the bed

Every time I would leave

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All of my seconds want you, I might've lost you forever

I had one chance to talk to you, pity encouraging me otherwise

I need this importance, rewind time somehow

~ Someone Build Me A Time Machine

All the while I feel younger, 18 all over again

Somehow you've youth bounded me, crushes and butterflies like high school

I don't wanna miss class, knowing you'll be there

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I'll do my best, I'll do my best...

I'll try to love you, without heartbreak,

Even though, I