The Passion Of My Desolation: Letters to You

By Lena Ma

Welcome to an eerie voyage of heartache, loss, grief, and everything in between. With each turn of a page, a poignant story unwinds, reaching into Darkness' undiscovered depths and becoming lifelong comrades with it. Dreary verse by dreary verse, the psyche is doused in a Red Sea of gloom that the sun's healing light has eternally ceased to illume.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Lena Ma Publishing
• Release date: Mar 19, 2021
• ISBN: 9781952716164

Lena Ma

The world is a dark and destructive place, and the mind is constantly flawed. Through personal traumatic and emotional experiences, such as domestic abuse, infidelity, and hospital-ridden adventures, Lena Ma brings her stories to life by exhibiting raw emotions that plague, not just her, but many others living in this world. "Broken & Abused: The Imprisoned Mind" brings out the painful experiences she encountered while living with a man with Asperger's, a love that was never meant to flourish. "Shamefully Vanished: A Memoir of a Girl Out of Control" documents her years under the grasps of a debilitating eating disorder that robbed her from nearly six years of her life. In one of her most recent stories, "#obsessed: Instagram Destroys Humanity", she explores deep into the dark sides of social media, influencers, and how the Internet is far from what it seems. Her stories come with dark, twisted scenes that reflect the horrors of reality. Happy endings are a thing of the past while the pain of disturbing reality shines. As an aspiring author, Lena hopes to make a difference in the lives of others by exposing the truths of psychological warfare and the manipulation of the modern world.

Book preview

The Blade Of My Right Hand

The pain I feel deep inside is like none I have ever experienced before.

The expression of my woes leaves me speechless and cold.

My heart is dead; my blood runs still; my soul always yearning for more,

Even as the days pass me, my eyes cry for you as I turn old.

They say time heals all wounds, and your betrayal will soon be forgotten,

What they don’t realize is how swiftly you came into my life, like a sweet, summer breeze,

Allowing me to trust you, love you, believe in you, now leaving my memories rotten.

I opened myself to you, vulnerable, and you brought me to my knees.

I thought you were different; I thought you were real.

You pushed me to the ground, left me in tears for what you have done.

I thought you were perfect, the way you made me feel,

And I knew I had to leave, but you took away my courage to run.

You stabbed me with a knife and betrayed me when I was down.

I lie awake at night, haunted by our endless fights,

Memories of you suffocating me as I feel ready to drown.

With you gone, I can finally enter the light.

We were so close, so connected, never knowing what we may find.

I knew they changed you, tampering your brain, turning you corrupt.

The others who came and went wounded my body, but