Letters to Those Loved and Lost: You Will Always Be Remembered: Letters to You, #2

By Lena Ma

I love you. I hate you. Please come back. I never want to see you again! Love sucks! When love is good, it makes us feel amazing, and we want to treasure it forever. When love becomes rotten, we become so crazy and delusional that we are torn and confused, drastically trying to replace old love with new, hating ourselves for allowing unwarranted love in, and hating others for not being the ones we marry. Love messes with our emotions, making us praise and smile one minute, while overpowering us with resentment and revenge the next. However, love is not controlling or manipulative. Love only exists to allow our emotions to wander free and explore who and what we want from those we do not. Love is not an obligation; we do not have to destroy ourselves trying to find it. Love is a choice. Those who want it can embark on their own self journeys while those who do not can sit back and channel inward. Love is beautiful. But love can only be discovered if self-love has already been found. Always remember to love yourself first.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Lena Ma Publishing
• Release date: Jan 7, 2020
• ISBN: 9781734390346

Lena Ma

The world is a dark and destructive place, and the mind is constantly flawed. Through personal traumatic and emotional experiences, such as domestic abuse, infidelity, and hospital-ridden adventures, Lena Ma brings her stories to life by exhibiting raw emotions that plague, not just her, but many others living in this world. "Broken & Abused: The Imprisoned Mind" brings out the painful experiences she encountered while living with a man with Asperger's, a love that was never meant to flourish. "Shamefully Vanished: A Memoir of a Girl Out of Control" documents her years under the grasps of a debilitating eating disorder that robbed her from nearly six years of her life. In one of her most recent stories, "#obsessed: Instagram Destroys Humanity", she explores deep into the dark sides of social media, influencers, and how the Internet is far from what it seems. Her stories come with dark, twisted scenes that reflect the horrors of reality. Happy endings are a thing of the past while the pain of disturbing reality shines. As an aspiring author, Lena hopes to make a difference in the lives of others by exposing the truths of psychological warfare and the manipulation of the modern world.

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Prologue

Love.

When it is right, it can be a beautiful thing.

However, when it is not, it can create destruction far beyond our imaginations.

Love can be innocent.

Love sends shivers down our spines and makes us feel as if we are floating.

Love gives us gifts and comfort, and it makes us never want to let go of the source it is coming from.

However, love can also be deadly.

Love can suck us in and spit us out dry.

Love can become obsessive and evil.

Love can manipulate us into doing unspeakable acts that we feel we cannot control.

Love can force us to become so narrow-minded that nothing and no one else