Suite 69: Black Lesbian Erotica Volume III

By Billie Simone

Billie Simone self-publishes her final installment to the SUITE 69: BLACK LESBIAN EROTICA series. The series begin in 1999, and is a cult favorite among lesbians of color.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Lulu.com
• Release date: Jan 24, 2012
• ISBN: 9781105470288

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Suite 69: Black Lesbian Erotica Volume III

Suite 69: Black Lesbian Erotica Volume III

By Billie Simone

I Bleed Ink Magazine

PUBLISHING

1st Edition – January 2012

CONTENTS

INTRODUCTION

DEDICATION

Perfect

She Doesn’t Love Me Anymore

Bad Places

Thank You

No Woman

Excuse Me Miss

Quiet Storm

Fake Smiles

Be Cool

Funny

Mutual

Home is Where The Heart Is

17 Hours

Maybe 2Morrow

Gimmie Some

Mean

You Were Supposed 2

I Wanted to Love You

Everlast

Show Me

Even If

The Great Pretender

Fuck That Bitch

Real Womyn

Hold Me

UnLove Me

Self-Destruction

If I Died

Tired

Happy Poem

The One

Inside of You

March Madness

Inside of You

We Make Art

Browngirl

You Make Me Wanna

Puddle of Me

All of You

Sumthin’

I Like You

Can’t Wait

Babygirl

Panty Love

I Miss You

Whip Appeal

Soulmates

Better

iLove

Heartbeat

When I am Happy

This♥

ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS

ABOUT THE AUTHOR

ABOUT THE PUBLISHER

© Copyright

INTRODUCTION

January 2012

This is the final installment of SUITE 69: BLACK LESBIAN EROTICA.  It has truly been a pleasure…sharing my most intimate thoughts and fantasies with my readers.  However, the time has come for me to move on to something bigger and better. 

I begin writing the SUITE 69: BLACK LESBIAN EROTICA series many years ago with humble intentions.  It was a form of therapy.  You see, I couldn’t afford to see a therapist at the time, thus I wrote to express my true feelings.  I was a soldier of love trying to win a war, and had no idea who I was fighting against; my family, my friends, my lover, my community, or myself. 

My first effort, VOLUME 1 showed my innocence, and meekness.  As much as I desired love I still struggled with homophobia within my family, and I was clueless about loving and being loved.  I thought I knew what I wanted, yet ran from what I needed.   I had a fantasy about love, and having the perfect relationship and partner.  My daydreams only lead to inner turmoil, and pure drama.   And although I had published my first writing project, and was full of pride, I felt defeated.  I was in the midst of losing someone who I believed was my best friend, and my girlfriend who I loved dearly. 

I wrote VOLUME 2 after my losses and entered other relationships that proved to be life lessons instead of my dreams come true.    Who knew finding love would be so hard.  During my search however, I continued to write and begin to feel more confident about sharing my work. The publication of VOLUME 2 was very successful, and shortly thereafter I begin the longest relationship I had ever been in. 

I’ve always believed that how you start a relationship is how it could end, but I didn’t take my own advice.  I spent years in a relationship with a woman who pursued me endlessly while I was in a relationship with another woman.  In the end, I cracked someone’s heart and wind up getting my mine shattered into a million pieces.  For over five years I had a perfect relationship with a woman who was older, in the closet, and had no intentions of ever coming out.  I couldn’t write.  I wasn’t inspired in the least, and overwhelmed