Courage Inspired by God

By Life Idel Kennedy

This book or manuscript was inspired by God and the holy spirit to tell my story. To birth out my inner pain and to let people know that whatever it is you find yourself in you can overcome by the strength of Jesus Christ.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Harper Partners LLC
• Release date: May 4, 2022
• ISBN: 9781087947365

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Table of Contents

Chapter 1 - The pain of neglect

Chapter 2 - David the shepherd boy, the black sheep

Chapter 3 - Understanding your process

Chapter 4 - Courage

Chapter 5 - The lover of my soul, Yahweh Jesus the Christ of Nazareth

Chapter 5 - Testimony, my life

Chapter 6 - Total Surrenderance, I give it all to you Jesus the Christ

Chapter 7 - Building Character in you

Chapter 8 - Sold out for Jesus

Chapter 7 - Pain

Chapter 8 - Let go and let God

Chapter 9 - Your purpose is definitely greater, than your pain

Chapter 11 - Step Parents

Courage Workbook

Chapter 1

The pain of neglect

It takes courage to love again when you being hurt all your life, it takes courage to release your predators, those people that have caused severe injured to your heart. It absolutely takes courage to forgive your predators, and release them out of your spirit and placed them at the feet of Jesus. Be encouraged to anyone that is encountering such pain such as abandonment, neglect, no support system from the very one that carried you nine months, and brought you into this world.

Remember God had a plan for your life. Jeremiah 29:11 declares the Lord Almighty that the plans I have for you is good and not evil to give you and expected end. My life growing up was just horrible at age 7 and up. I praised God for my beloved grandmother that took me as an infant, when my mother said I was a mistake and wanted to abort me. But God said not so, I am only using you as a vessel to carry my seed. And there I was born Dec 11. For my mother it was a disaster, but for my granny and aunties it was a pleasure and gift from Yawah. God never forgot me. Just like He told the prophet Jeremiah, son I knew all about you before you were born. I was molding you while in the womb of your mother. What an awesome God we serve. You are not a mistake; you were destine by the Holy Ghost to come and be used to do exploit for His glory. I loved my granny, because she showed me so much love and care. Than my mother came and took me from my grandmother, I wished up to today in my life that she never did that. It was than our estranged relationship began. She hated me so much, beatings, pouring pepper water in my face, the abuse from this lady was so severe I always thought this is not my mother. I thought they may have switched me at birth. Everything I did was wrong, but her marital children were always right. They could never make any mistakes; they were the perfect one while I was the black sheep like David amongst them all. She made sure when she got into this country all her marital children was all set to live in this country, except LIFE. I always asked God why, why me? Why couldn’t you allowed her to abort me like she attempted to. See folks, no one will understand your pain not even your so call siblings. Why because they just can’t comprehend the severity of what you really went through, and why this seem to reflect in your behavior even as an adult as times. I always prayed for a family of my own, but I found my peace in God and I have learned to let go and let God. You will survive, and you will be delivered, but theirs few steps that you must take and exhibit those steps in your life. First you must know that yes what they did to me hurt me severely, talk to God acknowledging what was done to you. Second, you must give or surrender everything in your life to Master Jesus. Your hurt, disappointments, pain etc. Give it all to Him. Third, you must concengrate yourself daily by the renewing of your mind through