Can I Get A Refill?

By wendy Adams

Right when you least expect it something can come along and blind side you...dive into this novel about the emotional road a partner experiences from dealing with the hurt of infidelity. Author Wendy Adams skillfully pens the journey through the eyes of experience. This book is written for a women scorn and those who been there and done it all before! You will love the way tears turn into triumph and motivation morphs into ministry! You will be increasingly captivated with the turn of every page!

• Language: English
• Publisher: 48 Hours publishing
• Release date: Feb 5, 2022
• ISBN: 9780578244501

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Introduction

Have you ever been betrayed? Has someone ever hurt you so bad it consumed every second of your thoughts? Have you ever been so broken you had to ask yourself how will I ever get over this? Will I ever stop being angry? Can we come back from this tragedy? Have you ever been pushed to the brink of pain and the only words you could cry were Lord help me! Hey, that was me, Wendy.

This book is the story of a woman who faces one of the most difficult times in her life. A time when everything seemed to be going right and then in a blink of an eye everything changed. Penning Can I Get A Refill has definitely brought healing and completeness to my life. After reading the story my hope is that you can find the strength to not only forgive every offense you’ve suffered but that you will also grow and become the person who's able to bring healing to another human being that may be healing from the hurt and pain caused by infidelity. To overcome the wounds of betrayal by someone you love can be an extremely difficult process. It’s a journey. This story will take you on an emotional roller coaster, so get ready. Forgiveness and healing are also present on these pages with lessons on how to pursue peace in your soul if you allow it.

-Wendy

Chapter One

My Trigger

I never thought I would be able to say or hear those words again, Can I get a refill? My trigger words. Those words possessed the right amount of seasoning and heat to make my blood boil. Angry? Let’s just say that’s an understatement. Those words felt like a cue or a signal before tip-off during the NBA finals at game time. There was a time when I heard the infamous 5 words, I was instantly ready to go on a defensive, explosive rampage. My husband better watch out. A lump in my throat was always the first knee-jerk reaction before a flood of emotions would overtake me.

Those words were connected to pain for me. Pain in the form of a gallery of screen shotted text messages my husband’s side-chick sent me beckoning him for a refill. Yea, those words were a reminder of one of the most painful moments in my life. Was, yea that was a moment in time. The good news is I lived through it. Here’s the story...

Right when you least expect it something can come along and blindside you, throw you completely off your course into a subdued field of devastation. You find yourself left standing still with not an ounce of a clue about what to do. I never saw it coming, were my eyes closed? What in the world did I miss? In one moment, everything I believed about this man, my husband-my soulmate was being challenged and tried. I’d been with him for over 20 years! This is a man I considered honest, loyal and faithful. Hell, sometimes I even questioned if I was good enough for him!

I trusted this man. Yes, trust! You know that super firm identifier of truth, strength and ability. That credence and assurance forever’s are built on. That certainty that’s set up during ceremonies of commitment. In one hard blow to the face, it seemed all my trust and faith in him was gone! Just like that I was hurt, sad, and shocked. After all hell broke loose his first thought and expression when I approached him with the million-dollar question every woman asks in this situation, WHY... My husband’s response was a classic and typical one. With remorse and embarrassment on his face he hung his head low and disclosed in a voice parallel to a whisper, I was stupid.

My first thought... That’s a given.

Chapter Two