My Journey to Wholeness: Love Letters from the Throne Volume 1

By Teresa K. Page

“My Journey to Wholeness: Love Letters from the Throne” is a bitter sweet demonstration of the author’s encounters while chasing a dream. Documented in this first compilation volume of intimate letters, witness Teresa becoming acquainted with a new soul of interest while watching the Lord intentionally dismantle her world of provision to make her ready to receive His promises.

• Language: English
• Publisher: WestBow Press
• Release date: Oct 23, 2019
• ISBN: 9781973674580

Teresa K. Page

Teresa K. Page is the author of “My Journey to Wholeness: The Sojourn Continues”. After four transformative years since its release in 2015, she resumes with the title series, which endures to capture significant life experiences and lessons learned in pursuit of self-discovery. Still creating a space in the Atlanta Metropolitan, Page persists to serve her spheres of impact as an avid writer and Dean of higher education. Contact and Connect with the Author: Email: [e-mail] Website: http://www.teresakpage.squarespace.com Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/TeresaKPageAuthor/ LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/teresakpage Twitter: https://twitter.com/TKPageJourneys

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ISBN: 978-1-9736-7459-7 (sc)

ISBN: 978-1-9736-7458-0 (e)

WestBow Press rev. date: 10/30/2019

Dedicated to the Loving Memory of

My Sissy

Mrs. Beverly Kaye Page Ramos-Rodriquez, III

Contents

Introduction

Preface

Subject: A Second Touch…

Subject: Tunnel Vision..

Subject: Recognition and Open Heaven…

Subject: Sweet Sleep…

Subject: Check This Out…

Subject: Hi…

Subject: Hello…

Subject: You Crossed My Mind…Want To Bid You A Beautiful Day. Go Get’em…

Subject: Thank You For Tonight…

Subject: Golden Time Of Day…

Subject: Last Tonight…

Subject: What Drives Me…

Subject: August Already…

Subject: Good Morning…

Subject: Hi…

Subject: Contact…

Subject: Get Well…

Subject: Last Night…

Introduction

Love: The Key to Woman’s Glory

As the finishing touch in the Earth’s creation, the Woman is swayed in dominion; fortified to subdue; prolific to be fruitful; exponential to multiply and stocked to replenish. She is comparably designed as the sole equal counterpart of the Man and built to be his match in physicality, intelligence and strength.

On all platforms of the spirit, soul and body, the Woman is the catalyst that ignites intimacy; the incubator of the generation’s seed and the only creature that delivers divine DNA safely into our realm. Her mentality is hardwired to perform executive functions; defaulted to never forget and explicitly keen to recall a memory by the whiff of the familiar. Her ability is unparallel and her emotions are acutely tuned to detect the unseen and the unheard.

Though the ages have multiplied her sorrow and subjected her to the whims of men—the Woman has prevailed. Though the world holds her in contempt for our chaotic state and often distrusts her motives—the Woman is loaded with remedies for all ailments. Though the systems discount her as mere property and a second-class citizen—the Woman blossoms beautifully among the thorns and briars. Though her adversaries relish in destroying her magic and withholding rights, protection and provision—the Woman is atomically equipped to flourish and her needs are supplied by Heaven every time.

Consider this…

If history has proven that the Woman’s success in dominion cannot be breached by unfavorable conditions of: inequality, classism, sexism and racism—how much more would the application of Love unlock the depths of her treasures? For, Love is the key to the Woman’s glory! It is imprinted in her codes and runs in her veins. It is her fuel and ranks high above the needs of air, water or food. It duals as the source of her power and her kryptonite in the poor imitation of unrequited reciprocity.

The most inhumane act done to Women has been the conditioning that her security in love is contingent upon external factors. No other creature in creation must hang their happiness, self-worth and functionality upon this manner of madness. Nor is any other female species forced to choose love among the acquisition of: husband, children, education, career, money and materialistic ideals for fractured fulfillment.

The Woman must internalize that she was first and wholly loved in the mind of God when she was just an idea. The blueprint of her construct was formulated in His genius and released in a dimension to thrive without apology or limitation. If the Woman ever perceives that she is perfectly loved upon arrival, she will unleash incalculable and insurmountable favor the worlds would never recover from. If the Woman ever comprehends the boundless love of Jesus Christ, she will apprehend the fullness of God and manifest in supernatural measure. If the Woman ever ascertain her totality, she will never be disarmed by the lesser or overwhelmed by the mighty again.

In His infallible wisdom, the Lord established the Woman as an outcome and the trajectory of mankind was forever altered. The Heavens made her an Earth Ruler. Man identified her as the bone of his bone and flesh of his flesh. The Generations call her Mother of All Living. And Hell reveres her as Nemesis and Enmity. Truth is, the Woman is bad all by herself, yet the extent of her greatness remains untapped, restrained or locked. In its simplicity and majesty, Love is, and will ever be, the only self-activating key that will set the Woman free in all of her aspects.

With that said, My Sisters…Turn the Key. Again, I say, Turn the Key!

Preface

When I received the author’s copy of my first book My Journey to Wholeness: The Sojourn Continues in 2015, I took off chasing a very specific dream shortly after receiving a divine revelation of my life’s purpose. As a result of such an awakening, I set before the Lord four compound petitions pertaining to dissolving a former venture; establishing a new endeavor; creating a family and discovering my self-worth. I zealously proceeded to use the active ingredients present in my life at the time to bring those prayers to fruition.

Without hearing the Lord say, Go!, I packed my belongings; moved to a progressive side of town; launched my events business; prepared myself to get married; got a clean bill of health to start a family and looked to become a renowned author and speaker!! In my mind, I was going to take Atlanta by surprise and I wanted to write about Love! I mean, why not? All the conditions were just right. I had a new surrounding; the book’s title; the outline and—BONUS—I was in love! Yet, every time I sat in front of my laptop the words would not come and the atmosphere would not unlock.

In the turn and progression of 2016, everything I asked the Lord for slipped through my fingers one by one after fully investing my money, energy, heart and strength. During Thanksgiving of that year, I remember the Lord saying His provisions was going to stop so I could possess His promises. Less than four weeks later I lost the final thing I acquired to support my aspirations—my home.

Come on, Jesus! Promise does not look like this! Love does not feel like this! This was not how things was supposed to happen! Or, was it?

How could I rightly reconcile that all of this was a part of a divine plan? For, I experienced extreme loss and was destroyed on one hand! Yet, I was experiencing success and being elevated exponentially on the other. To the naked eye, I looked strong, but my spirit was considerably injured from the overload of disappointments; the vast losses and the distrust of my own heart. I would have kept going not taking into account the collateral damage. But, the Lord, in His wisdom and infallible grace stopped me in my tracks. He abruptly removed me from a world I would have settled for to make me ready for the world He promised! He