A Window Through to Your Soul
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This book is a selection of creative writings – the author’s thoughts and poems from the darkness of burnout and depression though her journey into the light again. Zoë would like to thank those who have guided her through recovery for their patience, inspiration and belief in her.
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A Window Through to Your Soul - Zoë Hickerson
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Contents
1. Queen of hearts
2. Roaring
3. Waiting
4. Hanging around
5. In my shed
6. Concrete shoulders
7. Peculiar author
8. The new one
9. Things change
10. Pondering life
11. Cuckoo
12. Get off your arse
13. I know
14. How do I see
15. Broken dreams
16. Doing it for ourselves
17. Will you still love me
18. Sorcerer’s Apprentice
19. Things that I want
20. Granddads old vest
21. Back to the beginning
22. General election
23. Where has my ummph gone
24. Rate your mood
25. My impulsive whim
26. Radical acceptance
27. Answer yourself
28. Responsibility
29. Toot toot
30. Skid marks
31. An unexpected visit from the Dark
32. Deliverance
33. Sand
34. Plastic fantastic
35. My life flashed before me
36. The day that I left
37. What gives me pleasure
38. I’m not afraid
39. Tears
40. A gigantic shift
41. A rant or 2
42. Time after time
43. My new kettle
44. Huff and a puff
45. Sour milk
46. I’m scared
47. Great Aunt Maud
48. Reborn into life
49. I love you
50. A ball of energy
51. The narrowest of margins
52. The penny finally drops
53. Not now in the future
54. I didn’t know you had it in you
55. Over exposure 100
56. Yeah or nah kind of day
57. Sweet and sour pork
58. A gift
59. Kindness month
60. Green eyed monster
61. Communication
62. Gutter snake
63. I could be wrong
64. Local land fill
65. Squatter’s rights
66. Ticking time bomb
67. Walking the plank
68. Weapons of self destruction
69. What do I have to offer
70. Why pretend to be somebody else
71. Emotionally disconnected
72. A window through to your soul
73. Free will
74. I pray for the day
75. I’m not offended
76. Make use of your silence
77. Second skin
Queen of hearts
I can barely look after myself
Now look what’s landed on the proverbial shelf
Unsatisfying
Soul destroying
Little snide remarks
I will run to the park to stop my fuming
It’s overwhelming
Self criticising
Saying that piece of puzzle doesn’t quite fit
I want to spit and spit
Until fire rages through
Expressing myself like this is it good for you?
Tears smart my eyes
Who should eat humble pie?
This is bemusing
It’s almost amusing
What’s on the political agendas?
Where no one knows their right from their left
Sometimes I’m like the Brexit clause
It’s just the start where it’s deftly paused
Like the ubiquitous Queen of Hearts
The opposite direction looks appealing
I want to do some healing
I can barely look after myself
It’s a well known book off the shelf
Look I’m not stupid
I’m not looking for Cupid
Rushing me won’t get it done
I’m like I’ve been in a domestic
The aftermath is hectic
Time has been a slow healer
I know we glorify death
We look upon those as weak
We battle day by day to make it through the week
Months creep by with a cheer
My goodness you are still here
Obviously I’ve made the right choice
It gets harder and harder with that niggly voice
To think that I have
To think that I haven’t
It’s the small things that set you off
I don’t want someone to shake me wondering if I did it on purpose
Who wants to join that circus
When there are signs that smack you right in the face
That says a warm welcome to the human race
Roaring
I’m getting anxious with your constant
Yelling and swearing
I know you’re delusional
Fuck mate it’s getting rather boring
To hear your constant roaring
I used to be quite thick skinned
Now it’s only skin deep
I’m feeling emotional with your ranting and raving
I know it’s not personal
I don’t know what you are craving
And I know it not Tourettes
Give us a break
From your constant roaring
We will see you in the morning
Waiting
What are you waiting for
Waiting makes my skin crawl
What am I waiting for
Waiting here there everywhere
The anticipation setting alarm bells off in my brain
Making me feel sick in my stomach
Making it tie in knots
Feeling stranded is no one else like me
I get this feeling I want things to hurry up
Waiting for time to slow
Waiting for time to quicken up
It makes me nervous I should be there by now
I’m sorry I’m one of those annoying people
It’s set in my brain it’s set in my DNA
An automatic response to where I have to be
Breaking out in beads of sweat if there is any kind of delay
Have to stop thinking
Try to make myself late
Others do it with consummate ease
Still waiting to try
Life is full of waiting
Life is full of wasted