The Altared Life: The Pathway Towards Personal Revival

By Darryl F. Husband

Dr. Darryl Husband was a typical theologically trained Baptist minister, until a life-changing encounter with the Holy Spirit changed everything. The Altared Life is more than a book describing a man's religious faith; it's a blue print for those seeking a pathway towards dynamic intimate fellow-ship with the living God. The Altared Life is an invitation to breakthrough the average mundane religious experience and into the pleasure of consistent unbroken fellowship with the Living God of unconditional grace, mercy and abundant living. The Altared Life will offer you several paths to the presence of God, from a biblical perspective. Everyday your relationship with Him will grow stronger; thereby you will grow into the image of God and become a "Carrier of the Glory".

• Language: English
• Publisher: Lulu.com
• Release date: Apr 6, 2011
• ISBN: 9781257404759

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Introduction

My Dear Friend,

This is a letter and a guide to help you to enter into the presence of God by daily using simple, intentional tools and principles. How hungry are you for him? If it is your desire to know him intimately, to have a key to his residence, then I want to help you receive it.

Prayer has such a bad stigma to it. It is time consuming. It takes knowledge to participate in it. What if I say the wrong thing? Is it not easier to allow my pastor to do it for me and let it be? Where do I start?

I am convinced that the average Christian lives beneath their privileges because they have a distant, casual relationship with God. That relationship is managed by their pastor. Weekly, people stroll us into a large Christian day care center where we get to hear the voice of our Father and experience Him through the relationship and oversight of another. Often, we enjoy the time, but have no clue on how to get in touch with our Dad during the week, so that we can experience that same intimacy, instruction and empowerment.

This guide will offer you several paths to the presence of God, from a biblical perspective. Everyday your relationship with Him will grow stronger; thereby you will grow into the image of God and become what I call, a Carrier of the Glory. You cannot enter into His presence and not experience His awesome power, divine character, gifts and fruit. When you do that daily you will carry the Glory of God with you.

Chapter 1

The ‘Altared Life’: My Personal Path

It was 1996 and I was stuck in the rut of traditional religion and all of its secret ministerial bondages. I was tired of the old wine skins, but I kept pouring more wine into them (figuratively and literally). I knew that I wanted something more than the model I had seen, but honestly it was all I knew and fear of loneliness and ridicule hindered my pursuit. I decided however, to just explore some new venues to at least help the ministry the Lord had blessed me to Pastor. So I loaded up young leaders in the congregation and headed to a suburb of Chicago, Illinois called South Barrington, where we attended a Church Leadership Conference. The church was Willow Creek Community Church. The Pastor’s name was Bill Hybels. This is where my journey began. It was there where I rekindled my passion for ministry and more importantly began a pursuit to dwell in the secret place of The Most High. Although the final result would take years, I understood in a small way why I was doing what I do (pastor). It was not the money, the fame, the titles or the freedom. It was because I really loved God. I just did not know how to truly be intimate with him. If the truth be told, I did not know anyone who had an intimate relationship with him. No one had ever taught me to go after Him with my words and my lifestyle.

Worship service was something people came to for a couple of hours and listened to music, a sermon, and some announcements and gave money. The church was a building that housed the worship event. Prayer was something we did with the Pastor on Sunday and maybe over a meal. A Bible was a book we took to church on Sunday that the pastor preached from. God was someone we talked about as a distant overseer not a father who we are in relationship with or have unbroken fellowship.

My several trips to Willow began a spiritual awakening. I kept thinking, there is more to this than meets the eye. My journey needs to be extended beyond a week in the spring or fall of every year. Even though I sensed a tug to go deeper, to grow deeper, I always returned to the same friends, same church and same conversations. At least now I had seeds that were planted in me. The next several years would be a roller coaster ride that would eventually lead me to the throne room of God with a road map of how to return at will.

While Bill Hybels and the Willow team were the foundation for a brand new me, I feared the ridicule of my traditional peers. I secretly desired intimacy with God. For a few years they would see me in worship in the morning and then nursing a bottle of Cognac or wine while inhaling cigarettes at night. For years I fought my nightly fellowship with morning worship, so much so, that one of my colleagues called me Doctor Jekyll and Mr. Hyde. He thought this was humorous, but I took it as a surgical knife that I would use to help me overcome.

I am not sure how I was initially introduced to Bishop Wellington Boone and Pastor Steve Parson, but they became my friends. I would golf with them when I could arise early enough to catch up with them. They were the first Pastors I knew that really were serious about the word of God and living holy. I am not saying I had not met anyone like this in all of my pastoring or ministry time. They talked about it with such passion outside of the walls of a church service and to my knowledge they were living the life they talked about. I never heard any talk otherwise about them. They were leaders of non-denominational churches, serious about God and I wanted to know what they had that I had not been exposed to. What was also great was that they played golf and were not weird with their holiness. Wow! They spoke about ministry with such zeal that I was envious and wanted to know whether I had missed something. Who had reared them in this thinking? Where did they get their model from? When I talked to them about mentors or leaders they followed, I had never heard of the men in ministry they were speaking about. I was fully clothed in National Baptist Tradition.

However, there were two men in my convention, Pastor Ronald Bobo and now Bishop Michael Kelsey, who I loved and respected as righteous living brothers, but they were really outside of my close circle of friends (my hanging out buddies). One afternoon we were around the lobby talking and we agreed to do something very uncommon for me at a convention, go to one of our rooms and pray. I could not believe it. I was at a convention, in a room with some brothers in prayer. I felt strange at first because this was out of the norm. I had gone to rooms to drink and smoke. I had gone to rooms to meet women and trash talk with the guys (we called all of this fellowship), but never to pray. It was the first time I remember anyone ever even suggesting that we go somewhere and pray. Today would be different. We went to the room to pray and to encourage one another in the Lord. That day I made a decision that I was leaving the convention. I could not blame the convention, but I knew my life was not likely to change in that environment. I had invested too much time and energy in building the wrong kind of relationships. To make the kind of shift I knew I was destined to make was not going to be easy. I knew it would be next to impossible there. I did not know when or how I would do this. All I knew was that I could not keep enduring my present life as it was. I could not speak for the other two brothers, but our prayer time inspired me to take a leap of faith. I will be forever grateful to these men. They remain my friends today. We do not talk weekly, but we have traveled on mission trips together and I hold them as dear friends and partners in my spiritual development.

Out of the Country, But the Country Still In Me

Have you ever heard that saying? You can take a man out of the country but you can’t take the country out of the man. Well, I was away from the convention with all my worries gone. Right? Wrong! It’s where I grew up. The lifestyle was bred in me. I was used to going to church. I was not used to being the church. I was accustomed to saying Jesus loves me, but I was not accustomed to saying I loved him, then living like it. I did believe however, that I needed to keep searching and help the members of my church to do the same. What a mess I thought. I have not a clue where to go or what to do and I am a pastor. How many other pastors are stuck in that condition as well? Who rescues those who are breaking and want to be broken, but do not know where to turn for fresh wind? My search was on to find some place where my people and I could find refuge. The worst part of the story is that the people didn’t even know they were searching. They were satisfied in tradition. I think back now on what I call a rescue mission for us and I wonder as the captain of the ship was I wrong to carry them to waters they were unfamiliar with, even if I knew they were safer and better feeding grounds. The casualties seemed too much to bear even as I write this. What a painful sojourn. I thought I was stuck in something. I did not have a clue how deep my people were stuck. Church meetings and exoduses from our fellowship, as we moved towards seeking God, helped me understand clearly.

I took another group of young leaders (the first group was still around but, under attack), to Bethany World Prayer Center in Baker, Louisiana. Here we learned small groups (G-12) and an extension of what Willow Creek called life in community, found in Acts 2. It was in Baker Louisiana that I began to hear about the urgency of prayer and prayer language. I still had a major problem praying and I was a Pastor. I did altar prayer on Sunday and prayed about my sermon. I prayed over my meals. I did not pray over my marriage, home or future. I did not have a format for prayer except the disciple’s prayer which I now call the infant stage of prayer.

It was in Pastor Larry Stockstills’ office where I was first introduced to the ministry of David Yonggi Cho, the Pastor of the world’s largest church. He introduced me to a form of prayer that taught me how to pray for an hour or longer. He gave me a copy of Cho’s version of the temple prayer. After I received that prayer, I spent many Sunday mornings at the altar using it. It was a painful time of weeping and washing away guilty stains. Slowly I learned to pray for an hour, but something was still missing. A part of that prayer was still foreign to me.

In All Thy Getting, Get Understanding

The next stop on my journey was a place called World Changers Church International. While I had heard of the baptism of the Holy Spirit way back in college and even spoke in tongues once, I was uncertain about it and feared doing it publically. I was also too full of education not to be able to explain why I was doing it. There was no preaching or teaching on this subject in my circle that made any sense. It was in the word, but I had never heard of a person in my church who exercised it. I do not ever remember hearing a sermon on it at the convention or in any church I grew up in, except my cousin’s Pentecostal church which I visited once. They didn’t really count though. Their services were three and four hours long and I convinced myself that nobody who really knew God acted like that. I thought they were way out there and I only went because I missed him when he left our home church. It was at a Creflo Dollar conference for leaders that I came face to face with understanding. I heard the following explanation and I knew I was released to speak and teach it to my church. Pastor Dollar said, This prayer language is a language that neither can you understand, so you cannot mess it up, nor is it one the devil can understand, so he cannot mess it up. It was just enough for me to get going. I began to study the word of God. 1 Corinthians 14:2 and 4-5 says, "For one who speaks in an [unknown] tongue speaks not to men but to God, for no one understands or catches his meaning, because in the [Holy] Spirit he utters secret truths and hidden things [not obvious to the understanding]… He who speaks in a [strange] tongue edifies and improves himself, but he who prophesies [interpreting the divine will and purpose and teaching with inspiration] edifies and improves the church and promotes growth [in Christian wisdom, piety, holiness, and happiness]… Now I wish that you might all speak in [unknown] tongues… Then I read Jude 1:20, which says, "But you, beloved, build yourselves up [founded] on your most holy faith [make progress, rise like an edifice higher and higher], praying in the Holy Spirit. Next I read Romans 8:26, which says, So too the [Holy] Spirit comes to our aid and bears us up in our weakness; for we do not know what prayer to offer nor how to offer it worthily as we ought, but the Spirit Himself goes to meet our supplication and pleads in our behalf with unspeakable yearnings and groaning too deep for utterance. From these passages I began to build an understanding of why every Christian should be filled with the Holy Spirit and pray in tongues. Do we all need to encourage ourselves? Do we all need our faith to be built up? Do we all need help in our prayer life so that we pray the perfect will of God and see results? The answer to these questions is all the same, absolutely, unequivocally, yes.

Later in my search on the subject, I discovered a book by Mahesh Chavda called, The Hidden Power of Speaking In Tongues, in which he calls tongues, the language of glory. In Chapter one of his book, I read the final point that helped my desire and freedom for praying in tongues. Chavada writes,

Not long ago, two events occurred in our country that brought greater public attention to one of the lesser-known stories of World War II. President George W Bush awarded the Congressional Gold Medal, The highest civilian medal Congress can bestow, to four surviving members of the original 29 wind talker- Native Americans of the Navajo nation who served as Marines in the Pacific theater and who used their Navajo Language as a communications code the Japanese found impossible to break. At about the same time, a Hollywood motion picture names Wind Talkers" was released, which gave a fact-based, but somewhat fictionalized account of the same story.

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