Beyond Conscious Thought: Opening to Spirit Series, #2

By N.J. Fenttiman

The aim of this book is to share the messages and wisdom of 'The Committee'. It was conceived over a number of years, in diary form. 

The words fell upon the page and are reproduced here, with only the removal of the diary dates. I sincerely desire that you may find inspiration, love, joy and hope, as I did, among these pages.

Hold hope in your heart and trust your inner knowing

• Language: English
• Publisher: The Book Reality Experience
• Release date: Nov 5, 2020
• ISBN: 9780648940425

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Dedication

To Matthew

Introduction

In recent decades there has been a renewed, almost urgent interest in the search for meaning and guidance in one’s life and in the lives of many others. The ‘church’ not seeming to satisfy this desire left many, myself included, with a sense or a need to find a knowing, an understanding and a connectedness that would fill the void and heal the spirit.

Hello! I am Norma. I had for many years known that there was ‘more’ about me than I could logically perceive. My Mother was an ‘intuitive’ and often sensed death or illness about a person. She, therefore, tried to shield me from developing my intuition.

It was in 1994 (aged 51), when I enrolled in a Bachelor of Arts degree in English Studies, that I discovered a number of my colleagues had intuitive/psychic abilities. There were two mediums and a healer in my class.

Why aren’t you working? I was asked Me, how? And so with Gwen and Marg’s guidance and meditation, the process began.

I began to write - Let the words flow, without conscious control. Many a page went into the bin. Finally, I stepped aside and trusted. And in that trust, so much more of my life and experiences made sense.

I was writing, I thought, for myself. Some days asking for assistance and guidance, with life’s difficulties and others for the pure joy of being ‘in company’.

The words flowed from me as if I were a vessel; it is an amazing experience, they fill the mind and the senses before they hit the page, and at times with such a sense of ‘pure’ love, that you just want to stay in the space, just a moment or two longer.

It is a most incredible and powerful experience - both for this vessel and I hope for you, the reader - and can result in a euphoric sense of being; combine this with pure humility and a sense of wholeness is created.

Thus, these inspirational messages, this guidance may result in a shift of energy; which may trigger a deep emotional response; it may clarify personal issues and create a sense of healing.

"Share the words with those who

would listen. For in this too we learn."

(NF 28/3/1998)

In love and light – you and I, journey together.

N.J. Fenttiman

The Committee

When I had been writing for some time, and had begun to move past the self-doubt, I was able to accept that the message, the wisdom, was beyond my conscious thought. The words just seemed to flow free of my consciousness.

It was at this point, I posed the question – Who are you? In reply the impression I received was of a group of beings, each with a specialty area of wisdom. The group would commune in unison – as one voice. However, if a specific explanation, or further detail was required, then ‘the specialist’ would step forward.

"It is with joy we greet thee,

and would commune with thee in unison.

We are many and would pass to thee words of love and of joy."

(NF 8/2/2001)

Thus in the reading you may be, at times, aware of the various tones and voices that come forward. The hint of an Irish lilt; the rhythm of a drum or heart beat; the gentle tone of a wise teacher or indeed the feeling and sense, within your heart of the pure unconditional love of a higher being – perhaps your own Guardian Angel.

And so, I opened to all of the impressions of ‘The Committee’.

"Is it not more joyful to stand in company?

As we who stand with thee."

(NF 3/11/1997)

In love and light, always.

Inspiration

Yes child, we again welcome your company and bid you good morning. Each day brings new life and new inspiration to those who may be aware and open to that which is about. There is much to be aware of, and to take into ones psyche. To expand the whole being we must remain ever alert. Open to all knowledge, that each may take from the knowledge that which is necessary and appropriate at the time, or indeed at the specific moment. We cannot possibly absorb all knowledge, but if we remain closed and indifferent, we miss that which we require for our life’s purpose, and in that missed opportunity we neglect our own potential and the development we strive for.

We may choose to let life flow over and by us, but not to grab hold, may at a later time fill our mind and heart with regret. Grab hold, the ride may be bumpy but it is living and in the living who knows what wonders are ahead. For indeed there are many to be experienced and to be absorbed, into our very being. Remembering to maintain balance, this with that, that with this and so on, and so on. Always balance life.

Do we not call to us, that which we need? And yet, too often we then neglect or ignore that which has come to our bidding. It is difficult at times to recognise the information or activity, as it may be in a symbolic form. Therefore, be aware of the moments of the day, for there is much wisdom held within the moment. Do not go in search, just be aware and be open to that which rushes by. Then, be prepared to take hold or capture, that which is yours for the tending.

Hold fast to the small blessings for they grow into larger wisdoms and joys. Behold that which is yours, for the glory of all is there for the sharing and you are a worthy being. One with all, in The One. We do not often recognize the connection, we do not often feel a worthiness to be of the connection, but know that in all we are connected. Each is a special piece of the whole. No one, no piece is too small, nor insignificant.

We are as one, we are one.

The Moment

All who are gathered here, send light and love to thee, and would take pleasure in your attendance. Those who gather - gather in light, love and wisdom and there is much to share with thee and those about thee. Wouldst thou attend?

Yes

Then so be it. We say to thee this morning all is well and is as it may be. Each movement at present is as deemed and is, as in the time - correct. Change comes to many. Noticed and unnoticed it occurs, for it is as needs be. That which we are afraid of is often only in the mind, do not go with fear upon its path. Fear leads one astray. Stay focused in the way and let fear pass thee by unattended and alone. You and yours walk in light, and need take no note of fear.

For a time there may seem ‘about’, that there is chaos, but it is indeed a show of energy and shall settle into peace and calm. The earth stretches and those upon it itch with anticipation. Scratch the itch and be content. There is joy and love in abundance for all if they but look about. Not in things but in the self and in others who share, one with another. We forget the basics. We forget the beauty of simplicity. We forget the being in silence.

Reach