Rewire Your Confidence: Cognitive Development, #5
By Zoe McKey
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About this ebook
Is the fear of not being enough paralyzing you? Do you have seemingly insuperable traumas that hold you back in life?
Are you overly self-critical or overly sensitive to criticism? Somehow broken and inadequate? Do you believe there is no way out of this state, it's "just how things are, that's who I am?"
Don't buy into this belief!
Rewire Your Confidence helps you make a deep self evaluation and break out of the cycle of low self-esteem, lowered expectations, and lack of self-worth.
Take the chance to create the life you only dared to dream of.
This book is a collection of real-life examples, studies, and lessons to equip you with the necessary tools to examine yourself as you are and create a healing, realistic image about yourself. As a book of action, Rewire Your Confidence, uses cognitive behavioral therapy techniques, advice, and exercises to make your self-discovery process successful and lasting. Most importantly, the book emphasizes real, actionable methods to change your relationship with yourself.
This book was written by someone who due to childhood traumas felt very small, inadequate and worthless for a long time, so you can be sure that there is a real understanding of your struggles.
Fortune favors the bold and those who take matters into their own hands. You are the hero of your story – own it! Your life is yours to improve, take responsibility for and change.
Face your fears and rise above them.
- Learn how to build strong, and reliable confidence.
- Learn to handle judgment and guilt without being harsh –with yourself or to others.
- Learn the best techniques and questions to create a realistic self-evaluation.
- Change your mindset from helpless to hopeful.
Choose yourself first.
- Identify your success-repelling mental blocks and dissolve them.
- Learn to draw and protect your boundaries.
- Use the power of comparison in your favor.
- Redefine your expectations from unreasonable to inspiring.
Have positive vision for your future.
- Identify your strengths and capitalize on them.
- Learn to be comfortable with who you are.
- Create possibilities out of failures.
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Rewire Your Confidence - Zoe McKey
One
How I Misinterpreted Confidence for Entitlement
As a kid, I was the consummate daddy's princess; a spoiled kid without many parental boundaries. Possibly as a result of how poorly (some might say excellently) I was spoiled, I was outspoken and fearless—and with those traits came an air of utter self-confidence. My persuasive abilities worked on my parents phenomenally. My mother was busy working, my father was a notorious conflict avoider, and my grandparents were readily complying with each demand I had. Whatever I wanted, I received—my mom gave me things out of guilt for not being in my life, my dad gave me things to make me shut up, and my grandparents, well, I think they just behaved as normal grandparents would. I was not only an only child but also an only grandchild. As you can imagine… I had four adults at my service.
I had a conversation with my mom recently where she proudly said, You were just so headstrong. It always had to be your way. And we went along with your wishes. You were the center of all the decision-making.
Can you imagine a family where a toddler leads the show?
Oh, Mom. If you knew how much damage your permissive parenting caused me later in life… In fact, ever since I stepped out of my tiny kingdom where I was the princess. I’m sure some of you can identify with what I’m saying. To many of us ex-royalty, there came a point in our lives where we realized that the overly permissive parenting that provided an easy childhood brought us only tears and hardship in our adulthood.
My overly inflated ego and sense of entitlement got its first shock in elementary school. Compared to an average seven- or eight-year-old, I had a developed sense of grandeur and I didn't understand the word no
. This was evident to the outside world. Some kids with lower self-esteem were drawn to me as I seemed confident. But those with a healthy sense of self and a stricter upbringing were avoiding me. Eventually, even my friends started avoiding me as I came off bossy and self-centered.
On one hand, I have been extremely lucky when it comes to my upbringing. I never heard a discouraging word from my parents during my childhood—or in my life since then. They always told me I could succeed in life and get everything I wanted if I were focused, dedicated, and worked hard for it. They never rejected even my silliest ideas. I’m truly grateful for them never cutting my wings.
Not cutting off wings and not enabling the child to be a selfish little brat are not mutually exclusive. I’m sure my parents did their best. They came from a communist country—they lacked bitterly in their youth. It’s only natural that they wanted to provide me, a child of early democracy, with everything they didn’t get. They had no idea of the harmful effects of such crazy enabling. Even today, when I tell them how their enabling harmed me, before my frontal lobes fully developed and I gained some emotional maturity, they reject my explanations.
You had the best upbringing, we did the best we could.
I don’t doubt the second half of that statement, but the first half is wildly delusional and in denial. But hey, who said in order to overcome the harmful aspects of your upbringing you needed your parents’ approval or admission?
This is the key: you don’t need them for the second round. It’s not up to them to correct what they unwittingly messed up in the first round. It’s up to you. It’s up to me. It’s up to the adult in us.
We need to take responsibility to improve ourselves once we reach the point of awareness about our childhood baggage
.
In my case, the unconditional parental support and permissiveness created a false sense of confidence built upon me having the last word all the time. Or the last bite of a delicious meal. Or everything to what I could attach the words me first
.
It hit me hard when I went to school and people started saying no to me, when my ideas were not the best, when I had to argue logically to back up what I said or wanted, when I saw that there are other opinions out there, too. You’d think that I had slowly started to open up to the opinions of others as time passed.
Oh, no. Not me.
I argued, sulked, belittled, pretended I didn’t care, and faked superiority among other things. Needless to say, these behaviors didn’t make me the classmate of the year.
Whenever I felt the slightest shake in my sense of self—Am I doing things right? Am I really that special, important, or correct?—my parents were at my back, readily confirming that yes, indeed, I was right, and special, and the other kids were just jealous of me for being so special. I didn’t need more reassurance after that, and I had no more doubts. I added a new prompt to my obnoxiousness library: You’re just jealous of me.
When I was about fourteen to fifteen years old, I moved to Hungary from Romania to start high school. In my teenage years the behaviors I had learned at home stayed with me and repeatedly surfaced. Many times I hit the social version of rock bottom, and I didn't have my parents nearby to support me. Maybe that was for the best.
The more of an outcast I became, the more my insecurities grew and the more I lost that fake sense of confidence that kept my head high as a child. I simply didn’t understand what was happening, why I was so wrong, or why I didn’t make any real friends. I was spoiled, lacked empathy and self-awareness, and felt entitled to superior treatment—but at the same time I loved people and desperately wanted to be loved back.
The problem was, I didn’t understand what loving someone really meant in action. All I could give was what my parents taught me: encouraging words, flattery, and verbal support for no real reason. The people who really needed such reassurance, again, followed me for a while and enjoyed my company. But once they had enough verbal boosting or just simply had enough of my self-centrism, they left me.
Over the years I didn’t get much clarity over what was wrong with me. Why were such things repeatedly happening to me? How could I stop this cycle?
In fact, I was convinced I couldn’t stop it. I thought I was normal, and fine, and had nothing to improve on. Other people were at fault for not accepting me. I accepted them, so I thought; therefore, they were the bad guys for not doing the same for me. I cultivated a lot of anxiety and anger towards others, and the more people turned their backs on me, the greater my fear of abandonment grew.
This fear translated extremely poorly to my romantic relationships; I was anxiously attached, neurotically clingy, wildly codependent, and a displeased people pleaser. I had no boundaries. Even when someone hurt me, I withdrew to compliance just to avoid being abandoned. But at the same time my overinflated, childish ego was revolting, so in many cases I snapped and became