Jasmine's Wish
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From a very young age, Jasmine was a captive audience for my poems. As she grew older, she was a willing critic. She always wanted me to publish. In fact, she sent one of my poems out to a contest. Excited when it was accepted for publication, she believed it proved she was right. Well, I disagreed until after her passing. Finally, my daughter's wish is fulfilled. And I feel the warmth of her love as she celebrates winning.
Cindy J. Smith
I grew up in the country of Upstate New York and now reside in the boonies of Midwestern Indiana. I am a coffee-addicted truck driver (as if there was any other kind). I have written poetry all my life. The topics and poems just come into my head. I try to write in the first person for most of them. I do this as people are more apt to relate to something when they are not feeling like they are the target. Some of my poems are true, either for me or for someone I know. I believe in magic and that life is worth living. I hope that my words will touch every reader in some way. I want everyone to open their eyes and really see what is before them.
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Jasmine's Wish - Cindy J. Smith
DEDICATION
I dedicate this boxset to my daughter Jasmine. I may have given her life, but her love and belief in me gave me the strength and will to live. While she was here I would do anything for her...except publish my poems. They are all a little too late, but I know she is beside me smiling because she finally got her way.
My love for you will never die
Memory tears will never dry
You're in my heart and that's the reason why
I still have the strength to try
VOICES IN MY HEAD
Jasmine’s Wish, Part 1
DEDICATION
These poems are dedicated in memory to my Daughter, Jasmine:
Our beautiful flower
Just beginning to bloom,
Loved and cherished,
Picked by God too soon
And my wonderful Granddaughter, Valerie:
May you always keep looking for the silver lining behind dark clouds.
Remember through all the storms in your life, God needs rain to make a rainbow.
Your Mother and I will always love you.
MY POEMS
As floating words come to my mind
I quickly write them with my pen
I probably should get a life
But what would I have to do then?
I have wondered where they come from
(My sanity is NOT at stake)
Since they go in all directions
I never know what poem they’ll make
Some of them are so full of life
With colors, joy and love complete
While others are so very sad
Painting despair and gloom so deep
’Til they started coming to me
I just never realized
There are so many emotions
Always seesawing through our lives
I will not quit my day job
Nor put my head up in the clouds
I guess I’ll try to be content
Writing these varied poems for now.
PEOPLE IN MY LIFE
JASMINE
When you were still little
I was always there
To give you a kiss
Or just show you I care
You had never needed
To make a demand
To get some comfort
Or have me hold your hand
You never had need of
A formal request
For me to feed you
Or help you get dressed
When you wanted to know
The wheres and the whys
I was there to help
You had no need to cry
Now that you are older
You don’t seem to see
The person needing
Sometimes it is just me
If I ask you to work
Or just lend a hand
You act like it’s such
An excessive demand
Next time I ask you, please
Try and remember
Times you needed me
You were refused never
Remember I Love You
Remember I Care
And no matter what
I will Always Be There
VALERIE
V for Valentine, day of your birth
A for Angel, our cherub on earth
L for Love, we have much for you
E for Eagerness, try something new
R for Realistic, to approach all things
I for Intelligence, know truth when it rings
E for Empathy, for all you meet
Valerie, my granddaughter, so treasured, so sweet
MY ANGEL
My angel in heaven
Reach down from the skies
Help me to dry
These tears in my eyes
I miss you so much
It is so hard to cope
As this dark emptiness
Takes away all my hope
Let me hear your soft voice
In the songs the bird sings
And with the gentle breeze
Feel the embrace of your wings
Let me see your sweet smile
In the moonbeams at night
And find peace in your love
With the dawn’s morning light
EAGLE SCOUT
Back when you were a young boy,
You joined a club to have fun
They taught you by example
Love and trust to rely on.
Less beautiful the world
Grew as time marched along
Your complete trust in God’s love
Gave courage, made you strong
Now you’ve achieved a dream
You held deep in your heart
Letting your conscience lead you
In a world falling apart
Your family and dear friends
Look toward you with pride
They are lucky to know you
And the man you are inside
It would’ve been a lot easier
To just seek pleasure each day
Living your code of ethics
You showed us a better way
Our world is now filling up
With hatred, ugliness, greed
I’m so glad there are still some
Using God’s love to succeed
Thank you for reminding me
To trust always in the truth
To keep seeking the right path
Find the courage of my youth
FAMILY CONFLICT
We’ve been together, dear
For several years
We’ve shared joy and laughter
And many a tear
I’ve seen the hurt in your eyes
That you try to hide
When thinking of family
Yours not on your side
Finally they said they’re proud
Of the adult you
Somehow, I don’t think they saw
That you really grew
You can ask them for help now
And they do give it
But when it comes to your life
They want to live it
I wish you had closeness
Like my family
Sharing with you love and strength
Not to replace me
The life you have isn’t your own
It is part mine too
So I should have a voice in what
You decide to do
When life threw you and I curves
Our dreams put at stake
WE discussed both sides and chose
The road we would take
Now for our life decisions
You go from our home
Letting others choose our path
While I sit alone
You need to stand and show them
You aren’t their teenager
You deserve their love, respect
For the man you are
A FAMILY
I thought that a family
Should be so very much more
Than a small group of people
Living behind the same door
I believed they all shared
Love, laughter and sorrow
Always working together
For a brighter tomorrow
Like when things weren’t important
As they appear to be now
When people made their living
With their hands or with plows
When their word was their honor
And was guaranteed with pride
Never looking for loopholes
Behind which they could hide
Mostly they dreamed of finding
Honesty, respect and love
To share with friends, family
Looking for help from above
We have so many more things
Stuck behind our locked doors
But it appears that the love
Just is not there anymore
TRUE LOVE
I can close my eyes
Return to the day
When your smiling face
First looked my way
My heart still melts
From a remembered kiss
The memory always
Fills me with true bliss
Our first warm embrace
Your loving touch
To me these things
Mean so very much
You are my true love
The holder of my heart
The keeper of my dreams
My missing part
GOOD-BYE
The winds of change are blowing cold
Within my world today.
My dreams of love and happiness
Have all been drawn away.
No longer can I feel the warmth
From his once gentle touch.
My heart now aches within my chest.
Oh, I miss him so much!
Where has the caring tenderness
Gone from this old life?
What happened to the vows we made
Joining as man and wife?
Hindsight shows so clearly now
It’s been coming for a while.
I got lost in fun and cheer
Missed the lie behind the smile
GROWING UP
At what time and date will you finally see
That living in the past is really no way to be?
At what age will you finally discover
We only enjoy life by sharing with each other?
How much time will pass in your chemical blur
Before you can see that you have caused so much hurt?
How many days until you admit you know
The drugged face in the mirror is ready to grow?
This life that you have will not last forever
And your reliving the past will bring changes-never.
I won’t be brought into your seas of despair.
I believe in this life and there is none for me there.
You must try to wake up; just live for today.
Tomorrow may not come and yesterday’s gone away.
There’s enough trouble in this short life of yours
Without you looking around and inventing some more.
Take each day as given, problems one by one,
Then that face in the mirror will tell you you have won!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DAVE
Today is your birthday
It is finally here!!!
Yes, it really has been
Another full year.
You are not quite as young
But you keep it just fine.
You’re not getting older,
You are aging like wine.
The dark brown of your hair
Is turning gray in spots.
(In many other places,
You find hair you have not!)
The twinkle in your eyes
Is from the contacts you wear.
And instead of laugh lines,
You now have wrinkles there.
Your hearing is going,
There is no doubt about it.
Only hear a whisper
When somebody shouts it!
You are not quite as spry,
You’re getting a mite slow.
For bending at the knees
Has become a No Go.
You spent time working out
And, I guess you still do.
However, ten-mile runs
Are now walks across rooms.
You watch sports on TV,
You just sit lots nearer.
And you use the remote
To hear the scores clearer.
You always wrote long lists
Of those things you should do.
But, now you must write lists
To find your main lists, too
You took great vacations
A lot when you were young.
Now your mind is on them
You miss it when it’s gone!
You went out with your friends
Nights partying nonstop.
Now you stay at home and
You’re awake till nine, tops!
Bed was not for sleeping
In your young years long past.
Now before your bed time,
You take two or three naps!
But, look on the bright side.
It’s taken a long time
To get in this shape.
Today you turned 35!!!!!
HEARTACHE (for Sanjuana)
I remember the day I looked in your eyes
How I loved you I finally realized
You were my safe harbor during my life storms
Your love, patience and strength kept me safe and warm
No matter how bad my days seemed to be
I knew during the night you would comfort me
But, now that you are gone from this life on earth
It is so hard to find anything of worth
You’re still here by my side as you’ve been always
I still love you so much; I’m lonely these days
I miss your sweet smile and your soft voice so much
My whole being just aches for your loving touch
You’re at peace with God in heaven above
The breeze in the trees whispers to me your love
Help me remember all the good times we shared
All the little things you did to show you cared
Let me feel your love in the moonbeams at night
And see your eye twinkle in dawn’s morning light
Let me hear your voice in the wind and the rain
Let the raindrops wash away some of this pain
Help me feel your presence around me so near
’til I’m with you in heaven for all eternity, dear
MY LOVE
I just take for granted
You’ll always be with me
A shoulder to lean on
No need for company
You're my escape from the hate
The worries of the world
My boat to cross rough seas
And reach the peaceful shores
My love, it grows daily
Troubles fly when you smile
I know that together
We’ll survive all trials
For our love gives me hope
In this world of despair
That all humanity
Will learn to love and share
HUBIN
In the few years I’ve known you
You’ve become my love, my friend
An important part of me
Someone on whom I can depend
You give me reason to hope
When ev’rything seems to go wrong
When I feel weak and confused
You guide and help me to stay strong
When I don’t believe in me
And try to give up on my dreams
You tell me I can do it
And then I feel like I have wings
I write a lot of verses
They seem to float inside my mind
Words to describe how I feel
Are the very ones I can’t find
So, Honey let me tell you
You are a very special man
I give you my heart and soul
And I’ll love you until the end
JEFF GORDON FAN
He has on his Gordon shirt
And his DuPont baseball cap
Model Chevy 24
Is with the remote on his lap
Sits on the edge of his chair
Waits for the start of the race
Wondering how long it will take
HIS Jeff Gordon to set the pace
Engines have all been started
Crowds cheering above the noise
As drivers all stare at the flag
The green one is all set and poised
Flag is dropped, the cars speed off
Race has finally begun
Cars going around in circles
Fans listening to engines hum
He hollers as his driver
Finally passes—the lead!
Gordon got his five extra points
You know, that’s really all he needs
Three hundred more laps to go
Jeff’s fan loudly screams and shouts
Cars make it through scheduled pits
Come on, Jeff, you must be first out!
Someone passes Gordon by
24’s losing ground fast
What mistake did Jeff’s crew make
During the pit stop he made last?
Oh,no!
off his seat again
Gordon’s headed for a crash
He swerves quickly to the inside
Alright, he has made it past
The laps are running out now
Jeff’s fan’s face starts to sag
Wait! Gordon just regained the lead
Yes! He takes the checkered flag
Hollering, he leaves his seat
Gordon’s won another race
The whole town could be lit up
By this Gordon fan’s smiling face
LONG DISTANCE VALENTINE
The warmth of your smile
Pleasure of your kiss
When you’re gone all week
It’s these that I miss
We talk everyday
Through telephone wires
To keep our love strong
And fan our home fires
When I’m so lonely
I just close my eyes
I can almost feel
You here by my side
So, though you are gone
On this Valentine’s Day
My heart is with you
While you’re far away
Distance makes it hard
I know that is true
But you shouldn’t doubt
I always love you
Time spent together
Sure isn’t very long
But how we use it
Will keep our love strong
This time we’re apart
Won’t last forever
Soon we’ll be able
To love together
So, be careful darling
On this special day
Feel my love with you
As you go on your way
LOVE CHANGES
I remember the day that I first met you
How into my throat my lonely heart just flew
I felt I had found myself a long lost friend
Who would share my life until the very end
Later I discovered that you were married
All my hearts desires I quickly buried
I watched from afar wishing you happiness
Feeling your pain as your troubles progressed
To you I offered my help when there was need
Asking nothing in return in word or deed
We’ve been married four years, together for five
Sometimes I wonder how my love has survived
We would work together in the beginning
And in the long run, we ended up winning
In the last few years, you have taken great pride
In looking at everything from the darker side
Not a thing seems to please you or bring happiness
But the few moments for a sexual caress
I need to be happy a little each day
I don’t like feeling I must watch what I say
You won’t solve problems one by one as they come
You create new ones even though there were none
You say you love me and you want to stay here
Then you say and do things that hurt me so, dear
I want the man back that I met that first day
I want to feel your love, not just hear words you say
MOM
Have I ever told you
How glad I am
That you’re always there
When I’m in a jam?
Did I ever thank you
For all the ways you showed
You will love me always,
No matter where I go?
I’ve taken for granted
All the things you have done
Always providing me
A shoulder to lean on.
You helped me to learn,
Letting me make mistakes.
Then helping me get through
All the messes I make.
You taught me how to love
And to always be me,
Even though our choices
Do not always agree.
Thank you for showing me
How to enjoy this life
To find the beauty
While enduring the strife.
My mother by nature,
Your daughter by chance.
My MOM in my heart
In my lifelong dance
MOTHER'S LOVE
Signs of mother’s love
Are easy to see
I find them in you
As I did in me
The twinkle that comes
To light up your eyes
As you look at her
One-quarter your size
Smiles lighting your face
As you play with toes
Your gentle cooing
As you wipe her nose
Lullabies you sing
Rocking her to sleep
Laying her in bed
Your kiss on her cheek
Your tender concern
For each of her needs
These are a mother’s love
Not just words, but deeds
MY PROMISE
My dearest, true love
You’re important to me
I love you so much
Your face I always see
You’re a special man
Always caring and kind
As compared to gold
You’re a much better find
Thank you for choosing
To be part of my life
Thanks for asking me
To become your wife
Thank you for being
The tender man you are
Thank you very much
For all your love so far
Life is uncertain
And most dreams fade away
I promise my love
Until my final day
MY FRIEND
I look deep in your eyes
Past the pain and despair
A wonderful person’s
Hiding deep inside there
You’re a man who’s been hurt
Many times in the past
Now you won’t believe love
Can ever really last
You see only sadness
Behind any new door
Based on everything
That has happened before
But please look at me now
I am somebody new
I want to be with you
A dear friend tried and true
The deepest of night is
Always followed by dawn
Let us bury our troubles
And then with love move on
I would love to show you
Love can really be fine
It can grow each day
Like the aging of wine
Just let go of your past
With today’s morning sun
Take my hand and together
Enjoy this love that’s begun
Take each day we’ve been given
Sharing our joy and our pain
Having fun in the sunshine
Looking for rainbows in the rain
MY INHERITANCE
My dear father died recently
And I didn’t get his money
I believe I really don’t care
Yes, I know that sounds funny
For the inheritance he had
Already given to me
Was truly more valuable
Although the price-tag says free
I was given self-confidence
A belief in my own worth
He taught me the true benefit
Of giving a full day’s work
By his example, I was shown
Mistakes can make you stronger
Don’t give up if you fail at first
Just try a little longer
I was taught life is for living
Beauty’s everywhere
Love is to be given freely
Never wait to show you care
So, although I did not get
Lots of money when he passed
By giving me time in his life
I’ve an inheritance that will last
OUTLOOK
I looked at your face
And what a surprise
That smile is back
Held deep in your eyes
Your outlook on life
Has taken a U-turn
It’s happiness, love
For which you now yearn
I’m glad to be here
Beside you each day
Watching as you chase
The dark clouds away
I want you to share
The rest of my life
For better, for worse,
For always, your wife
NOTRE DAME
Another Saturday
We have all been removed
From the family room
There is a game on the tube
My fan’s dressed and