Throwing it back to 2 years ago and my prep and bikini prep days... and like every episode, I'm going to be extremely honest. While competing did give me an outlet for competition and I gained a lot from it, there was also a lot of shit I had to deal with negatively from competing. The food relationship issues, body dysmorphia, losing friends. That was part of my reality when competing so if you have any interest in competing or have a friend who is, definitely listen from someone who went through it so you know what you're in store for.   Time Stamps:   (0:29) Share and Rate! (1:25) Housekeeping! (3:21) Titty Pride (5:15) Mental Health During Prep (6:47) What is Competing? (8:19) Taking it Back (10:21) Kicked off the Volleyball Team (15:33) Shoutout to Nick Komodina (22:23) Why I Haven’t Competed Again (24:52) You’re Gonna Need a Coach (26:00) EXPENSES! (34:36) So We Won… (38:50) Coaches Today  (41:18) My Focus Now (54:00) Watch My Youtube   EMAIL: DESBFIT@GMAIL.COM Venmo to support this podcast: brunchwithdesb   Purchase my Bride Guide shred program on my app: www.desbfittraining.com/fit-guides    My prep journey: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLXyCH_gmZa0RQx9eF4gNc_mZ-xaUXQIvj   My wedding cut:  https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLXyCH_gmZa0RdPVO9poc_FBk1RF-AFt5B   Fitness education videos: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLXyCH_gmZa0SAnfmKNlHQ6WUAxzBH_LfU   Did you miss out on my 2020 6 week challenges?! Be sure to join my email list for upcoming launches, merch, and weekly motivation from me: http://eepurl.com/dy2JLz   instagram ➭ https://www.instagram.com/desb___ twitter ➭ https://twitter.com/desbfit youtube ➭ https://www.youtube.com/desireescogginfitness  facebook ➭ https://www.facebook.com/desbfittraining my weekly emails ➭ https://mailchi.mp/a0ed2b83e2ec/dbfts... official website  ➭ https://www.desbfittraining.com   --------------------------------------------------- A N N O U N C E M E N T S   Shop my fitness programs and pregnancy program to come: www.desbfittraining.com/fit-guides    OPEN FACEBOOK FITNESS COMMUNITY: www.facebook.com/groups/dbftcommunity    Shop my merch: https://desbfittraining.myshopify.com   --------------------------------------------------- F A Q   -what’s your real name? Desiree   -what’s your instagram? www.instagram.com/desb___   -how old are you? 24   -how tall are you? 5'7   -whats your Spotify playlist? https://open.spotify.com/user/desb___   -what do you order at Dunkin? Large hot coffee, 1 pump SF coconut, 1 flavor swirl French Vanilla, 1 cream + 2 splenda   -skin care routine? https://www.tula.com / CODE "desb" to save 20%   -self tanner? https://glowprotans.com/?aff=71 / CODE "desb" to save $   -my huge water jug? https://www.thehydrojug.com / CODE: "desb" to save $   -supplements I use? https://www.alaninu.com / CODE "desb"   AND   -how to find my free stuff and codes? https://www.desbfittraining.com/desb